Wooyoung had got tired from all of his begging and pounding so he went back home. Here he was,sitting on his bathroom floor with a bottle of Hennessy and a blut rolled up. He was planning on smoking and drinking his depression away. He didnt want too but with his mind set of Junho,the one he loved,the one that took only 2 split seconds for him to fall in love with,the one person he had loved after three years,haiting him.He was devistated and with his devistated state, he drank and smoked his sorrow away.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Next day---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Junho was back. He was back and he won the compitition. He was the happiest man alive.....with a twist. As the taxi driver drove into his drive way he paid and bid goodbye. He looked to his right and stared at Wooyoung's house for a long minute then sighed.

*Sigh* Ill go talk to him after my shower

So Junho went into his house and stripped of his clothes. He stood in frount of his full body mirrior and felt ashamed.

Scars

Old

New

Cuts

Old

New

Scratches

Old

New

Blue,Purple,Black,Yellow

Skin

Old

New

Those were his war scars.

War scars caused by mind vs body

His mind won

His body suffered a devistating loss

And his eyes paid the price for it

He tore his gaze away from the mirrior and forced his body to move twords the shower. He turned the water up to full blast and scorching like fire water.

He scrubed

Hard

Ferious

Vicious

He cried

Sobbed

Hypervenilated

He sank

To rock bottom

The point of no return

He regretted the day he met Wooyoung.......and he tried to forget by comfrounting Woooyoung

He stepped out of the shower and avoided eye contact with his reflection. He walked to his roo and too his sweet time dressing.....sobbing and dreading his visit to Wooyoung.

It was going to be hard.

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------At Wooyoung's with Junho---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Here he was outside of his soul love's house.

He hesitated to knock but he did.

When the door was answered a cloud of smoke hit him

And Wooyoung looked like

Complete but in Junho's eyes......................was so beautiful

Wooyoung was stonestruck

He couldnt think and was a mess

He finally stepped back and let Junho in......studying his body like a text book

They entered the living room and sat down

"So.....how are you?"

"Fine."

"Look, I came to say that I........I cant do this.....I love you but I cant do it. I cant I just cant I -

"No, No,No, NO! NO YOU ARENT DOING THIS JUNHO I LOVE YOU OK. IM SORRY I YELLED AND SCREAMED AND CALLED YOU NAMES BUT I LOVE YOU! I love you Junho. I really do *Sob*"

Junho was already crying. Wooyoung was on his knees infronut of Junho's sitting form and was crying into his chest and stomach. Junho was hugging his head to his chest,saying that he wouldnt leave him.

Junho knew he wasnt strong and he knew he couldnt leave Wooyoung. He tried. He tried his hardest but.......his hardest wasnt good enoough.

They spen hours like that....crying,passing sorry's and I love you's around.

I guess he can never leave.

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