"where is sungjong?" myungsoo asked as he noticed the maknae wasn't there when he arrived from a schedule

"oh he said he's meeting howon at han river" woohyun said as he gave sungyu his juice...

"why?" myungsoo asked

"molla.. maybe he's confessing" sungyeol thoughtlessly said before he clamped his mouth shut upon seeing myungsoo's face turn dark and the younger one just quickly went to his and dongwoo's shared room

"way to go sungyeol.. " sungyu teased

"aish... now he's gonna be all paranoid and " sungyeol said thumping his forehead

unknown to them, dongwoo was shocked with what he heard, he was just coming out of the bathroom but quickly returned inside because his heart was hurting and his tears are now falling

"yah dongwoo, are you not done yet?" woohyun banged the bathroom door

"a..ani ... my..my tummy hurts a lot" dongwoo sighed as he tried to respond without woohyun noticing that he was crying

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later that night hoya came in with a sleeping sungjong in his back... everyone was already in their rooms so no one saw him bring sungjong in except for dongwoo who noticed and went up and peaked at the door... only to close it right away and went to his bed carefully so that myungsoo won't wake up...

when hoya managed to put little sungjongie down, he tucked him in and sat beside him... he gave him a kiss on the forehead before he went out and sat in the living room without any lights on

he saw the teddy bear he gave sungjong last time sitting on the couch.. he reached for it..and he recalled what happened earlier...

****flashback****

Hoya carefully turned to sungjong and then he held his hand... "sungjong ah...i.."  he paused a little..sungjong was feeling nervous for some reason... "i love you...."

sungjong quickly pulled his hand away...he was shocked at this sudden confession... "but hyung..."

"listen to me sungjong.. i havve been inlove with you for a long time now..when i saw you during our trainee days, i know that you are the one for me..." hoya said.. "i know you love myungsoo.. but sungjong i love you too... i just..please give me a chance to love you...."

suddenly thoughts of how hoya was so sweet and caring for him came back, he was there when myungsoo was cold and aloof to him... but he was still there even when myungsoo was starting to warm up... his hand went up and held the pendant of the necklace myungsoo gave him and his other hand touched the bracelet hoya gave him...

hoya was shocked when suddenly sungjong hugged him...the maknae crying....

"mianhae hyung...." sungjong said as he sobbed "mianhae..."

hoya smiled as he carresed sungjong's back... "it's ok sungjong ah.. i know this would happen...i just wanted to at least try...then i won't have any regrets..."

of course hoya knew he would get rejected, he knew that sungjong loved myungsoo very much, at least he tried..and in the end he did something myungsoo never did..he confessed...

sungjong broke the embrace and looked at  hoya "hyung..."

"don't worry sungjong ah.. i am still your hyung.. and even if you don't feel the same way i do, i will still love you and will always be here for you, even if just as your friend..." hoya patted sungjogn's head..and smiled.. "now wipe those tears and snot, you look ugly"

"yah hyung!!!" sungjong whined but was smiling.. the whole night, they played together, riding bikes, eating late night snack that sungyu wouldn't have approved of..

****end of flashback***

"i guess we'll be watching from afar now my friend..." he told the teddy bear...

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"he confessed?!" woohyung said as sungjong was telling the happenings the night before to the early risers sungyu,woohyun,sungyeol and dongwoo.. hoya left early for a schedule and myungsoo was still thought to be asleep

dongwoo nearly choked on his drink when he heard that hoya confessed

"uhmmm" sungjong nodded his head

"and????" sungyeol asked eagerly

"you know i love someone else..." sungjong said as he sighed

"so you rejected him?" sungyu asked this time..

dongwoo wanted to be happy with that news but he thought about how hoya must have felt, he must be devastated, he knew how hoya was working so hard for sungjong..and when he confessed finally he gets regjected

"who do you think you are to reject him just like that?! Hoya is the best one out there and you just break his heart!" dongwoo yelled at the maknae and then left the dorm

"why...why is hyung so mad at me ?" sungjong asked as his eyes started to water...

"don't mind him sungjongie..you know he is bestfriends with hoya...maybe he just felt bad..." sungyu said as he tried to calm the maknae before he starts to cry

"but howonie hyung and i sorted it out and we are ok..." sungjong pouted...

unknown to them myungsoo was listening to the whole conversationa, he woke up and was about to get uot of the door when he heard them talking about hoya's confessions and decided to just listen instead

"he rejected him..." myungsoo thought.." he rejected him!!!" his smile grew wider... "i need to confess soon, he still loves me..." he jumped up and down in his bed like a crazy man that he didn't even notice sungyeol entering his room

"what are you doing?" sungyeol asked

"he rejected him!!!" myungsoo said happily

"you know a brother just got his heart broken...i don't think you should be that happy" the older one said making myungsoo stop and sit down

"i know..i feel bad for howon hyung but it just means that i have a chance with sungjong..."

"so what now?"
"i'm going to confess..and i need your help"

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A/N: mianhae howonie...T.T