You woke up to JJ making noise in your room , peeping you see him looking in your wardrobe “yaaa what you doing in there?” you ask

“____ ya will you stop making me jump all the time” JJ laughs

“you still didn’t answer my question” you say

“im looking for a beanie to match what im wearing” JJ tells you

“there not in there….top draw” you say and roll over putting your back to your cousin

“yaa get up…ill treat us to breakfast before work…..oh your phone has been bleeping” JJ tells you

You roll over and reach for you phone but cant reach it, JJ picks it up and waves it above your head

“if I give this to you then will you get up?” he says

“do you always have to bride me ?”

“nae….now get up”

Once you sit up JJ hands you your phone

From: Kikwang

Yaa you and JJ up for ice skating tomorrow?

“yaa JJ do you want to go ice skating tomorrow with the guys?” you call out to him

All you hear are mumbles coming from the kitchen

“ya get out of my fridge” you laugh and get up to see JJ with his head in your fridge

“what did you say?” he asks

“ice skating tomorrow with the guys?”

“nae im up for that…what time..oooooo night time is best with all the lights and ……im talking to much aint i?” JJ asks

“always” you laugh and text kikwang back

From: _____

Sure count me and JJ in, what you doing today?..oh and what time?

You put your phone down on the side and went into the bathroom

From: Kikwang

Great ^-^ about 4.30 we’ll all meet at the train station its only one stop away, not doing much today gonna rest up for tomorrow so I can show off my skills kekeke

JJ picked up your phone knowing the text was going to be from kikwang

From: _____

Stop being a show off we all know your gonna spend most of your time on your and im the one that’s gonna be showing skills on the ice………JJ ^_^

From: Kikwang

Yaaaaa JJ we’ll see who spends most of there time on there …ya ive had an idea to get _____ and yoseob to admit a certain something so come over when you can and ill tell you the plan…p.s this Is a secret JJ

From: _____

Kikwang you do realise you have been texting my cousins phone

From: Kikwang

Oh…yeah delete the last few texts DELETE DELETE DELETE

From: _____

I really do wonder about you sometimes kekeke

“yaa what you doing?” you ask seeing JJ with your phone

“kikwang texted I know where and what time to meet chill bean” JJ smiles

You were now ready so you and JJ made your way to a little café to get some breakfast

“so bean..i got a question for ya……you ready for it?” JJ asks

“umm……nope” you say poping the ‘p’

“to bad im gonna ask it anyway…so when you gonna tell yoseob you love him?”

“yaaa could you of said that any louder”

“nae …do you want me to?”

“aniya…and I cant answer that”

“wae?”

“because I don’t know the answer to it”

“wae not admit it tomorrow….be all fluffy and stuff”

“shut up JJ” you say with a smile

“come on bean you cant keep acting weird around him the poor guy is gonna get whiplash from your constant mood changes”

“that’s the thing I cant even act normal around him so how am I ment to confess to him?”

“bean you never act normal…….just confess “ JJ say taking a sip of his coffee

You get up and head for the door closely followed by JJ

“morning aunite” you greet your aunt

“ahh morning..very early today”

“nae I had a wake up call in the form of JJ raiding my wardrobe”

“morning umma” JJ greets his mother who greets him back warmly

You head into the kitchen to greet your uncle

In the afternoon you see dongwoon and junhyung sitting at a table so you go over a greet them

“hey guys…..what can I get you?” you ask

“heeeey, ummm I cant decide so ill let you pick for me” junhyung tells you

“ill have what I normally have please” dongwoon  tells you

You hand there order into the kitchen and go sit with them for a few minutes

“so you guys coming tomorrow?” you ask

Junhyung nods his head

“nae but I might not be skating” dongwoon tells you

“what wae?”

“whats the point in coming then ?” junhyung asks

“so I can laugh at all of you falling over” he replies

“you have to skate with us……pleaseeeeee even if its just for a little while” you say

“ill think about it…but no promises” he smiles at you

After work you decided to stay at your auntie and uncles house

Your uncle was sitting in the livingroom while your auntie was in the kitchen and JJ was in the shower, you walk over to your uncle

“uncle……are you busy?” you ask in a quiet tone

“a little” he smiles at you

“oh..ok” you say and turn to walk away, your uncle looks up and knows that you wanted to talk to him

“_____, I could do with a break come keep your uncle company” he gives you a warm smile

You sit next to him but hesitate to speak

“is something the matter?” uncle asks

“aniya..not really I just wanted some advise”

“im listening” he says

“do you think I should forgive my appa? I mean everything that’s happened has got me thinking about things”

“what do you feel in your heart?” he asks

“part of me whats to but the other part don’t…..i guess I just miss the appa and daughter relationship…but then how can I miss something I never had?”

“____ if you wish to give him another chance then do it, you know we will all be here for you no matter what you decide”

“I think since living with you and auntie I got the chance to see what it would be like to be close to your parents after seeing the relationship you and auntie have with JJ I guess I just want that to”

“do you not feel close to us _____?”

“of course I do uncle, I think that I see you more as a appa figure and its nice its nice to finally have that but I do wonder what it would be like for me and appa, if its even possible….uncle im confused as to what to do”

“would you like me to speak with him?”

“I couldn’t ask you to do that”

“you didn’t ask..i offered ..i will do it if you would like me to”

“thank you uncle” you smile and give your uncle a cuddle then go and help your auntie in the kitchen

You and JJ decided to stay up and watch some movies for a while but you wernt really paying much attention to the movie as your mind was elsewhere mostly thinking about yoseob and how you were going to act tomorrow and on what you had spoke to you uncle about…

___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________  yay ive finally wrote another chapter for this story sorry its taken me sooooooo long, ive been hooked on writing my other stories but I didn’t forget about this one….wooooo there all going ice skating tomorrow…gonna be fun ^_^