Have we drifted slightly apart because of how I was behaving?

Is it because we aren’t kids anymore that our relationship has changed?

We no longer act like lovebirds when we are together.

I no longer have the courage to throw my arms around you or fall into your embrace freely.

Even when we had our first win after the comeback, I walked around the stage awkwardly, turning my attention to the EXO members when all I wanted was to jump into your arms.

I’m so thankful that Victoria unni made us write those thank you notes when we were in New Zealand.

I was most definitely a little out of my mind when I wrote it but you knew it was what my heart truly felt.

I really hope that we can stay together, inseparable until the very end.

I want us to continue to care for each other like we always have.

Are we just members or friends or sisters or something more?

I don’t know what we are exactly or where we are heading.  But I do know that I love you no matter what.