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Filled with Coldness
Dark. Chilly.
No sounds.
Peace.
Moon at its full.
Her favorite moment of the day.
She was sitting on the top of the hill, in the nearby park of her home.
Alone.
She sighed.
She has no one to talk to, no one to share her thoughts with, no one to laugh with.
She sighed again.
She has no friends.
Her life is, for others, perfect.
But they see only the outside of what they think is a fairytale, they haven't seen the inside.
Reality .
People are envious of her beauty, wealthiness, intelligence.
But her, she is envious of their happiness, their true friendships, the love their family gives them.
Why ?
Simply because her family can't even be considered as one.
Her parents are only thinking of business, business, business, earning more money, money, money, getting more power, power, power.
They never really paid attention to her education and were never there when she needed them.
So she learned how to be autonomous and accepted the painful reality.
Her older sister? She can't even bring herself to call her that.
She's just a spoiled, selfish and disrespectful brat.
She won't hesitate to step on others to get what she wants.
All she does all day long is to shop, shop and shop again.
She is capable to fly from Paris to New-York just to buy her limited useless accessories.
They were never close to each other. She had often been bullying Min Hee when she was younger.
Her older brother?
The meanest guy she'd ever met.
They never got along well since he preferred her sister for a reason she ignores.
He's a heartless playboy who breaks girls heart without even a bit of guiltiness.
He likes to go clubbing and all this .
She feels ashamed to be part of this so called 'family'.
All of them are so naughty and egocentric.
Why she has no friends?
She knows the purpose of them wanting to 'be her friend'.
Behind those smile is just hipocrisy.
They all want something from her, like money or presents.
She never really had a real and true friendship.
However, this is what she wishs the most for.
A true friend.
Love?
Don't talk about that in front of her.
She thinks this is totally useless.
Gradually, as time passed, she learned to trust no one, to love no one, to approach no one.
And not to let anyone approach her.
Her intense glare became her best weapon to chase people away.
Little by little, she built an invisible and inpenetrable wall around her.
And her heart started to fill with emptiness and..
Coldness.
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