Chapter One

But not even I could resist relaxing his Shisus’s strong, comforting hold. It was really just what I needed after a pretty much sleepless night, and he obviously had no intentions of letting go anytime soon. I did , however, pull away for one thing as I smiled at the younger. “Saranghaeyo” Came the soft little whisper, soon accompanied by Siwon’s lips against mine. Sighing, I tilted my head into our usual ‘good morning, hey, I love you’ kiss, all of the worries melting away for those few, key seconds.

Worries? What Worries? Oh wait.. right.. And just as soon as he pulled away, all of them came rushing back. It was hard not letting it show on my face how concerned I was for today. This was actually a lot more challenging than I thought it would have been. ‘Just wake up and smile’ I remembered telling myself just a few hours ago, staring up at the ceiling. ‘How hard could that be?’ God, I was so stupid.. And apparently, I wasn’t really doing a bang-up job because as I pulled back, letting my mind wander I heard him, 
 

“Hyung? Is everything okay?”

Dammit...

“Omo?” That was enough to snap me out of my deep self-reflections. My eyes met with a worried pair of younger ones. He was still smiling, that much was good, but he knew something was up. As I did when all else failed, I just laughed, patting his cheek. “Ani, I was just trying to remember how to put up my hair for today. Siwonnie, always so worried about his Hyung” I teased, walking away to go wash up. It must have worked because I heard his little chuckle from behind me as I walked into the bathroom, closing and locking the door. A deep, tired, yet quiet sigh came from me as I leaned against the door, my fingers rubbing at my temples. I hated this. If there was anything else that I hated more than worrying him, it was lying to him, and I just done both in the span of two seconds.

Omo.. I looked awful. It became clear to me as I looked up at myself in the mirror. No wonder why Siwon was concerned, I looked more horrid than I usually did in the morning..
But , for once, my vanity could wait. The only truly prevalent thought in my mind as I the water and walked into the shower was How in the hell was I going to get through today, without getting Siwon angry at me? And I honestly didn’t have an answer to that question...