myungsoo can't help but notice all the things he has been missing out about sungjong all these years.. He saw how sungjong served his hyungs during lunch but he only noticed now that he deboned the fish with his own clean hands just for myungsoo since he loved fish but he hated deboning them... He saw how sungjong offered drinks to everyone but he only noticed now that only when he offered myungsoo a drink, sungjong gave him the last soda because woohyun miscounted so the maknae settled for water even though he loved to have had one too...

"hey i got some cake for desert too, but no one goes in the water yet after ok? i don't want anybody getting sick" Sunggyu said and the others nodded

when woohyun was about to hand myungsoo a slice, he only shook his head.. sungjong knew why, because L is figure conscious

"i need to pee, anyone coming?" hoya asked as he stood up

"me, i'll go with you" sungjong said following his hyung before he stopped and ran back to where his bag was "here hyung, i know you want something after lunch but wouldn't eat anymore sweets" sungjong smiled as he handed myungsoo a plastic tupperware and then quickly ran to where hoya was waiting, myungsoo opened it and saw that it was full of fruits that myungsoo liked

"see what i mean?" sungyeol said as he proped himself on the picnic mat and used dongwoo as a pillow before he drifted to sleep

myungsoo stared at his fruits, they weren't just regular cuts, there were hearts and stars and moon shaped ones, obviously it wa s prepared with so much love and care "when did he manage to make this?" he asked

"he bough some fruit cutter thingys a while back, he said it will make preparing fruits easier and prettier..he made that last night though, even before we thought of this trip coz he said you seem to never eat desert unless it's fruits" dongwoo said

after a while myungsoo has finished his fruits, telling himself that he should talk to sungjong when he gets back which by he noticed that hoya and the young one has taken too much time peeing now...

sunggyu, woohyun, dongwoo and sungyeol are already playing beach volleyball when hoya and sungjong came back, with hoya giving sungjong a piggyback ride while he ate ice cream that his hyung bought for him.. they were laughing and sungjong even asked hoya to have a bite on his ice cream...

myungsoo was looking at them with jealousy?... "why am i feeling like this?" he asked himself

"you don't know what you have till it's gone" sungyeol's voice kept ringing in myungsoo's head

"hyung you want some? it's strawberry" sungjong asked myungsoo as he sat down beside him, hoya going to where  the others were to play with them too

"no thanks" myungsoo said expresionless

sungjong sighed... "he is so cold..." he said to himself as the smile on his face faded which this time myungsoo noticed "is this how sungjong looks everytime i reject him or not notice his efforts?" myungsoo thought

"sungjong ah.. have you ever liked someone?" myungsoo asked, he wanted to know how much sungjong really liked him and maybe he will also discover his own feelings

"neh... but i know that person will never like me back..." sungjong said sadly as he ate the last of his ice cream while staring into the distance

"wae?"

"because that person never notices me..."

"have you told that person?"

"ani... because everytime i want to, i prepare something but i only end up disappointed because that person just ignores the things i do" sungjong sighed. why is he even telling myungsoo about his secret love for myungsoo

"maybe you should try again..." myungsoo said "if you try again sungjong ah..i won't ignore you anymore..." he thought to himself

"i don't know..maybe i should just give up.. it's been years.. my heart feels tired already" sungjong said not knowing that myungsoo knew he liked him "thanks for listening hyung" sungjong smiled as he stood up and joined his hyungs who are now swimming

"give up? no... you can't give up now..not now that i finally realized what you mean to me..." myungsoo thought as his gaze followed sungjong...

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the boys arrived late into the night everyone got off and hoya carried sungjong in his arms because the youngest was so tired he was dead asleep already.. as hoya made his way into their dorm building sungyeol didn't miss the distant look on myungsoo's face as he watch Hoya carry sungjong in

"you know, if you are not going to admit your own feelings and acknowledge sungjong's feelings, you will be watching Sungjong in Hoya's arms forever" sungyeol said as he walked passed by myungsoo

who knew infinite's choding does make sense a lot of times...

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Hoya came out of their room when he manage to put sungjong on the bed.. the others were around the table eating and myungsoo just also came out of the bathroom..

"hyung.." he called hoya out

"oh..wae?" Hoya asked

"Do you like sungjong?" myungsoo asked

Hoya tried to read myungsoo.. he looked into his eyes and saw something different.. an emotion..maybe their plan was working and then suddenly "yes i do..infact i am inlove with sungjong..and i will do everything to make him fall inlove with me too"

everyone's ears perked up and turned to where the two were, sunggyu almost choking on his drink "was that part of the plan?" he thought

"i see" was all myungsoo could reply before he went straight for the door which sungyeol went to follow...

"yah...that was daebak... you are such a great actor howonie " dongwoo said as he tapped hoya's back as the other sat down where his hyungs were

"i wasn't acting though" hoya said as his gaze went from his hyung to the table

"what do you mean?" woohyun asked

"i mean i really do love sungjong ,..for a while now too..and i don't want to pretend that i am only doing it because i want myungsoo to realize the maknae's feelings.. i want to really be close to sungjong..." hoya replied

"but sungyeol said myungsoo is already showing signs..." sunggyu said

"i'm sorry...i want a chance too..a fair chance for sungjong..yes he loves myungsoo now.. but until myungsoo doesn't move i have a chance..and i will try to make him love me" hoya said and then stood up and retreated to the room he shares with sungjong and sungyeol

"oh my god... this is trouble..." woohyung shook his head

"he notices sungjong's feelings, he notices his own feelings but he never noticed mine..." dongwoo mumbled which he only shook his head when sunggyu and woohyun asked what he said

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meanwhile outside the dorm, in a park nearby...

"hey..." sungyeol sat down beside myungsoo

"he said he loved sungjong..." myungsoo mumbled

"maybe he was just saying that to nudge some sense into you" sungyeol said being careful not to tell the plan to his dongsaeng

"i saw it in his eyes how serious he was... "

"so? what are you gonna do about it myungsoo? you will just let hoya hyung take sungjong just like that?"

"i don't know.."

"well that's just like saying you are going to let sungjong fall inlove with hoya hyung"

"no.." myungsoo mumbled "he can't"

"huh? did you say something?" sungyeol asked as he ndidn't hear what myungsoo said

"nothing..let's go back hyung.." myungsoo said as he quickly got up and headed back

"aish! and i thought you made progress" sungyeol said as he followed the younger one...

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A/N: i so am not sure about this chappy waaaaaaaaaaT.T

any feedback is welcome..^_^

-mspiggyrabbit