Honestly, sometimes I would feel a little left out or jealous that the other members spent just a little more time with her than I did, even though I would never admit that in public.

I live at home due to the close proximity of my house and the dorm.

A lot of times though, I would find myself hanging around the dorm or even sleeping over.

If I didn’t, I would miss her too much.

I often wondered if she missed me too when I wasn’t around but I doubt it.

She had many other close friends that she would hang with; I wasn’t the only one who wanted a piece of her to themselves.