A few day's after the confrontation with your mother your auntie asked you to stay at there house, she wanted to keep an eye on you as she knows that you will hide how you really feel about what happend....

you was sitting in JJ's room with him just listeing to music and looking through some pictures, JJ is talking about some random stuff then comes and sit's next to you..

"bean..you know you can talk to me if anything is bothering you" he tells you

"i know but im fine, it was just......i guess weird, ive never stood up to her but i had to courage to because all of you were there....when i saw her it opened wounds and i thought i would just do what i normal do ....hide away...you all helped me through that but yoseob really got me throught it..he's healing wounds i thought could never be healed"

"you know wae that is dont you?" JJ asks

"aniya..wae?"

"because you love him...friends can help heal wounds but it takes a special person,someone who you love to be able to heal wounds that deep so quickly" JJ tells you

"love......your right, i do love him" you say with a smile

"something else is bothering you...i can see it"

"i miss tyler..i want him to meet the guys and i wanna see him and meet his girlfriend...but mostly i just miss him" you say putting your head down

JJ comes and gives you a cuddle  "hang in there ok...you'll see him soon"

From: Yoseob

hey so the guys and me were woundering if your coming to the festival?

From: _____

hey, yeah me and my family will be there ^_^

because you just realised you loved yoseob seeing his name on your phone made you get crazy butterflies, you also felt nervous knowing that you now wouldnt know how to act around him...

next morning your eating breakfast when your auntie comes in..

"ahh _____,good morning..are you busy today?" your auntie asks while giving you a little kiss on your head

"morning auntie..ummm aniya i dont have anything planned for today...wae do you need me for something?"

"oh aniya i was thinking that maybe we could go out shopping for something nice to wear for the festival" she says with a smile

"thats a great idea omma,give you and _____ time to catch up..auntie and niece time" JJ buts in

"i would like that, ill go and get ready" you say and rush off

"jung lee..has she said anything to you about what happend?"

"not much, seeing her opend wounds for ______ but shes ok, dont worry me and the guys have a plan to take her mind off of things"

"that women dont know what she is missing out on, such a beautiful and strong young girl, im just glad she wont be apart of _____'s life anymore"

about half hour later and your ready..

"jung lee behave yourself while were out" your auntie warns her son with a little smile

"i always do..have fun" JJ calls out

once your out your auntie asks "what are you thinking of wearing?...a nice dress?"

"aniya aunite i was thinking of maybe.....some nice jeans and a cute top with nice shoes"

"nae that would be best.....have to stay warm"

"so whats this festival like?" you ask

"well....it has food,music alot of people dance, there is also someone who always takes photo's,drinks..pleanty to do"

"dancing?"

"nae..your uncle and i will finally get a chance to see you dance..you can show us what you have learnt in your dance classes.i still remember the last time you was here, you and jung lee put on a little show..do you remember?"

"nae...we were so hyper...thats the day before we messed up your friends garden" you say with a little blush

"ahh nae so it was...very talented the both of you..is that something you would like to persue in later in life?"

"ive never really thought about it...after well.you know...i guess it is something i would like to do"

"then do it...if it makes you happy then do it...follow your dreams" your auntie says

you smile and walk into a shop and try on a few clothes, coming out of the changing room now and then to get your auntie advise..

"that's very cute..i like it" she tells you

you have your jeans and top you just need to find the perfect shoes to go with it..

"i know a very nice shop it has lovely shoes....jung lee brought me some last year...come, then we will eat"

in the shoe shop you found the perfect pair within 15 minutes...your outfit was complete...

after waiting in the shop for your auntie to find a pair of shoes, you had decided to go and eat, you and your auntie went into a little cafe...

"the food is great" you say with a big smile

"_____ isnt that one of your friends?" auntie asks while pointing over to the other side of the cafe..

"nae it is" you say seeing hyunseung sitting alone

"ill be right back" you say

you walk over to him.."hyunseung..wae are you alone?" you ask but get no reply

"hyunseung?" you say tapping him , he jumps and pulls his earphones out his ears..

"______ you made me jump" he says

"sorry i didnt know you had your earphones in.....wae are you sitting alone?"

"i had to get out the house.....there driving me crazy" he says

"wae what are they doing?"

"the question is what AINT they doing....there turning the place upside down..trying to sort out what there going to wear for the festival...theres clothes and shoes everywhere.....yoseob is on a hype, kikwang is doing everything in slow motion, junhyung is just throwing things everywhere..doojoon is trying to clean up after them but they just make more mess and dongwoon.....well lets just says hes not as bad as the others...but still making a mess"

"well i dont blame you for wanting to get out...have you got your clothes sorted ?"

"nae i already know what im wearing....you here alone?"

"aniya im here with auntie."

"oh ill come and say hello then i must go and make sure they aint tore the house down" he laughs

once he greets your auntie and they talk for a few minutes he leaves and tells you he will see you later...

the shopping day is almost over so you and your auntie head home....as you get closer to the house you can hear music playing..you look at your auntie.."JJ" you say and shake your head

you both walk inside and are shocked to see JJ in just tracksuit bottoms tidying up the kitchen...

"jung lee.....what are you doing?" auntie asks

JJ just turns around and smiles..

you wernt shocked that he was just in bottoms you were shocked that he was cleaning the kitchen...

"since when do you do the cleaning?" you ask

"since now" he says with a smile

you walk over and check the spot hes cleaning  "you missed abit" you say with a cheeky grin

JJ looks at you "so i have" he says and wipes the cloth on your face

"yaaa JJ, cut it out" you laugh

your uncle walks through the door  "hi uncle..hey appa" you and JJ say

"jung lee your cleaning" he says with a cheeky smile and walks over to give you a kiss on the head

"ok ok im cleaning whats the big deal?" JJ asks but noone replys

his dad gives him a pat on the back "first time for everything son" he smiles

JJ just shakes his head.."bean we got martial arts tomorrow"

"i know dont worry i didnt forget"

"oh yeah kikwang came by earlier hes gonna come along, hes thinking of joining"

"kikwang wants to do martial arts...wae would you tell him to come along while im going to be there?...he will tease me"

"aniya he wont, i will though" he laughs

*seems like kikwang wanted to get out of the mad house aswell* you think then laugh to yourself

you put your outfit on hangers and hang it on your closet door

"that what your wearing for the festival?" JJ asks

"nae ...do you think its nice?"

" you mean...do i think yoseob will like it?...of course he will and by the way i like it"

"thats not what i ment"

"nae it is..i know you bean"

"auntie was talking about when we made up that dance and made everyone watch it....you remember?" you ask changing the subject

"oh yeahhh..that was fun..we did pretty good, we make a good team huh.....we should do that again" JJ says

"umm JJ we go to a dance class...we put on shows all the time"

"nae and you know the best bit about it is ...sometimes at christmas we put on shows at special events..theres like dance competitions we enter most of the time...now you will be apart of it aswell"

"what?.....dance shows?.........ive never done one before"

"i know...its great the buzz you get is crazy....can you imagine what it will be like me and you dancing together on a big stage in front of loads of people"

"would be great" you say with a little smile

"whats wrong?"

"i think id be to shy to do that?"

"aniya.....ill be there and all the boys will be there, you've danced with kikwang already.......ohhh you mean..yoseob..your nervous about dancing infront of yoseob"

"a little"

"dont worry,your a great dancer, yoseob is an awesome dancer..im sure he will dance at the festival, he did last time"

"i need to take a shower" you say

in the shower your thinking about the festival and you feel nervous

*what if yoseob tries to get me to dance with him...what if anyone gets me to dance with them..ok so im comfortable with dancing with and infront of kikwang but yoseob is another story....*

after your shower you get ready for bed...laying in bed you keep thinking about what you had learnt today..

1...you might have to dance infront of yoseob

2...JJ knows you better then you thought

3...you realised you loved yoseob

realiseing you loved yoseob had a strange affect on you..

you now didnt want to make a fool out of yourself, you wanted to be careful what you say when your around him...you also didnt know how you was going to act when you see him next, will he notice the difference? you knew you would be much more shy around him...

its weird how things change when you feel different for someone..

when you like yoseob you were shy but still was yourself and didnt mind being silly infront of him..

now you love him you were more aware of how you was acting,the way you was talking....you didnt want to make a fool of yourself...

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does yoseob feel the same?

if he does when will he realise it?

will he tell you?

will you tell him?