A/N: for those who are willing to cry...forget the other ending :)

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"sungjong ah.. where are you going?" sungyu asked the maknae when he noticed sungjong was walking off to somewhere

"oh just over that hill hyung..i just want to see the view" sungjong smiled and ran off

"i'm glad he's ok now..." woohyung smiled

"and he's back.." hoya agreed

"he's been through a lot..especially with the accident and then myungsoo" sungyeol said

"well sungjong has been a fighter all this time..our tough little maknae" dongwoo chimed in as he laid his head on hoya's lap the younger carresing his face...

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Meanwhile with sungjong..

he sat himself on the grass looking at the horizon.. he smiled...unconsciously he touched the pendant of the necklace myungsoo gave him before..

"i'm glad to have remembered everything finally..." he said to himself..

"i love you..." he whispered as he wiped a tear from his eyes...

sungjong continued to look at the view..smiling as his heart was now light because everything was cleared up.. the view could have been better if myungsoo was there with him, holding him...

"i miss you ..." he smiled once more

"sungjong ah..common it's time to eat" sungyeol called for the maknae

"i'm coming hyung" sungjong smiled as he ran to where sungyeol was waiting for him...

suddenly the maknae pulled sungyeol into a hug..."hyung mianhae..."

"for what?" sungyeol asked

"because you had to sacrifice your  love " sungjong tightened his hug..he did feel sorry for his hyung.. he had no idea he was hurting too

"sungjong ah..i already told you..i'm not blaming you.. myung and i just weren't for eachother.." sungyeol said as he broke the hug and looked at the  younger one "now common, myungsoo will not like it that you're not eating and you are all dramatic" the older one pulled the maknae to where the others were

when they arrived at their picninc aread sungjong smiled when he saw hoya feeding dongwoo.. "i'm so happy you two sorted everything out.."

"thanks joongie.. maybe it was meant to be that you rejected me  because i wouldn't have realized that the one meant for me has just been beside me all this time.." hoya smiled as he held dongwoo's hand making the older one blush

"you know what hyung..you and myungsoo hyung are so alike when it comes to love...dense and oblivious" sungjong teased as the others smiled but sungjong's smile faded when he thought of myungsoo

"i know you would have loved for him to be here jongie..." sungyu said as he noticed the maknae's face

"it's ok hyung..." sungjong quickly picked his mood up not wanting his hyung's to worry about him

everyone started eating and sungjong started deboning some fish.. he placed it neatly in a plate and then took some of the fruits he prepared.. he stood up and headed to the place beside their picninc area..

"here hyung..i finally remembered you...." sungjong kneeled and placed the plate infront of a tombstone...

his hand carresed the soft marble...

myungsoo...

his friend..

his lover....

*****flashback****

"myungsoo!" sungyu screamed for the younger one who was standing over a ledge, one step and he could fall to his death

"he won't tell us what's the problem, all he keeps saying was to take care of his family and sungjong" the ceo said

"myungsoo..get off from there!" sungyeol pleaded with his friend...his tears falling...

"what's the use sungyeol hyung? he doesn't remember me.." myungsoo said his eyes looked dead...

"hyung..please come down..." sungjong walked forward

"sungjong ah..." myungsoo smiled..but whenhe saw hoya behind him, his smile  faded...and he turned his back

everyone below started to scream again..

"hyung..please..." sungjogn pleaded

"i..i know i am stupid for not realizing it before.. that you loved me..and that i loved you.. i know it's my fault that you were in an accident and now you don't remember me...but i tried joongie for you to remember me..but..but you fell inlove with hoya hyung instead...it hurts sungjong ah..." myungsoo's tears fell..

woohyun and sungyeol were crying on sungyu's arms and dongwoo and hoya were looking after the maknae..

"hyung mianahe that i can't remember anything...and i'm sorry that i hurt your feelings..but hyung..please don't do this..." sungjong felt a sharp pain in his head but he tried to shake it off

"sungjong ah..kwenchana?" dongwoo and hoya took a hold of the maknae but he just told them he was ok

"what's the use sungjong ah.. when you don't love me anymore..." myungsoo said moving closer to the edge

sungjong panicked as myungsoo moved...soon memories were flashing before his eyes..of him.. of inifinite..of myungsoo...of his love...

"hyung..." sungjong said as he tried to walk to myungsoo ..the pain in his head becoming unbearble as more memories flood in

"i can't live without you sungjong ah...i love you...."

soon screams were heard below...

and then sungjong's screaming myungsoo's name was heard...the members had tears in their eyes....

Sungjong fainted and was thankfully caught by hoya before he could have hurt himself..

Sungyeol ran to the edge, "myungsoo! myungsoo!" he screamed as  tears streaming in his eyes.. sungyu and woohyun holding him back...

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at the hospital sungjong fluttered his eyes open..his face void of anny expression...

"myungsoo hyung..." he whispered

"sungjong ah..thank god you're awake..." Hoya said before turning to the door to call a doctor and everyone..

after he was seen by the doctor he was left in the room with all the members of infinite...

"where is he?" sungjong asked.. and everyone looked away... "where is myungsoo hyung!" his voice louder...

sungyu being the eldest sat by sungjong's bedside... tears forming in his eyes.. "sungjong ah...i'm sorry..." sungyu hugged the maknae

"no...you are lying...this is just a dream..no!" sungjong started screaming and crying... "i want to see him!" the maknae started pulling his IV out letting blood out from his skin..hoya had to help sungyu hold their maknae down...

woohyung and dongwoo were holding eachother.. seeing their maknae like this was heartbreaking for all of them...

"sungjong ah..look at me..." sungyeol tried to calm sungjong..he held his face gently.. "calm down...please...myungsoo wouldn't want to see you this way..." sungyeol was crying while pleading for the maknae..who soon stopped moving and slumped into sungyeol's hands..that afternoon only sobs were heard in sungjong's hospital room....

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"It's been three years..." the maknae whispered..."i really miss you hyung...i'm sorry if i remembered it too late..." sungjong's tears fell freely...

soon he found himself being hugged by his other hyungs...

"don't worry myungsoo..we'll take care of him...rest well my friend..." sungyeol said

everyone smiled at myungsoo..before they bid him goodbye...

"we will come see you again soon hyung..i love you..."

he knelt down one last time and kissed the cold marble...then he walked away with his hyungs...

Kim Myung Soo

A son, a brother...

An idol..A friend... A lover...

you will forever be in our hearts...

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A/N: i just thought of making an alternate ending.. the one you guys didn't want hehe...

lovelotz sweethears

-mspiggyrabbit1/24/14