"How is her big love, that I couldn't give to you.

  Even if you tell me, I wouldn't know because I'm small."

Chapter 4:

*OC POV*

Kai expression changes when he realizes me. His eyes softens and seems regretful. He quickly takes his hand off the girl's waist making her eye's wide open, surpised. Just when he’s about to say something, Lay pulls my wrist. Because I turn around too much so I end up in his firm chest. God. It’s like we’re hugging each other. Good, Hana. You’re such a dumb.

“You all get out of here. NOW.” Kai says loudly, his voice seems dangerous and scary.

I step back from Lay, then run outside, afraid of looking back. Why is he angry? If he doesn't want to be seen, he needs to go to more private place. His fault, not me.

“Hana – ssi, Hana – ssi.” Lay calls me. I stop, wait for him.

“You went wrong way. The elevator is in that way.” He catches up with me, pointes one finger to the opposite direction.

“Ah. Uhm.” So embarrassed. “Oh I forgot the clothes.” I realize. Double embarrassment. . I wish there is a hole in the ground for me to hide my face. It must looks really ridiculously right now.  

“I have here.” He raises his left hand now full of clothes. Seeing I confused, he looks down, scratches his head with the other hand. “I…Uhm… took it when you…”

 “Thank you Yixing.” I smile to him. “Ok. Now we should fast, Chanyeol must be looking for me.” I hold his wrist without realizaton to pull him go with me. Aware of his slowness, just when I turn around to hasten to go faster, I see him do nothing except staring in our hands. His lips curve upwards a tiny bit. His eyes seem… full of… loving? I’m not sure.

“Oops. Sorry.” I withdraw my hand, stand there awkwardly. The moment I did so, his eyes suddenly seem so... lost.  He slowly take his hand back, his eyes still glue with it.

 “Hana, you're here. What took you so long?” As expected, Chanyeol has been looking for me. “Oh. Hi, Lay. What are you doing here?” He turns to Lay.

“You didn’t tell her where the restroom is so I’m tour her around. That’s why…” Lay explains.

“Sorry Hana, I’m kind easy to forget thing.” Chanyeol looks at me with his biggest eyes ever.

“It’s ok.”  How can I suppose to be angry at him? “Here the clothes.”

“Thanks. You keep it, we will use later. Now come with me to the photo shoot. Bye Lay.” He pats Lay’s shoulder.

“You guys go.” Lay smiles. His smile is as sweet as candy.

“Goodbye.” I wave him. He waves back, with the hand which I didn't hold earlier.

“Ok anyone, Krystal, you may come out.” The photographer says. Now, I and Chanyeol are in the photo shoot room.

As soon as he finishes his sentence, the girl comes out from the change room, already wears the clothes in the collection. She seems familiar…Ah, she is the girl who kissed Kai earlier. She looks so stunning. It’s nature that Kai likes her. I bet anyone would want to date her.

“Ohh. She’s beautiful.” A person compliments.

“Yeah. She looks like queen.”….

 “Our collection will be sold out as long as she’s our model.”…

 “I’m sure she looks good in every kind of clothes.”…

 The whole room is bustling with people’s talking. I look at her to see her reaction. She’s smiling now. Maybe some guys would faint right now because of that smile.

“She’s Mr. Kim girlfriend.” Chanyeol whispers to me.

“She is?” Right. What are you thinking Hana, you’ve already seen them kissing.

“Yes. For 2 months now.”

“Alright everybody. We’ll start with individual photo shoot first, then go with two.” The photographer talks loudly making everybody goes silent.

Along with her beautiful face and good shape, Krystal’s a professional model. One her picture just took 3 to 4 tries. Her individual photo shoot completes quite fast.

“Hey Hana. Now you go to the change room and arrange these clothes in this.” Chanyeol tells me.

“Ok. I’ll go now.” I reply then go straight to the destination with hand full of clothes.

“Weird. Why all of these clothes is man’s clothes?” I talk to myself out loud.

“Because it’s for me.”  Suddenly Kai’s voice appears making me jump backward, surprise. I look up, Kai seems cold and emotionless. I’ve never seen him like this before.

“Can you give me clothes or you’re just standing there like a dumb?” Kai takes his hand ahead, waits for me to hand him the clothes, looks more bored than ever.

“Here.” I hand him. Instead of taking the clothes, he’s taking my hands. Aishhh. This man always want to piss me off or something...

“What are you doi…” My words was interrupted by another voice.

“Jongin – oppa” Krystal calls him from 5 steps away. Her voice make me have goosebump. God.

He quickly withdraws his hand, turns around to see her. “Hey, baby” He smiles. Jerk. How come his emotion can change in a blink like that? Is he a human or a robot? 

“Who you are talking to? Oh that’s you. Do you know her oppa?” She looks at me like I’m the strangest thing in the world, like I’m a UFO or something like that.

Kai looks at me for good 3 seconds, then bluntly says “No. She’s just s stylist.” My heart feels. I don't know. Maybe I didn't expect that answer from the start. Then he turns around immediately, walks out like running. Krystal looks me from head to toes only to shake her head later and follows him. “Wait for me, oppa.”

I signs. What are you expected, Hana?

“Good! Fantastic!” The photographer keeps taking pictures non-stop. When I get out of the change room, Kai is the one posing. Krystal stands in front of him, near the photographer and keeps smiling at him. Chanyeol was right. Kai is definitely a good model. He knows exactly his shape lines. The photographer only needs to take one – shot. It finish in less than 10 minutes

“Ok. Done. Krystal, you may come in now.” He seems very satisfied. Everybody in the room is cheering and complimenting him like he's a hero. Hey people, he's not that good!

"He's good, right? I told you." Chanyeol nudges me.

"Ummm...He..." I really don't know how to answer him. "He's..."

"Hey! The stylist, go correct the male model' s clothes." The photographer calls me. Phuuu, so I don't have to continue my sentence, it's burdensome.

"Nehh. Talk later, Chanyeol - ssi." I happily say.

Aishh. I'm so stupid. 

Why did I left Chanyeol in a happy mind to go here - in front of Kai to correct his collar properly. God, it's more stressful than answering Chanyeol, exspecially when he's standing too close, his eyes glue on my face and Krystal keeps sendind daggers at me with her eyes. I think my back is burning because of her glare.

"Done." I tell him, want it to end as fast as possible.

Kai quickly holds my wrist. "No, I don't think so. It seems not... perfect." What's now again? Can you just... I look up, want to shout but his face but end up say nothing because of the closeness between our face.

"I think it's VERY perfect." Krystal harshly pulls my wrist out of his hand. Ahh, it hurts. I flinch my face because of the pain. "Now we should prepare, the photoghaper is waiting for us." Krystal still looks me when she talks to Kai. How a beautiful girl like her can looks so scary at the same time? 

"Ah...Uhm. Ok." Kai says, his eyes are full of concern. You're the one who created this, you jerk! Now, Krystal happily stands close to Kai. No, very close. Then they start posing in different images, like a couple who are doing lovey - dovey. Ahh, my eyes is being poisoned!

Finally home!!!!   

Mentally and physically tired, I just flop onto my bed, not even mind changing my clothes. Today's such a long day! 

My phone's ringing. Who's calling me now? Aishh, I want to sleep so badly. 

"Hello." I answer, not interested.

"Hi! Hana - ssi" The voice is echoing in my head. That's sweet voice...

"Luhan -ssi." I cheer. Ok. I'm not sleepy anymore. I'm wide awake now.

He chuckles.  Yes, I'm." He pauses, "I took your phone number from your profile. I'm calling just want to tell you wait for me in the bus stop tommorow morning."

Am I dreaming? My heart is beating crazily now. I think I've got heart attack. Ahhhhh...

"Uhm...Hana - ssi." Luhan says, his voice seems nervous.

"Ah. Of course. I'll wait..." 

"Thank you Hana - ssi. Good night." He hangs up.

Wait, I've not done my sentence. "For you."

Yoohoo ~~~~~ Luhan called me~~~~ Luhan called me~~~~~ I'm jumping up and down, up and down. I'm in cloud nine right now. I'm flying~~~~~

"Hana -ssi, Hana - ssi" Suho - the owner of this house - a really nice guy is knocking the door. ( I lodged since it’s near my workplace and my parents’ s house is too far so yeah, I'm kind of live alone here. )

"What's up, Suho - ssi?" I open the door.

"Nothing's important. I just want to tell you that you' ll have a roommate coming tomorrow." He informs me.

A roomate?

Yayyyy! Double - date!!! Anyway, can you guess who's Hana's roommate?  ;dddd  I'll give a BIGGGGG prize for whom guesses right. You have no idea what it is. Laugh evilly

Anyway, here is Lay's kiss for you.

He's just adorable, don't you think?

Faint . *x*