Nearly There

Undomesticated

The day Jongseok starts to walk comes with no prior warning, but a lot of panic; he's nearing two years old, and still walking only on his knees, or crawling if needs be. Yixing's taken him to the doctor's twice already, and after a battery of tests, they've concluded there's nothing physically wrong with him – he's just not walking yet.

 

Yixing can't help but suspect that Jongdae's genes have something to do with it. It's not that Jongdae's lazy or anything, but he does like to do things in his own sweet time, and woe betide anyone trying to force him into anything. And his mother is always saying how Jongseok is the spitting image of Jongdae at that age, so it really wouldn't surprise him if Jongseok is delaying his walking deliberately.

 

Jongdae, on the other hand, is pretty sure Yixing's constant coddling isn't helping. How is poor Jongseok supposed to learn if someone's either holding him or strapping him into a stroller? Of course, if either one of them were to mention their suspicions to the other, it would result in a massive argument; it's much better they keep their ideas to themselves.

 

So when Jongdae takes a hold of Jongseok's tiny little hands and pulls him up so he's wobbling on his own two feet, he's not expecting much. This is approximately their one thousandth and sixty-seventh attempt; Jongseok is clearly doing this to with them. But the doctor said it was best to just keep encouraging him and see what happens, so they have to keep trying.

 

Okay, baby,” he smiles at Jongseok, expression softening when the little boy gives him a gap-toothed grin of his own. Why is his son always so adorable when he's trying to teach him things? It really makes it hard to get anything done. “Aw, well aren't you sweet, smiling at daddy like that? You're such a handsome boy, aren't you?” He's getting dangerously close to being one of those cutesy, vomit-inducing parents who think their offspring rainbows, but he can't find it within himself to care. It's the same every morning when he sees Shang all dressed up in his school uniform like a tiny adult.

 

Yixing rolls his eyes at how fluffy his partner is being. “He's always smiling, Jongdae.” He leans down to chuck Jongseok under the chin, however, resisting the urge to coo at their toddler. He does too much of that already, and he doesn't want Jongseok to grow up with a big head – look what happened with Shang. “Everyone always says he's such a happy baby.”

 

It's true. Jongseok might cause more trouble than one would think possible for someone so small, but he is a remarkably happy child. He's always smiling at absolutely everyone, and charming old ladies into giving him sweets as soon as one of his dads' backs are turned. Yixing is a little worried about what this means for him in later life, but for now, it's adorable, so he lets it pass.

 

Jongdae presses a kiss to Jongseok's knuckles. “Is bàba right? Are you a happy baby?” He croons, waving Jongseok's hands up and down as if he's dancing; Yixing snorts from behind him. “Are you a happy baby who's going to walk for bàba and daddy today?” He tries, smiling wider in the hopes that it will encourage him.

 

Jongseok just giggles, tugging his hands out of Jongdae's loose grip. The force of the movement is too much for him, momentum swinging out of his favour as he crashes down onto his padded bottom. His mouth trembles, a look of such indignant surprise on his face that Yixing has to bite his own lower lip to keep from laughing. Jongdae reckons they have about five seconds before he starts roaring.

 

He and Yixing sigh simultaneously.

 

***

 

They give up on teaching Jongseok to walk for the moment; he's obviously not in the mood, and – even though Yixing has regularly scheduled meltdowns in which he despairs of Jongseok ever walking and wonders just what they did wrong – they know he'll do it eventually. It's just scary because the only experience they have of children is Shang, who did everything at the normal time, and all the other smug parents in their various parent-and-tot meetings who go on and on about how their kids hit milestones right out of the park.

 

It's kind of hard to be smug when your baby hasn't even learnt to walk yet, but they're working on it.

 

But it won't do to dwell on it, so when he catches Yixing spacing out, Jongdae pats him on the arm, trying to drag his him out of yet another daydream. “He's going to be fine, you know he is.”

 

Yixing grunts in response, too morose to think of replying properly. All he wants is for his children to be healthy, and yes, somewhat normal – because he's already aware that quite a few of the parents whisper about whether or not Jongseok's 'unusual' family is the reason he's a little different. It hurts, because his boys are perfect and wonderful children in their own right; having two fathers doesn't change anything – it doesn't make them lesser, or wrong, or deficient in any way.

 

Honey?” Jongdae's hand closes around his arm, the action drawing him back to the present. “You're scaring me, being all quiet like that.”

 

He rubs at his eyes, fingers massaging his temples in an effort to wake himself up. “I'm sorry. I'm just...” He trails off, a sigh caught in the back of his throat. “I don't want people muttering about how we're ty parents again. We're doing all we can to get him to walk, and it's not like he's not healthy and happy, so – “

 

Shh,” Jongdae slides a comforting arm around his shoulder; Yixing can't help but lean into him. “You're getting ahead of yourself. If someone wants to complain about the way we parent, they can, but it doesn't actually have anything to do with them. Yeah, it hurts, but in a couple of years their kid's going to be in some fancy private school and we'll never see them again. Jongseok is fine.” He stresses the word fine, squeezing Yixing's shoulder as if to reassure them both, because he can't deny he's worried himself. “He's just a stubborn little boy who doesn't want to walk yet, but he'll do it eventually and then we'll have nothing to worry about but the fact he keeps putting his fingers in electric sockets.”

 

Yixing chuckles at that. “He does that anyway.”


“Exactly!” Jongdae says, glancing over to where Jongseok is sat, carefully stacking blocks on top of each other. He knows that as soon as the tower gets big enough, Jongseok will gleefully smash through it and then shuffle over to them on his knees for amusement, but he figures they have a minute or so left to continue their adult conversation. “Kids develop differently. It's just how it is.”

 

You got that from that parenting blog.” Yixing's eyes narrow suspiciously for a moment, before he smiles again. “But you're right, he'll do it when –“

 

Bàba!” Their son's insistent little voice interrupts the tense little discussion. “Block!” Yixing swivels around, Jongdae's arm still slung around his shoulders.

 

I can see, baby – “ He starts, about to compliment Jongseok's uneven masterpiece, but is shocked into silence when Jongseok uses the side of their beaten-up armchair to pull himself upwards. “Jongdae,” he hisses, shoving the other man in the chest with his elbow. “Look!”

 

Ow!” Jongdae squawks, rubbing at his chest with a pained expression on his face. “That hurt!”

 

Just look, will you?” Yixing doesn't have time for Jongdae's theatrics; instead, he grabs Jongdae's shoulders and forcefully swings him around to watch their son potentially take his first step.

 

Oh my god,” Jongdae breathes, unable to look away as Jongseok grips the arm of the chair unsteadily. “Is he –”

 

Yixing's eyes are huge. “I think so.” He throws his arms around Jongdae's waist, spellbound. “, Jongdae, I think we might have raised another functioning child.”

 

He really shouldn't be so surprised by the idea, but he can't help it.

 

Using the armchair as a crutch, Jongseok puts one shaky foot forward, and then another. When he doesn't immediately fall over, he gives a tiny little chirp of satisfaction, and lets go of the chair. At this point, Jongdae's pretty sure neither he nor Yixing are breathing, and he's got half a mind to sprint towards the kitchen and grab his phone so he can capture this momentous occasion on video, but he's afraid the sudden movement might spook Jongseok.

 

You can do it, Jongseok!” Yixing cheers, too excited to keep quiet any longer. “That's it, come over to bàba.”

 

Jongseok looks up, pudgy hands reaching towards his father. He staggers forward – looking for all the world like a miniature, drunken Jongdae – and nobody says anything, the both of them willing Jongseok on with all their might.

 

It doesn't work.

 

The baby determinedly takes another step – looking as confident as a toddler can – and promptly falls down right on his bottom again. This time, Jongdae rushes over and scoops him up before he can start crying, a jubilant expression on his face.

 

He almost walked, did you see that, Yixing?” He says delightedly, bouncing Jongseok gently in an effort to keep the tears at bay. Jongseok's arms wrap around his neck, tiny fingers tugging at the short hair at the nape of his father's neck. Jongdae winces, but doesn't say anything; it's a particular habit of Jongseok's, much like Shang's need to dig his nails into someone else's finger before he goes to sleep.

 

Of course I saw it, I'm right here!” Yixing rests his chin on Jongdae's shoulder, sliding his arms around Jongdae from the back. “You nearly did it, sweetheart. Nearly!”

 

Jongseok preens, enjoying all of the attention. He lets go of Jongdae's hair to pat at his other father's nose ineffectually. “Food?” He asks hopefully, bursting into giggles as Yixing pretends to eat his fingers. “Dada no!” He screams, flailing excitedly in Jongdae's arms.

 

Jongdae groans as a small foot dives into his ribs. “Like father, like son. Can you two stop abusing me?”

 

The little hand pulling at his hair makes the answer quite clear.

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Johnson94 #1
Love this fic
llmoreno
#2
Chapter 74: Yixing and Jongdae really have a healthy life, I can’t imagine many parents being like Chenlay I mean are they always ? I mean they always want to do it and in any change they can they do it, they really like to show their love through .
Ahh sleepovers are the best obviously when you are with your friends, I think is something that every girl should do with their friends.
Poor Kyungmi, Jongdae doesn’t care she is pregnant right? If he could he would make Kyungmi to the sleepover to prepare the party and he doesn’t have to do anything, although I can imagine kyungmi suggested sunny the sleepover to annoy Jongdae
I understand why sunny invited those kids but is weird I don’t know you don’t invite people you don’t like to your house or to sleepover, but well if you want to belong some group you do what you have to do.
Sunny is a smart kid I like her a lot I mean she know she is normal but in this time someone is special is he/she is different to what people think is normal.
Whoa Yixing having mean thoughts is really nice and interesting he should have more mean thoughts, and throw the kids to the street is pretty mean but in that moment seems a good alternative, but the kids doesn’t have the fault, the fault is on her parents who think they have the right to jugde other families and that happens a lot even in heteroual families.
I can imagine all sunny friends being in love with shang hahaha, Millie can developed a crush on Shang because that’s really common when your friend have a y older brother, and ask sunny to go to their house to play or do homework only because she want to see Shang, the funniest thing is I can see Shang being nice with Millie and making her loving him more.
llmoreno
#3
Chapter 73: Ahh i miss this story a lot
My chenlay feelings
Are you back at school? i havent seen any alert from you
Shang can ask Jongdae anything because Jongdae is going to have “daddy guilt” for not being at his son´s birthday … Jongdae want the bonus to buy toys or weird thing probably
Poor Jongdae, when you live with your family is a must that they eat or drink your things even if you put your name on it.
Jongdae the responsible dad here he comes … poor Kyungmi I can imagine like that because it’s kind of a mom thing crying in those events like 15 here in Latin America or your wedding and they always say the grew up so fast.
When your dad or mom are drunk is also the moment you can ask for money, things or verything they only bad thing is that they start to remember all the embarrassing moments in your life and in their lifes
EvvA_chRome #4
Chapter 14: I'm trying really hard not to leave a comment so often at every freaking chapter but this one is just ASDFKJKL. I'm laughing so much at this HOW. DO. YOU. WRITE. SO. NICELY.???!!!
EvvA_chRome #5
Chapter 3: I come to read this chapter again and this is so ridiculously cute. I've been grinning to myself ever since! We have a newborn in our family lately and choosing name is proven to be the hardest!!
llmoreno
#6
Chapter 72: This is so angsty poor kyungmi even for a strong woman like her
Thank you matthy came and well is nice to see how much he was expect it because most of us we were susprises for our parents
llmoreno
#7
Chapter 71: Yixing is sheldon from the big bang theory haahahha you offers tea when someone is sad but i dont imagine sunny liking tea and not in tha kind of moment.
Ahh yixing is so sweet hr would cry well so its good yixing is not there when sunny came and tell his dad what happened and jongdae is the best dad
Jongdae discovers the benefits of being grandpa naugthy jongdae
What is the meaning of sunny daugthers name? Is greek ?
The things that happen to sunny means law not adavance since jongdae and yixings time i mean law is still no proct her and her daugther even if is another time?
llmoreno
#8
Chapter 70: Hiii
This chapter makes me remmember when i fight with my little brother and my mom let us fight till she get mad for all the noise.
I can see sunny bit jongseokie and he ptobably cry or he hit her back
MhiRha
#9
Hello. I reread this again and now I'm smiling like an idiot for their idiotness. Lol. Hope to read more soon.
Earthh #10
Chapter 76: Yaaay , update ! Sooo cute chapter ><