"IF"
Description
"IF"
"I must be a fool. Because I can't even tell you how much I love you."
Friendship or Love?
The cliche crossroad which only ends up with one thing - Heartbreak.
Jinki thought those things only happen in movies and mushy love stories; he never expected it to actually happen to him.
Cliche as it is, that's what Jinki felt when he realized the girl he loved was slowly drifing away.
And before he knew it, she already belonged to someone else.
Yeah. He must really be a fool.
Characters:
Lee Jinki (main), Kim Gwiboon (girl KEY), Kim Jonghyun
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Drama, Angst, Het!Shinee
Foreword
hi guys! i'm back! :D rofl, as if i'd been away for so long. keke. :))
so yeah, i'm gonna post another story of mine! :) to make it clear, these stories i'm posting are just reposts from my blog, since i've never posted them on aff before, and i want to share it with other shawols here too! :,,) hihi. plus, i have no new/on-going story right now, so yeah. :) repost~
please support it, and my future projects! :D i love you guys! :D
oh, and please, don't forget to comment! so, i'd know whether to continue posting the other parts or not, ne? :">
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Chapter 0.0
Droplets of blood are seen trailing down his mouth as Jinki forcefully bit on his lip, trying his hardest to repress his feelings. Jealousy was gushing throughout his whole body, penetrating every bone inside him, stinging him with searing pain. But, he didn’t care and kept looking at her. His heart was tearing to pieces again. But he didn’t care, for he has had endured it for a long time now, so why waver this time? But, when he witnessed how she carefully placed her pink pouty lips on his cheek, it felt like the world disintegrated in front of him, crushing him slowly; ending his life.
“I’m so stupid.”
Jinki looked down and grasped at his hair tightly, trying to hold back tears. Tears which aren’t supposed to be falling; after all, he WAS the one who set them up to be together—his best friend and the person they both love.
“Jinki-yah, come on! Let’s go home!”
As soon as he heard her voice, he loosened his grip and lifted his head, showing his usual bright smile to cover up for his aching heart; that usual smile he carries around all the time, without even one person noticing how fake it was. No one knew how he really felt deep inside. People ought to think that whatever they see is all there is to know about him. But, they didn’t know that beneath that ‘ever-so-sunny’ and innocent Jinki was a broken man; lost and dying.
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