Every single step he take out of his room, nichkhun is frailing. His steps seems so heavy and reluctant to find out what he's fearing

Nichkhun's heavy steps reach the living room. His weary eyes look around the place and scan every corner of the room even the smallest corner of the room he check that's how desperate he's to find wooyoung. When he find no wooyoung, he feel like crying, his heart welling up with pain, face welling up with pale white colour and his eyes welling up with tears though he restrict it. Maybe wooyoung is on the other rooms bugging the others to play with him or with his innocent questions and got not so innocent answers specially from junho and chansung. Nichkhun could feel his feet are glued in the floor, it's so hard to take a step if he's so weak

" why I can't make it right like others!! " A shriek of complain reach his ears. Whine of that voice he longed to hear approach his dilemma. Nichkhun furiously barge in the kitchen as soon as he heard that distinct voice and find the others with wooyoung looking at something wooyoung put in the plate that has just flip by the lad. There's two plate in the kitchen counter with something he recognize pancake, on the left plate there's mountain of pancakes seems not edible with its black colour and on the right plate was three or four well cooked pancakes

Everyone startles as nichkhun barge inside the kitchen with such furious impact. Five of them except wooyoung look at each other and to nichkhun who look longingly and relieve somehow to see wooyoung and they knew why. Wooyoung woke up extra early and went to their rooms and ask for their help stating he want to make breakfast for nichhkhun and even all of them are still sleepy, they couldn't say no to the innocent fox eyes and his gun. that pout no one can ever resist that

They were aware what nichkhun is going through. The distinct fear depicted on his eyes was visible on his face, he probably thought wooyoung had gone when he didn't find him on his bed. Junho and chansung are afraid too but nichkhun's fear is just something no one could say how afraid he is because his fear is just too strong

" Good morning hyung!! " Naively beam wooyoung oblivious at nichkhun's expression earlier. Nichkhun smile softly and walk towards wooyoung hugging the boy from behind. He needs to hug the boy to coax his heart and to calm him down, he need to feel wooyoung was really there " morning woo " he said softly kissing wooyoung's cheeks that prominently blush at nichkhun's action because there's four pair of eyes watching them, the rest grin at embarrass wooyoung cornered in nichkhun's arms while chansung took the chance to crawl his hand on the plate of the well cook pancake and covertly reach for one piece " yah!! That's for khun hyung!! " Wooyoung swatted chansung's hand " if you want some you can have this " chansung look at the plate with the overly cook pancakes and cringe " wooyoungie I'm hungry, you wouldn't want to see me suffer eating that, do you? " Chansung pointed at the plate wooyoung handed him " no but I don't want to see khun hyung suffer either, I made this for him so you can have that one and if you don't want it ask junho to make one for you. he loves you right? " said wooyoung

" c'mon wooyoungie just give me one.." Insist chansung using his childish aegyo to get wooyoung, nichkhun look at chansung frowning, what does chansung trying to do?, making a cute face to have his wooyoung's pancake devoted for him " yah..chansung you heard him, these pancakes made for me, thus stop trying, that looks doesn't suits you, you're too big to imitate that look " Nichkhun sneer still not realising wooyoung from his arms " if you really want then why don't you ask junho to make for you. he loves you right. Wooyoungie made this because he loves me right baby " nichkhun said proudly as he nuzzled his nose on wooyoung's cheeks aiming for the lads lips, wooyoung giggle and instead of refusing, he welcome nichkhun's kiss by turning his body to face nichkhun and it seems everyone disappear because of the kiss " yah!! Hyung...at least wash your face and brush your teeth before kissing wooyoungie " junho dashed out of the kitchen as soon as he said that. Chansung chuckle and mock at nichkhun who had just realize he didn't do any of what junho said. He suddenly feel bother on how his breath was. Including minjun and taec who silently watch there close to each other stifle their laugh in order to not embarrass nichkhun even more

Wooyoung was seating on nichkhun's lap. His arms link around nichkhun's neck while his head rested on nichkhun's shoulder very comfortable on his current position. All of them were in the living room. Chansung and junho covertly kissing behind them since nichkhun was immersed to the movie they're watching while minjun and taec seating next to each other with their hands holding each other. No one says a word, they let the pleasant silent accompany them " taecyeon hyung, minjun hyung...can I ask you something? " Ask junho after done smooching. Taec and minjun look at him in acknowledgement and said " sure "

Junho walk over and take the free spot of the single sited couch " I've been curious about what's between you two ever since I saw you, are you too an item? Perhaps deeper than that " inquire junho emphasising his words by looking at the two's holding hands " ah..this.. Uhm..we don't know how to call our relationship either, we've been together ever since that day, you know almost 15 years ago " minjun said avoiding to mention about something in front of wooyoung. " we're really close though, to the point that we don't think we can live without each other so maybe we can say there's love bound between us " smiled taec squeezing minjun's hand. Wooyoung giggle and the vibrate of his body tickles nichkhun " I supposed meeting each other that day is fate like how I meet my woo, it's fate " smile nichkhun. He wooyoung waist and got a strong giggle from wooyoung " hyung...that tickles " wooyoung giggle as he stop nichkhun's hand that keep his waist " if meeting you is fate then we are fated for each other hyung!!..that means we can be together forever " beam wooyoung looking sheepishly at nichkhun. There's a twinge in nichkhun's chest but wooyoung was oblivious about it to notice. Minjun and taec covertly look at nichkhun with their sympathy and offered an encouraging smile. Nichkhun smiled back appreciating minjun and taec's attempt to soothe him and what they said to him earlier ease nichkhun a little " wooyoungie..do you want to play with us? " Suddenly chansung change the subject not taking a chance of wooyoung seizing the situation they are in " I don't want to, I want to stay with hyung " reject wooyoung hugging nichkhun tighter therefore junho and chansung didn't insist and with taec and minjun they left the two and four of them would find something to do somewhere in the house

Nichkhun and wooyoung went to their bedroom after wooyoung announce he want to go in the room dragging nichkhun with him. He wanted to cuddle in the bed with nichkhun because he suddenly felt to shelter on the safest place and that was nichkhun's embrace. Nichkhun kindly grant the boy's request and lay in the bed. He patted the free side of the bed to indicate wooyoung lay next to him but wooyoung didn't move, he look at him for a while in such affection and something more he couldn't pinpoint

Nichkhun was taking aback when wooyoung suddenly leap on top of him. His body parallels with his, face snuggle on the crook of nichkhun's neck, the sudden action wakes nichkhun's arousal but he has to control his hormones from going wild, he don't want wooyoung's innocence to be tinted " hyung let's stay like this for a while " mumble wooyoung onto his neck. Nichkhun still shock but his arms subconsciously wrap on the younger. He didn't say anything but the soft of his fingers on wooyoung hair was sufficient respond to wooyoung that he's ok with what the younger said. Body pressed against each other, absolutely heart beating as one with every breath and raise and fall of their chest. both were apparently loving the fluttering sensation seizing their being. relishing the spontaneous moment possibly would be one of their last moment together

Wooyoung stays on that position, nichkhun's arm circled around him with his hand patting his back was the safest thing ever, he felt protected in nichkhun's arm, so calm and warm and so loved at the same time like nothing he could wish for more than to stay in nichkhun's warmth forever, to be hold by nichkhun " hyung.. " He called quietly. Nichkhun hum as his respond signified he heard wooyoung. The lad quiet for a moment. gathering his courage, wooyoung sigh and bravely raise his head and look up at nichkhun gazing deeply onto that beautiful orb of his hyung then ask " hyung, did I ever make thing hard for you? "

Nichkhun held wooyoung's gaze and reciprocate it with his loving sweet gaze and a ever so genuine smile sugary curve on his lips " why you ask suddenly? " He ask softly " I don't know, I just want to know so I would be more careful of my actions, I don't want you to suffer because of me " wooyoung shrug uneasily and pout at the same time " you don't have to worry about your actions, I like your passionate spontaneous actions, it surprise me everytime yet I love the kind of surprise it established on me, I don't want you to change but I want to change your last name " smile nichkhun slaying the young boy's uneasiness

Wooyoung sigh in relieve at nichkhun's respond but nichkhun didn't answer his actual question " hyung, I want an specific and honest answer, did I ever make things hard for you? " Insist wooyoung as his pout went further, nichkhun couldn't help, nothing he could do to erase that pout other than kissing it. Wooyoung smile in the kiss and enjoy it shamelessly, he's really intoxicated on nichkhun's lips and have no idea how crazy intoxicated nichkhun was after tasting his lips, nichkhun is damn addicted to it that he could kiss it all day if he let him

" I would be lying if I say no, therefore my answer is yes though it wasn't really your fault but you're definitely the reason. the hardest part is when I begun to realize my feelings for you, I couldn't accept my feelings back then but in the end here I am completely surrendered to love because of you " nichkhun said, his voice become softer like a mellow music to wooyoung's ears " I'm sorry hyung, and thank you for loving me even I couldn't return everything you've done for me " nichkhun shook his head in silent " no " and caress wooyoung's face gently " thanks to you, you've change my life in a moment and that change absolutely brings out the better of me, I'm really glad I fell in love with you woo, I'm very happy to have fallen in love with some one like you " nichkhun smile pouring his feelings for the younger. Those feelings that refuse to fade even he tried to reject it

Hearing those sweet words from nichkhun, wooyoung tear up, couldn't contain his happiness that turn into tears of joy " why are you crying " ask nichkhun worriedly, he wipe wooyoung's tears away and kiss him " I don't know why hyung.. I don't feel hurt or pain actually I'm very happy right now "

nichkhun chuckle at what wooyoung said, wooyoung was oblivious that he cried because of the happiness. he cautiously shifted wooyoung's small body on the bed and went to his small drawer to the left side of the room. He pluck a small red box inside of it and he sat back on the bed looking at wooyoung as he open the box revealing a white silver ring inside of it " I bought this long time ago. I was hanging out with my friends before the last trouble I got involve. they wanted to buy a gifts for their girlfriends so we went in a jewellery shop. I wasn't planning to by anything back then but this ring caught my eyes. I tried to put it on but it's small however I still bought it because it was really beautiful in my eyes and ever since that day, this ring is the most precious thing I've ever kept therefore I always keep it with me but now I have you and even this precious thing can't compared to you because you're incomparable " nichkhun stated. He held wooyoung's hand and slip the ring on wooyoung's finger " I want you to keep this as a tie of my love for you and if the right time comes, hyung will marry you " wooyoung's welled up with tears eyes got widen " marry?, hyung will marry me and got child with me like those people married on the tv? " Innocently ask wooyoung, no idea what's the differ of marrying a woman and another man " yes if god grant us miracle, we'll have kids " confirm nichkhun " so will you marry hyung if that time comes? " Ask nichkhun " I will marry hyung even if its today!! " Wooyoung hug nichkhun over excitement and overwhelming joyous he feel " hyung, this ring is so beautiful " beam wooyoung looking at the ring perfectly fit on his finger " I know right that's why you're the perfect one to wear it " smile nichkhun squeezing wooyoung's hand " hyung, I love you..I love you..I love you sooo much!!! " Wooyoung showered nichkhun with his cotton candy kisses " I love you very more baby "

Time quickly run. Wooyoung and nichkhun spend the whole day on their room visiting dining room for lunch and retreat in the room to cuddle again. Wooyoung is strangely clingy towards nichkhun, chansung and junho had ask him again to play with them but wooyoung reject it, he hug nichkhun tightly as though junho and chansung will force him to play with them. Minjun and taec try to seduce him with ice cream but wooyoung don't want to detach his body from nichkhun

Nichkhun in the other hand, enjoy the young boy's attention give to him. he love when wooyoung insist to stay with him, he love the feeling that wooyoung chose him instead of his precious ice cream. He caught himself smiling stupidly as if he had won the jackpot prize from a lottery and now during preparing dinner still no one can retract wooyoung's attention away from him. Wooyoung watch him cook, nichkhun didn't know why wooyoung suddenly acted that way but he didn't wonder about it either because at time like what he's going through now, he really needs wooyoung's full attention and affection. he use a little time to cook many dishes to fill everyones stomach specially his wooyoung

After the satisfying dinner, nichkhun opted to play a card game with the others to give the others a little bit of wooyoung's attention. He know he's not the only one worried nor want wooyoung's attention, junho and chansung too. The two were already attached to the boy, ever since they came they spend almost of their daytime with wooyoung therefore nichkhun understand it's hard for them too. Wooyoung yawn several times and leap on nichkhun's lap, he rested his head on nichkhun's shoulder and close his eyes momentarily while his hand found nichkhun's and interlace their fingers, he's so sleepy but he don't wanna sleep yet

Few moments later minjun and taec announce they're going to bed, junho and chansung follow after, so does nichkhun carried wooyoung in the room and get ready to sleep. After 10 minutes wooyoung was done and nichkhun's turn to use the bathroom

Wooyoung was lying awake in the bed his eyes is getting heavier but he don't want to sleep, he couldn't understand why but he refuse to let his eyes close. He smile as he saw nichkhun emerge from the bathroom. The bed deep as nichkhun lay beside him, he quickly snuggle and smelled nichkhun's fresh from shower scent and nichkhun chuckle at his action, he then look at nichkhun, stare at nichkhun, gaze at nichkhun which the lad had took notice " why you're staring at me like that " ask nichkhun, wooyoung's strange behaviour kill his curiosity " nothing I just love staring at you when you're smiling " mumble wooyoung softly, his hand reach nichkhun's face and caress it as he never did before. Nichkhun smile and kiss wooyoung's hand. They stare at each other for a quite long time before wooyoung let out a heavy yawn, his eyes couldn't take it anymore " hyung, can you kiss me? " Nichkhun heard him despite of his opaque voice so then he leans his head and kiss wooyoung while his hand instinctively rub wooyoung's back. They kiss for what seem hour but actually it just last a minutes letting themselves drown into very passionate loving kiss, so tender and gentle that wooyoung falls asleep with his lips still attached on nichkhun who gave a one last peck and pull the cover beneath them, he sheltered wooyoung in his embrace and try to get a sleep but his sudden dilemma has come over and keep him awake with all his worries and fear till his eyes give up itself and close along with the things he fear. he didn't know how long he had fallen asleep but he woke up as he felt a cold chill run through his body, the room felt so cold as though someone had lowered the air conditioner he open his eyes and notice it's still dark, he look at his side to make sure wooyoung wasn't freezing because he wasn't sheltered on his embrace and as soon as his eyes land on wooyoung's place, he realize what he'd fear had come