in the club
change of hearts
seunghyun's pov
im too happy, it's like a new beginning for me,, i have bom, who is having fun on the dance floor, we were at the club right now, hanging out, and bom really had the moves, every man inside the club is eyeing her, and i can help but to smile, ,, i scan the club when my eyes stop to a girl, ,, DARA?? no it can be, i rub my eyes, and yes it was just a illiution..
maybe i just miss her
"dara huh" jiyong's voice caught my attention
"what??"
"nothing i just thought you already enlighten, but im wrong," he said
"enlighten??" i asked him again
"nothing, just mind you girl hyung , who is by the way flirting with another man over there," i look at were he is pointing, i saw bom, whispering to a guy, , i storm out of my sit.
"get off siwon!!" i said and pull bom beside me,,
"what's up ?? your'e cheating on dara???"he said in a mocking tone
"shut up,,"i said and drag bom outside,
"what was that??" i yelled at bom
"what!!! ??? "
"i saw you flirting with him!!!"
"im just friendly, and he is nice"
"but im your'e boyfriend"
"i just don't like seeing you with other guy,
"why do i get the feeling that you compare me with dara?? "
"what?? "i asked confused
" let's stop talking im going home" after that bom walked out
i don't know why, everyone talked and says dara's name,,, and im getting pissed by now.
end of seunghyun's pov
"A Drop In The Ocean"
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven
I don't wanna waste the weekend
If you don't love me pretend
A few more hours then it's time to go
As my train rolls down the east coast I wonder how you keep warm
It's too late to cry
Too broken to move on
And still I can't let you be
Most nights I hardly sleep
Don't take what you don't need from me
It's just a drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven
Misplaced trust in old friends
Never counting regrets
By the grace of God I do not rest at all
And New England as the leaves change
The last excuse that I'll claim
I was a boy who loved a woman like a little girl
And still I can't let you be
Most nights I hardly sleep
Don't take what you don't need from me
It's just a drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my...
Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore
No
No
Heaven doesn't seem far away
Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore
No
No
Heaven doesn't seem far away
Oh
Oh
A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven
You are my heaven
i played our favorite song but then the tears started fall down on my face..
and of course my heart torn into pieces.. the moment that you turned your back to me ,, is still linger in my mind,,
where do i start??? i lock myself in this hotel room,, i know jaejoong and yoona plan this vacation.. but how can i go with them when i still can't get over you???
"dee, how long do you want to cry for a person, who don't deserve your tears??" jaejoong is standing few feet away from me,, i stare at him, he reallu looks worried..
"im sorry for putting you to this mess.. "
"dara, theres a reason for all. and all you have to do is to find out what it is.. "
"im trying jae. im saying that im ok, but im not.. .. and im tired of it.. tired of myself for not moving on.. tired of what im feeling.."
"i really hate, when i see you like this. i hate it when you cry, cause i also cry thousand of tears in a silent. Now what you have to do is put all the painful memories outta your head, forever. Hard to do ?? i know but try, huh... ??" he smiled widely at me
"how wish you never left.. maybe, i didn't even met him, maybe im not broken hearted right now.. " i hug him tight, i feel so protected and calm in his arm..
"just remember, i will always be there.. everyone goes but i will always stay.... " he then kiss my forehead.. and stood.
three-thirty pm.
TOK TOK TOK "dara?? open the door " a voice of a girl "come on dee, it's out last week and your still there!! jaejoong is on the meeting ..-----!" i cover my ear with a pillow ..
"dara!! " i didn't answer , i know im acting childish
"for christ sake dara!! open the ing door.." now she's pissed , i walked to the door and unlock it,, i look at her and for my shock she slap me..
" that's for making yourself a big fool.. i don't know what's into you., you came here for a vacation, and for you to move on,, but all you do is locked yourself in this ing room,, crying until you fall asleep.. can you just forget all of what happened and move on.. your only his bestfriend and your not her girlfriend, so you don't have the right to act like that.." the word bestfriend really hurt me
"then go away!!! leave me alone, if you all tired of me you can just go .. i didn't push you to help me.. .. " i said half yelled. and i really regret saying those words ..
"tired??? dara your my bestfriend and i will never get tired of you .. youre not liking what were doing then move on.. you look like a child crying for her lollipop , "
"i know that ... !!! but i want to be alone.."
"dee, ,"
"i don't want to talk to anybody right now ,, yoona , " i said and turned around
"OK fine!! but you know what i pitty you !!! cause your still the same dara i knew, your still dara who cry, everytime they teased you, your still the dara i knew who never know how to fight back.. just call if your already move on, but i doubt it.. it will take you forever just to move on.. " she slam the door ,,
the bang of the door woke me up, in a nightmere, maybe i should really move on, maybe i should change myself first ,,
i look at myself in a big mirror, and all i can see is a wasted girl ,, i wiped my tears away,,
"don't cry dara!!" i told myself "now this is the turning point,, something big will happened,, especially for you, " i tie my hair into a bond "i will never go the extra miles for some one who doesn't worth the run, ... now dara, let's show them the inside of you " smirk..
i took my money, credit card, and go for shopping, this is a mega make over... that's a medicine right?? ,,
a day later, i packed my things and left a letter for jaejoong and yoona ,,
to summarized the letter, i just say thank you and goodbye see you at seoul ,,
AND NOW WELCOME BACK TO ME,,
dara's pov
nine pm. im back in seoul.. and everything will change eventually...
i dial a number..
"yeoboseyo?? im back .. so let's start the party "
"really,, then let's meet up the twosome club" said the girl on the other line
'right .. see you .,. " i end the call ..
ohh dress should i wear???
(dara wearing this)
meanwhile.. somewhere in Paris
"yoona!! where the hell is dara??"
"i don't know, i left her here, she said she wants to be alone."
"i told you keep an eye on --"
"there's a letter!!"
"open it.. damn it!!"
"relax..... "
Dear jae and yoon,
i know i've been a burden this past few weeks.. you see me cry a river.. for a guy. even though i shoo you away several times... you still there for me you stood beside me,, and im sorry if i will leave without saying anything.. . cause i don't now how to face you. especially you jaejoong.. you've been there, lending me your shoulder,, i don't know what to say anymore.. im standing on my own right now. i want to be strong , maybe a little bit stronger.. let see each other, when your back here...
and by the way.. yoona ahh!!!! don't worry about me.. i already understand everything.. so call me ok ..
thanks,
your's trully
dee
"so i guess, we both left here.. " yoona said
"do you think she will be ok"
"of course jae.. but right now all we have to do is finish our work here, so we can go after dara .. "
"right,,"
back to twosome club
"deeeeeeeeeeeeeee...im here.. you look different and stunning .. " said the girl
"ohhh people change jessica.. it's been like four years since high school, right?? you look gorgeous" i said and kiss her cheeks..
"by the way, this is suzy, hara and sooyoung, girls this is dara " i acknowledge their presence.
"are you still studying?? where??" suzy half yelled in my ear.. the music is too loud and i love it
"yeah senior in YGU.. you??" i said.. while walking in our sits..
"where from SMU .. art student.. .. "
"your name is hara right?? do i know you,?? i mean you really look familliar.." i asked
"we met on a business party for your parents.""
"aha .. i thought so"
"dara ahh , what do you want to drink, or do you want to dance..??" sooyoung,, in such a sweet voice..
"let's dance..!!!"
we gigle like high school girls.. and i know, i will be having fun.. i left my things on the VIP sits..
as soon as we enter on the dance floor everyone is eyeing us ,, i froze, when jesscia grab my hand "don't worry were here,, just enjoy the night dee" after that the dj hit it.. everyone get wild, and i sway my hip to the music.. and yes i like it .. very much
end of dara's pov
"ji,, what's up?? the crowd is wild tonight.." seunghyun said as he guided bom to her sit
"ohh some new,. girls... " jiyoung said but instead of looking at seunghyun, he was staring at bom,,
"i will go grab our drinks,, --" but before seunghyun finish his words bom stood
"let me take the drinks ,, im going to the restroom anyway.."
minute pass and all we can hear is the music and the cheer of the crowd.. jiyoung stay silence while eyeing seunghyun
"your creepy man,,, stop staring"
"i don't know what really happend hyung.. but tonight everything will change.... " he then smirk, seunghyun raised his brows.
"and what do you mean by that ??? huh??"
"im just saying, someone might comeback..but this time it's not for you.. but for herself,, do you remember what i told you last time??"
"what??? that i might regret all of this.,,, ??"
"bingo..!! and it will start from 5.4.3.2.1 hyung look what we have on the dance floor..
"your insane" seunghyun look at dance floor only to see 5 girls dancing yly but someone caught her eyes most.. she's petite with white skin, she's wearing a tight black dress that emphasis her curve.. her hair is messy that add more seductive look.. her eyes is pretty round, similar to.. no.. no it can't be .. it can't be.. dara....
seunghyun's pov
"DARA"?? i EXCLAIMED
"why are you standing hyung??? ohh alert.. alert.. hyung the bominator is coming .." jiyoung said mocking like a child..
"why do i get feeling that your enjoying these jiyoung??? ahh"
"sorry hyung.. there's your girl .. and your ex bestfriend is now with siwon... " i look at where's dara and right their flirting .. what the hell ?? ? is she here to make me guilty or make me feel how much i lost.. .. !!
"what's with fierce eyes hyung??? remember,, your not his friend anymore both of you are now strangers,,so let it be.. and now find your girlfriend.. she's somewhere out there.. i thought she's going on our way .. but i guess not.."
"let her be.. " i sit frustrated but still knock off by dara's look..
"wait im comfused.. are you mad because bom disappear again or your mad because of what you seeing right now?? care to explain to me hyung?? "
"i don't care about dara anymore, after what she've done to bom.. " i said, but still looking place where dara and siwon talking
"ohh so your mad at bom.. ( sigh) " .. he sigh ..
"what's with you ??? "
"do you really know bom???" ohhh
"here we again.. how many times should i answer that??"
"ok let me change the question..." im wating for him to speak .... but again he look at me ... "hey??? are you still there man??"
"what would you do.. if your beloved bom cheat on you??..."
"bom ?? cheat on me??" i just repeat what he say.. another long silence
"it only means that you choose to be with someone just because your attracted to her.. and you dumped someone who only cares for you, did everything for you.. the only person who love you .. "
"stop it ji.. i don't like where this going.. and i know bom wouldn't do that.. "
"good luck to that.. so i will leave you here for a meantime,, im going to see dara, but if you like you can come.."
"just go, i think i should have a drink first.. "
sorry for the late update... im busy doing so many school works..
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