"it's close to midnight.. where could myungsoo be?" sungyeol looked at the clock again like what he has been doing for the last two hours

"relax sungyeol, maybe he went to another friend's place.." woohyun said giving sungyeol some water...

"hyung.. he left lunch time.. and he is still not here." sungyeol sighed.. he was really worrying..

"he's not homee  yet?" sungyu asked as he entered the dorm, he had a meeting with the boss that afternoon and he needed to leave after myungsoo left..

woohyun shook his head...

"where's sungjong?" the leader asked again

"hoya had a talk with him and they talked about everything that happened..sungjong started feeling guilty saying he should have been sensitive with myungsoo's feelings too and not only his own so he's been crying, he is in his room with hoya" sungyeol explained and the leader nodded..

after a while it was only sungyeol who was waiting for myungsoo...

dongwoo came in late after his schedule and he saw sungyeol staring at the clock..

"not home yet?" dongwoo asked and the younger can only shake his head

dongwoo sat beside him "sungyeolie... how can you do this?"

"do what?" the younger asked

"how can you just take that myungsoo is inlove with someone else and you are just letting him without considering your feelings?"

"hyung.. it's hard.. but i have accepted that myungsoo is not for me.. i don't want to push myself with someone who i know doesn't belong to me..and sungjong..sungjong is a nice person..and i know that they belong to eachother..."

"but you are hurting too sungyeolie..you may not say it..but i see it.." dongwoo sighed "like how i am hurting..."

"are you talking about hoya hyung?"

"why can't he just love me yeolie? "

"i'm sorry hyung..." sungyeol hugged the older one as dongwoo cried on his shoulders.. all those times he kept it in, all the pain, that night he let it all out and cried...

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For days myungsoo didn't come home, only sending sungyu one text message that they shouldn't worry and that he just wants some time alone..

Sungyu had to bear the wrath of the CEO for all of myungsoo's cancelled schedules and has  threatened that if myungsoo doesn't come back in the next few days, he will be out of inifinite

sungjong kept blaming himself and somehow he is missing myungsoo too though he wasn't still sure about his past being inlove with myungsoo...

*Naekkeo haja, naega neol saranghae, eo? naega neol geokjeonghae, eo?
Naega neol kkeut kkaji, chaekim jil ge
Naekkeo haja, niga nal aljanha, eo? niga nal bwat janha, eo?
Naega neol kkeut kkaji, jikyeo julge*

sungyu woke up from the ringing of his phone...he looked at the clock and it was only 7 in the morning "yeobeoseyo?"

"sungyu..come to the company building now..bring everyone.. myungsoo" the manager's voice was shaky

"wae hyung?" the leader can't help but feel worried at the mention of myungsoo's name

"myungsoo..he's at the rooftop..we think he's goign to jump!"

"will be there soon..please try to keep him from jumping please.." sungyu frantically put on a jacket and slippers while kicking at woohyun to wake up

"woohyun ah wake up..wake the others up..myungsoo might kill himself"

woohyun quickly got up and put on his jacket while running to the other's dorms

"yah wake up..we need to go to myungsoo..."

"why what happened?" sungyeol said as he jumped off the bed

"i'll tell you on the way now we have to go, dongwoo you have to drive us to the company building now!" sungyu said and soon all the memebrs are out the door and on the way to the company building in their pyjamas..

outside the building there were a lot of people and even the police, one manager took over the car as the members run into the building and up the rooftop

"myungsoo!" sungyu screamed for the younger one who was standing over a ledge, one step and he could fall to his death

"he won't tell us what's the problem, all he keeps saying was to take care of his family and sungjong" the ceo said

"myungsoo..get off from there!" sungyeol pleaded with his friend...his tears falling...

"what's the use sungyeol hyung? he doesn't remember me.." myungsoo said his eyes looked dead...

"hyung..please come down..." sungjong walked forward

"sungjong ah..." myungsoo smiled..but whenhe saw hoya behind him, his smile  faded...and he turned his back

everyone below started to scream again..

"hyung..please..." sungjogn pleaded

"i..i know i am stupid for not realizing it before.. that you loved me..and that i loved you.. i know it's my fault that you were in an accident and now you don't remember me...but i tried joongie for you to remember me..but..but you fell inlove with hoya hyung instead...it hurts sungjong ah..." myungsoo's tears fell..

woohyun and sungyeol were crying on sungyu's arms and dongwoo and hoya were looking after the maknae..

"hyung mianahe that i can't remember anything...and i'm sorry that i hurt your feelings..but hyung..please don't do this..." sungjong felt a sharp pain in his head but he tried to shake it off

"sungjong ah..kwenchana?" dongwoo and hoya took a hold of the maknae but he just told them he was ok

"what's the use sungjong ah.. when you don't love me anymore..." myungsoo said moving closer to the edge

sungjong panicked as myungsoo moved...soon memories were flashing before his eyes..of him.. of inifinite..of myungsoo...of his love...

"hyung..." sungjong said as he tried to walk to myungsoo ..the pain in his head becoming unbearble as more memories flood in

"i can't live without you sungjong ah...i love you...."

and then sungjong's screaming myungsoo's name was heard...the members had tears in their eyes....

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A/N: what do you think should happen to myungsoo and sungjong now?