you approached your mother and she stood up and faced you...

"why?" you ask in a small voice

"i dont explain myself t~~~~  "yes you do,you come back here to cause trouble you owe me that much" you cut her off

"i wont be spoken to like that,watch your manners"

"watch my manners? after what you have done you think you deserve to be spoken to nicely?" you reply

"im still your mother"

"you lost the chance to call yourself that a long time ago" you spit back

for once in your life just tell me why.....do you hate me that much that you have to try to destroy any happiness i have?" you say

"you made me look a fool infront of our family" she says

"i made you look a fool?......you did that yourself" you reply

"you have done nothing but hurt me...do i mean that little to you?" your mother dont say anything she just looks at you  "ANSWER ME" you shout scareing all who is around you.

"i did care about you...once" she replys quickly

"but not anymore....you know something? this little plan of yours..to end all my happiness failed, you know why?..cos i dont care anymore..you dont and cant control me anymore,i dont need you, i have all the family i need right here"  you say pointing towards beast and JJ.

"jun-kai didnt hurt me like you hoped he would, you know why he couldnt? because my heart belongs to someone else i didnt feel anything for him enough for him to hurt me and these guys here...(you point to beast)  always know how to make things better i dont know how but they do"

"it's sad that your spending your life trying to think of ways to distroy mine,when really deep down you know you cant,you cant hurt me anymore im done with being scared,im done with wishing you loved me" you say and take a deep breath

beast are shocked because they didnt know this about you..

"i finally have something you will never take away from me"

"and what would that be?" your mother challenges you

"happiness"

"and i suppose these boy's gave you that?" your mother spits

"they gave me my life back"

your mother just laughs at your word's  "your so cold hearted" you say

"oh and i guess your not, your a little ray of sunshine" your mother says

"no im not,i have a heart,im capable of love....i love people for who they are..........unlike you"

"just tell me..just tell me once, what i did to you that was so bad you hate me?"

"you was a girl..its as simple as that..i never wanted a girl but your father wouldnt let me do anything about it.."

"im just glad im nothing like you"

"oh sweetie you would never be like me" your mother says

"good" you spit back

"aunite i have a question......how can such a kind,warm,caring girl come from such an evil thing like you?" JJ asks

"ha you think i have to answer to you?..and if you think she is all that then your very wrong" your mother replies

"she's all that and more," yoseob says making you all look at him.

"i have nothing to say to you...go live your life and stay far away from me....and my family" you say and your about to walk off

"mistake" is all your mother shouts

you turn around and smile a little.."i may be your mistake but im the best mistake you made" and with that you walk off

"stay away from our family...your not welcome here" JJ ends the stand off

your mother realise's she can no longer hurt you,.you have grown strong and stand up for yourself which is something you have never done.

but your words hurt her..did you finally break that ice cold heart of hers?

your far away from her now and have to sit down, thats the first time you have ever stood up to your mother and the first time you have ever said what you really felt, you were shaking,.the boys sat down with you..doojoon run off to get a bottle of water for you while the others comferted you..

"you scared me back there" yoseob says in a little voice almost a whisper

"i scared myself" you say matching yoseob's tone

"im proud of you" yoseob tells you while looking at you,. you look up at him in shock,then look around at the others, there all noding in agreement with yoseob

"bean....? you ok?" JJ asks

"i am.....i really am,although that was hard to hear somehow i feel better...i guess i know the truth and now i can move on" you say

JJ bends down and gives you a cuddle, he feels so proud of you for standing up to your mother...and is glad to hear them words.."i can move on"....

"can we go home please?" you ask out loud, doojoon gives you the water and you thank him and drink some..

finally at home all the boys can relax there all sitting in your livingroom while you disapeared into your room.yoseob comes to find you..

"you should rest...its been a long day for you" he tells you coming over to you and sits on your bed

"i dont think i can sleep.....what if i made things worse? what if ive only angered her even more?" you say

"your not scared anymore,she cant hurt you.....you said it yourself" yoseob says in a soft voice, he taps your pillow telling you to lay down,you do as he told you...

"thank you" you say looking at him

"for what? i didnt do anything." he replys

"you were there....that's all i needed.....i wouldnt of been able to do that if you guys wernt there...but knowing you were by my side made me fiil i could do anything....you yoseob,....you got me through that" you say

yoseob bends down and his face is so close to yours hes looking into your eyes "then ill be here forever and always" he says then kisses you on the forhead..

hearing yoseob say that made you think back to your wish..'forever and always'....did he make the same wish as you....cos they were your words aswell....

you closed your eyes and yoseob started humming a song to you...you fell asleep and yoseob stayed by your side til he knew you was in a deep sleep...he had to leave but he didnt want to but JJ promised him he would stay with you and be there when you woke up....

the boys had left and JJ thanked them for once again being there for you.....unaware to all of you that jun-kai was getting the whiplash from your mother..

"one thing was all you had to do.."

"i did what you asked i met her,thats all you asked for" he says

"couldnt even get a few boys out of the way"

"them boys care waaaaay to much for her to let ANYONE hurt her,and you know what im glad, shes needs people like them in her life"

"what would you know"

"i know that shes better off without you,leave her alone.....if you dont i dont even wanna know what her cousin would do ...or her friends for that matter...but i can asure you that YOU would be the one getting hurt"

jun-kai walks off leaving your mother just standing there..she knew it was over there was nothing else she could do...

truth was she hadent expected you to stand up to her,and she was shocked she had to get on with things and just leave you alone.....