Jjeolbae's P.O.V.

"Ah. Those fangirls. They brought me phobia since I was a child."

Flashback

Jjeolbae's mother was a famous singer back then. 

"Mom, where are we going?" Jjeolbae said. They were riding on a car.

"I'm gonna perform on stage tonight! You'll be watching it." Her mom said.

"Alright! You're really a good singer and dancer at the same time moom!Good luck!" Jjeolbae said while sticking out a candy on .

"Thank  you, Jjeolbae." Her mom said.

"We're here!" She said.

"Alright mom!" Jjeolbae replied.

There, when they went on the parking lot, a lot of fans welcomed her. Jjeolbae heard screams and many were knocking on their car.

"I-I'm scared mom." Jjeolbae said.

"Don't worry. I'm just here." She said.

There, they went out of the car. The people compressed until it was hard for Jjeolbae to breathe.

"M-mom." She said while being separated from her mother.

"H-HELP MEE!" Jjeolbae shouted but no one can hear her scream. There, she fainted.

She later found herself lying on a strecher in a clinic.

"J-jeolbae? Are you awake?" A person said in a calm but worried voice.

"M-mom?" She said.

"Your mom's not here. She's still performing on stage." A lady said. She is one of the organizers in the concert.

"W-what happened?" Jjeolbae, who is just five years old, asked.

"You fainted because your mother's fans went to her but didn't notice you. I quickly recognized you because you visit the office often.

"What was mom's reaction?" Jjeolbae asked. Though you were still a kid, you are smarter for your age.

"Ah. S-She w--was w-worried." The organizer said in a shaky voice.
*I should not make this kid worry.* The organizer thought.

"You're lying. Tell me what happened." Jjeolbae said.

"U-uhm....She was quickly distracted by the fans so she forgot about you." She said.

"I knew it. I know she doesn't care about me in the first place. But don't tell her about that, please." Jjeolbae said in a serious tone.

" You're pretty smart for your age, ne? Want an ice cream? I'll buy you one!" The organizer said.

"Alright! Thanks, noona!" Jjeolbae said.

"You're welcome. You could call me Yun Ri. " She said.

Jjeolbae nodded.

Then, after they bought ice creams....

"You know, noona, I don't have any close friends. My parents are busy always. Thanks for treating me! You're the first person except mom to talk to me like this." Jjeolbae said in a smiling but crying mode.

"Don't cry. Your ice cream's gonna melt if you cry and cry!" Yun Ri said.

"A-alright. Thanks again." Jjeolbae said while smiling.

There, Jjeolbae's mom came.

"Jjeolbae, let's go home!" Her mom said.

"Alright." Jjeolbae replied.

Then, they went to the car.

"How did you know that I was there? Did you know that I even fainted? Tsch. You just forgot me when you saw your fans. Don't even dare to hurt me. I'm just stating the facts here.I'm just stating my opinion." Jjeolbae said.

It was shocking for her mom because she said it like an adult. 

"You're so good at grammar, Jjeolbae! Just like your dad!" She said.

"I learned it by myself. You two didn't even taught me the table manners and how to respect other people. Don't ignore my question." Jjeolbae said.

"A-Ah. I asked the cast if they saw you. I was compressed by my fans." She said.

"I'm sorry if I lacked the attention you needed. I need to work for your future, you know?" Her mom said.

"Don't you worry, MOM.I already learned the basics needed as a child." Jjeolbae said.

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Since that day, I haven't shared my opinion with my mom. She doesn't need it, anyway. Both of my parents didn't give me the attention I need. I know that I'm currently suffering identity crisis. I'm pretty much aware of it.