sungyeol decided to keep the conversation he had with sungjong for now, he knew that if myungsoo finds out, his bestfriend's heart will be broken and if myungsoo is sad it hurts sungyeol a lot...

the next day, everyone woke up early ..

woohyun and sungyu were both preparing breakfast and setting the tables while dongwoo and sungyeol are trying tosee who wins at a staring contest, hoya helped sungjong out their room to the dining area .. sungyeol can't help but lose to dongwoo as he blinked in disbelief when sungjong sat in Hoya's lap

"jongie ah, why are you sitting in hoya's lap?" sungyeol asked

"it's ok yeolie.. if my sungjongie wants to sit in my lap, just let him" hoya smiled, it may be bad that it's like this and sungjong doesn't remember that he was inlove with him, but hoya can't help but be happy that sungjong seems to like him more than myungsoo this time

dongwoo bit his lip to the point that it drew blood so he just won't cry..

myungsoo came out of the bathroom and saw sungjong and hoya and he balled his hand into a fist but he tooka deep breath and released his hand and walked beside sungyeol, his face cold and hard..it's like when fans would call him L and not myungsoo

"L. kwenchana?" sungyu asked the younger but myungsoo only shrugged as he started eating

"L? " sungjong asked "isn't that only when myungsoo hyung is on stage?"

"yes but when he is not smiling or laughing, we also call him that" hoya explained as he fed sungjong

myungsoo can't take it anymore and slammed  his chopsticks down, stood up and went back to his room..

sungyeol quickly followed feeling worried...

"is..is something wrong with myungsoo hyung? should we check?" sungjong asked worriedly

"let him be for now sungjong ah..i'm sure sungyeol will be able to find out what's wrong with him " woohyun said "now eat before the food gets cold...

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meanwhile in myungsoo and dongwoo's room...

"hey.. are you ok?" sungyeol asked as he entered the room

myungsoo was by the window looking out, his eyes are very distant... "no..i'm not ok"

"mind telling me what's bothering you?" sungyeol asked as he sat on myungsoo's bed

"i heard what sungjong said..yesterday.. "

"myung..the sungjong we have now is not sungjong..you know that.. but when his memory comes back, he will realize that he belongs to you.."

"what if his memory doesn't come back? "

"don't say that.. that's why we are helping him remember..."

"but he said he's inlove..."

"myung.. he said he thinks he's inlove.. maybe its just because howonie hyung has been the one with him the most lately since he has the less schedules...don't tell me you're gonna give up just like that? only give up if you know it wasn't meant for you"

myungsoo turns to sungyeol ...his bestfriend was right... he needs to fight

"thank you sungyeol hyung" he hugged his best friend "you are right i shouldn't give up..." myungsoo hugged sungyeol once more and went back to where the others were

sungyeol smiled...a bitter sweet smile...

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"mian..i just woke up from the wrong side of the bed" myungsoo came back to the dining area smiling with sungyeol following him..

sungjong was now sitting on a chair and not hoya's lap which made myungsoo even more calm...

"sungjong ah.. all the other hyungs have a schedule today and i don't , you want to go to the park with me?" myungsoo asked

"sure hyung..i would love to walk outside too" sungjong agreed

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All day sungjong and myungsoo stayed at the park, myungsoo prepared some food and alsoo brought at picnic mat, sungjong used to like picnics, though he didn't really care for it before he realized sungjong's feelings, now he wants to redeem himself from that

"it's nice out here hyung..thanks for bringing me " sungjong smiled as he tilted his head up and closed his eyes as he let the sun and the air touch his face

myungsoo can't help but to stare, sungjong is still beautiful as ever, those milky white skin, there were no more trace of any cuts from the accident tthankfully

"hyung....hyung..." sungjong called out as he moved his hands infront of myuingsoo's face

"huh? oh..." was the only things myungsoo could say coming out  from his trance..."here i prepared some sandwiches incase you get hungry and your favorite banana milk... "

"komawo hyung.." sungjong smiled

after eating myungsoo brought out another thing he brought for the younger one

"woahhhhhhhhhh.....a kite.. and it has my name on it..." sungjong excitedly smiled as he slowly stood up...

"i'll run so it will fly and then ill give it to you" myungsoo said and he started running and soon the kite was beautifulyl flying in the sky

"sungjong ah... i hope that when you are all better and you have regained your memories and you are back as an idol, you willl soar high and continue to achieve your dreams..." myungsoo smiled at the younger one

they were in a back hug position with sungjong infront, myungsoo helping him hold the kite string...

somehow sungjong felt some kind of happiness being in myungsoo's arms, some kind of security..

but he thought maybe because infinite were like brothers.. and they are all secure in eachother's arms..

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"howon hyung...uhmm i want to tell you something..." sungjong said as he walked into his room

"what is it sungjongie?" hoya asked as he puts down the book he was reading and sat beside the maknae

"hyung...i..."

"yes? "

"hyung i love you!" sungjong quicklyclosed his eyes after confessing

"sungjong ah..." was all hoya could say... to be honest he was torn...he did still have feelings for sungjong and he had wanted to hear sungjong say that but he knew this is not the real sungjong, he doesn't remember anything so he doesn't remember that he was so inlove with myungsoo..that he belonged to myungsoo "i'm sorry sungjong ah...you can't love me..."

"but hyung.. according to the stories you did confess to me before..so why can't you acept me now?"

"sungjong...you don't belong to me..you don't love me..."

"i do hyung..i am sure of it.."

"sungjong let's wait till your memory comes back and we will see if you still feel the same..." with that hoya started to walk out of the room to the living room where everyone was ,but sungjong was stubborn and followed him...

"hyung!"

"sungjong ah..please" hoya calmly said... he did want sungjong to be his but he knew it was wrong

"i may have lost my memory but i know what i am feeling right now!" sungjong argued

everyone's eyes were at them now..listening to what they were talking about.. sungyeol was carefully watching myungsoo who was watching the two argue

"no..for the last time sungjong you can't love me!" hoya lost it and raised his voice

"why?" sungjogn was close to tears

"because..i already told you..." hoya sighed

"hyung.. i do not remember anything..i don't even remember if i really love myungsoo hyung..i just know that right now i'm inlove with you" sungjong finally let this tears fall..and hoya can't help but hug the younger one...

dongwoo looked away...

myungsoo's tears fell...he stood up and quickly left..sungyeol was about to follow but sungyu held him back... "let him be for now sungyeol..he needs some time alone..."