The perks of being a fangirl
Hope Is The Other Name Of FullfilmentSarang's POV
*RING*
The period bell rang and it was time for our lunch time. I winded up all my books and headed straight to my locker to keep them.
"Sarang!" someone called from behind. I recognise this voice quite well. After keeping all my books insede my locker I turned to face him.
"Oh hi, Sehun. Whats up?" I asked rather dully
"Come on, lets have lunch together."
"Um.. I'm sorry but I think I'm going to spend some time with my friends now."
"Okay.. so after that we can have lunch together."
"NO!" I emphasized on what I said. "I meant that I'm going to have lunch with them" I said softly.
"But we're dating right?"
"Yeah, but I need to spend a little time with them too. As it is I spend almost the half of my day with you."
"Okay fine. If you say so. But atleast I can... you know?" he came a bit closer.
"Know what?" I asked, not getting what he was referring to.
Suddenly, he grabbed my wrist and dragged me to a corner.
"Yah!! What are you doing Sehun?"
He put me against the wall and was now coming closer. Realising what he was up to I immidiately turned my head to the left.
"What happened Sarang? Why are you acting like that?"
"Nothing..."
"Look at me okay? I love you.. Don't you love me?" he asked, a bit dissapointed.
I faced him. "Um.. I'm just not ready yet. Please try to understand.
"Don't you want to be with me?"
"I think I'm a too young for all this right now. So I'll just concerntrate on my studies rather." I lied.
"Young WHAT?" he asked a bit too lounder, with disbelief.
"I'm gonna go now Sehun. See you later." With that I left, and headed straight to the cafeteria. There, I saw two of my friendsseated together occuping a whole table. I strode towards them after buying something to eat, probably banana cake.[a/n Hehe.. I loe banana cake :D]
"Hi guys" I greeted my friends totally exhausted, as I kept my tray down.
"Hey" GaEun said, um.. rather shouted. She can be pretty hyper sometimes, without any reason at all.
"Whats up?" Haru asked me with a concerned look in her eyes. Well, she is by the way my true best friend. She can always point out when something is bothering me whether I show it or not. In the other hand, GaEun doesn't notice anything at all.. Or maybe she does and not ask, urghh.. I dont know.
"Nothing much. I just had an argument with Sehun--"
"AGAIN" she finishes my sentence.
"Yeah!" I looked down.
"Why don't you just break up already if you are not comfortable with him??"
"No.. It's fine.." I answered softly while looking down.
"Its Not!!!" This is I gues.. the 10000001th time when such a thing hapened."
"He loves me Haru. I don't want to break his heart by breaking up with him because of my some stupid fangirl reason."
"Its not STUPID!!!"
"It can be... for others..." I kept looking down feeling ashamed of myself on how I was treating Sehun.
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AUTHOR'S NOTE
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