waking up you feel something by your head you look up and its yoseob's hand he'd fallen asleep with his head on the bed and his arm resting on the bed by your head where he had been your hair most of the night...*he stayed..he really stayed by my side like he said he would, he didnt break his promise* you think ..you slowly get up careful not to wake the sleeping angel beside you,you cant help yourself but to his hair and smile..you tiptoe into the kitchen not knowing if kikwang was still asleep you get a glass of water "morning" kikwang whispers, you jump a little  "morning" you reply, kikwang walks over to you and gives you a cuddle ..during the night kikwang had got up to check on you and saw yoseob asleep next to you he put a cover over him so his friend wouldnt get cold ...

"did you sleep ok?" you ask

"so-so....you?" he asks

"weirdly enough i slept ok..did you know yoseob stayed with me all night" you didnt really ask it as a question

"yeah....yoseob would never break a promise"kikwang tells you

"how did you know he proimsed ?"

"i know him." is all kikwang said

"i need to get a shower and get back up the hospital" you say

"_____..you need to eat first" kikwang tells you in a serious tone

"ill eat something later"

"dont make me wake yoseob up and tell him your skipping breakfast......please" kikwang says

you nod your head and make your way to the bathroom...in the bathroom you cant help but think about how JJ is..has he woke up? will he be ok? 

after your shower you come out dressed and find kikwang cooking you walk over to your window and just stare out of it...you feel a gentle hand on your sholder ...yoseob

"morning....did you sleep ok?" he ask giving you a cute smile you could see the concern on his face though

"morning,nae i slept fine...thanx to you" you smile

"and meeee" kikwang joins in..trying to get you to smile..and you did

"come...lets eat then we will take you to see JJ" kikwang says

"you guys need some proper rest..that sofa aint comfy and yoseob....you really need rest after sleeping like you did" you tell the boys

"nahhh im ok i slept pretty good" he lied he didnt sleep well he was uncomfy but he wasnet leaving you alone...

" me to, i dont know why junhyung moaned so much the sofa's pretty comfy" kikwang says

after eating breakfast the boys walked you to the hospital, you made them go home and get some rest after argueing they knew they wernt gonna win this one so they left but yoseob was coming back....

you walk into the room JJ is in and your uncle is sitting in a chair he greets you and ask's how you are..you have a little convo while waiting to hear from the doctor about an hour of being there your auntie shows up and you go and get tea for them both when you come back your just about to sit down when.."so i dont get any tea huh bean?" JJ says with a smile shocking all of you

"JJ" you say rushing to his side as does his parents. your auntie is scolding him for not being more careful when crossing the road he looks at you and just pulls a face ..you giggle

"how do you feel? can i get you anything?" you ask

"you can get me out of here" he says with a hopeful look on his face

"not a chance......not til your 100% better" you say

"ok so .....what am i looking at here? oh god my face,.. is my face.........still as handsome as ever?" he says ....

just like JJ always saying something stupid at a time like this 

"its an improvement" you tease

"watch it bean .. i might not be able to move one arm but this one  (he says holding his other arm up) works just fine " he says while reaching over and poking your side

"jung lee you must rest" his mother tells him but smiles at how you to are with eachother

"omma im fine...please stop worrying" he smiles at his mum

"i could do with some water please " he says

"ill get it" you jump up and rush out to get your cousin some water also picking up some sweets for him as you know he will be hungry

you quickly text joker to let him know JJ's fine you didnt want to text yoseob or kikwang cos they were resting you knew the other boys would be up.

"water and sweets" you say ......"see this is why i love her" JJ replys tapping the bed for you to sit on ,you sit with your legs crossed shareing sweets with JJ your uncle was told to go home and get rest your auntie went to find the doctor

"you gave me a fright JJ" you say just above a whisper

he stops eating and holds your hand" its gonna take more then a crazy driver to get rid of me bean....im sorry" he tells you

you and your auntie stay with JJ for a while when yoseob shows up

"yaaaaa wheres my flowers?" JJ says with a huge grin

"ahh sorry jung lee they didnt have any pink ones left" yoseob teases  you laugh at the cuteness of them both

"yaaa you gotta stop with the jung lee thing..i only get called that by omma and appa.its JJ to you..aslong as _____'s ok with that?" they both look at you

"fine with me" you smile

you and yoseob are making JJ laugh when the doctor comes in "ahh its good to see you awake jung lee... please i need to check you over" he tells your cousin.. the rest of you wait outside .once thats done the doctor tells your auntie JJ can go home tomorrow

you have to leave, your auntie stays with JJ a little while longer, yoseob tells your auntie he will make sure you get home ok..

walking home yoseob decides to tell you what your uncle told him..

"_____......i know" he says out of know where

"huh ? you know what?" you ask confused

he dont know how to say it he dont wanna upset you thats the last thing he wants to do..

"about your past.....what happend with you and..." he cant finish

"my parents" you finish it for him

" uncle told you? dont look so scared" you giggle letting him know its ok that he knows

"nae..im so sorry you had to go through that ..i will never let anyone hurt you again ..i promise" he says

"you like making promises huh" you giggle again

yoseob stops and turns you towards him "im serious_____, im here for you, ill protect you..please believe me"

"i believe you" is all you can say

you reach home and invite yoseob, in you decide that as yoseob knows about your parents maybe it was time to show him the letter, you go into your room and get the little blue box out and sit down next to yoseob, hes watching you carefully as you pull out the letter and hand it to him..

"you sure?" he ask...you nod and watch him watching for his reactions

shock,sadness and anger is all the reactions you see on yoseob's face ...he puts the letter down and looks at you not knowing what to say..

"i....why....i..i" he stutters

you hand the other little package to yoseob.."theres more?" O_O he asks.........you tell him that money is what your father left you but you had only found out after the 'family get together'

sticking to his promise he gets up leaving you sitting there watching him, he disapears outside to your back garden you hear some banging then yoseob appears walking back over to you he bends down and picks up the letter, holding out his hand for you to take.. you take it confused ...he looks for something and smiles once he finds it ..you dont have a clue what hes doing ..he leads you outside where you see a metal bucket ...yoseob hands you the letter ..."throw it" he tells you in a cute way pointing to the bucket

you look at the letter then back at yoseob, he nods in encurragment,you take the letter and do as yoseob said ..he holds out your hand that he was holding and turns your hand over palm side up and puts something in it....matches..

"light one." he simply says ..

you take a deep breath finally realiseing what he had in mind ..you strike a match and just look at it, yoseob gently nudges your hand towards the bucket, you look at him and he nods once again..you drop the match in the bucket and watch as it burns away the bad memory ..yoseob slowly reaches down and holds your hand ,you both stand there watching the letter slowly dissapeare ...along with all your pain you felt...

you couldnt work out what you was feeling towards yoseob right now but it was good...he is the only person who thought to make you do that...and he did it with only a few words .....

yoseob pours water in the bucket once he's sure the letter is gone..

and walks back inside with you

"out with the old....in with the new" he says with a smile that melts your heart ..he hands you something

you open it and turn it over its a picture of you and all of beast in a frame......

"i love it..thank you" you smile at the boy who is slowly taking away all the pain you have felt for so long......this boy has stole your heart and you knew it..

you put it on the stand next to your tv so you can see it everyday..

"out with the old ..in with the new" you repeat yoseob's words with a smile.

yoseob who is still holding your hand looks at you and says  "fighting on 3.."

"1...2...3....fighting" you both say together

you both laugh and you know that your life is changing for the better......all because of one boy

Yoseob..... 

yoseob's life is changing to ....all because of one girl......

You......

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ive loved writing all of these chapters but this one really got me,i could picture everything as i was writing it and i hope you could aswell...please let me no if you could