-- Jun Hyung's POV --

"Be.. prepared... for your.. worse nightmare?!" I laugh out loud. That's right, she's my worst nightmare, but I never want to wake up from it. I wonder if she remembers it's my birthday? I take a look at my watch, "It's well over 8pm," I say walking around the dorm.

"Yah~ Hyung-ah~ why are you walking around the dorm like that, are you hungry?" Yo Seob asked then threw a pillow at me, I caught the pillow and threw it back at him,

"I'm waiting for her Yang Yoda!" I laugh,

"I'm a he!" He protests,

"I meant ~~~~~" I opened the fridge door,

"Do you want to eat the cake first hyung?" Gi Kwang asked as he walked out the bathroom door,

"No I want to wait for her,"

"Are you sure she's coming hyung?" Dong Woon poked his head out from the room,

"Well she did tell me to prepare for my worst nightmare," I laughed,

"Aigoo, you guys are both like little kids! I admire you hyung, you have been together for 4 years now and you guys are still like a new couple, so much love!" Du Jun popped out of nowhere,

"I guess you can say that, you might have to call her noona-in-law soon!" I leaked my secret,

"WHAT?!" They all screamed together, "you're going to propose?" Hyun Seung came and close the fridge door,

"Oh," I said in agreement and smiled,

"WOAH! CHINCHA?! CHUKAEHEYO!" They all scream in unsion,

"Yah, not so fast! You can witness this proposal, when I open the door for her, I'm going to kneel down and ask in my manly voice, You're my worst nightmare. But I never want to wake up from you, because I love you, ~~~~~~ will you marry me?" I imagine it in my head, I took out the box with the ring in it out from my jacket,

"Aish! So lovey dovey and corny hyung!" They all made a face. I laughed and walk towards them. *You have a text message, you have a text message* My phone rings, 

"That must be her texting me again," I had a huge smile on my face, but after reading the text, it fell right away.

"Wae? What happened hyung?" Yo Seob asked me walking towards me,

"She... she..."

"Wae? Spit it out!"

"She got into a car accident." I drop my phone the ring and ran to ________ hospital and the kids followed me too. I ran through the doors and into room 58 where I saw her family sitting and crying. On the hospital bed I saw her lying there, ever so peacefully. I kneel besides her and the tears drop from my cheeks. I hold her soft hands, I can't say a word because I'm crying too much. 

"Today around 5pm, ~~~~~~ was going to visit you to celebrate your birthday, someone stole her bag which she ran after him, and the next moment.. she..." I hear omuni explaining trying not to cry, "she.. she got hit by a car that was speeding across when it was red lights." omuni burst into tears. The boys were already there patting her on the back telling her it's alright. I stood up wanting to go to ~~~~~~ mother, but I felt ~~~~~~~ pull my hand back, I looked at her stunned. Her perfect pink lips mouthed 'saranghae, saranghae, saranghae,saranghae, saranghae Jun Hyung' I widened my eyes. I couldn't believe it, I sang her that just last week, 

"Yah ~~~~~~ can you hear me? I know you're awake, wake up!" I say to her frantically.

"The doctor said, it's quite a serious injury, she got hit directly on the weak spot on her head.. Our ~~~~~~ may not wake up," Abuji held omuni's hand as omuni faced into him and started crying. I tried holding my tears in watching her parents in this states, the boys came to me and pat me on the back,

"Don't worry hyung, she's a good person, God with protect her. She'll wake up.' They all said, "Come on, it's getting late, time for us to go back, visiting hours close soon hyung." I turned to her parents,

"I'm sincerely sorry I couldn't protect her this time, I'm really sorry. Please do go back and rest soon. I'll come and visit her every day, I promise to take good care of her. Please trust me abuji and omuni." I bowed goodbye to them. They weakly smiled and nodded.

The next day the boys and I came to visit her. Once again she was lying there so peacefully, so beautiful. I brought her favourite fruits and flowers. I sat beside her bed and hold her hand tight. "Yah, what have you done to me? You made me so in love with you and now you're not going to take responsibility?" I joked hoping she would sit up and laugh like she always does, "You're really not going to answer?" I try again,

"Hyung, we'll head out first," Gi Kwang smiled, I nodded. 

"~~~~~~ I really miss you, a lot. You're right, this is the worse nightmare. I want to wake up now, please help me." I felt my tears drop on her soft cheeks. The sun shines onto her face, she looks exactly like an angel. Her long eye lashes, perfect nose, pink soft lips and soft cheeks. I traced her face with my fingers and sang her to her, "saranghae saranghae saranghae saranghae saranghae  I keep writing these 3 words... " After I finished singing, I took out the book ~~~~~~~ and I wrote, Fiction and Fact. "Do you remember this photo? It was the first time we went on a date, 4 years ago. I remember you forced me into the photo booth and made me do all these silly faces with you," I paused and smiled remembering the memories, "even though it happened 4 years ago, but it's still clear and fresh in my mind. Remember this caption you wrote? Jun Hyung oppa is a big fat chicken who can't pose!" I laughed at her immatureness. 

Each day I came and visit her, I would do different things to entertain her, read her a bit of our book, sing to her, did plays with the boys. I would bring her flowers and fruits every day. I would also kiss her forehead before I left. All this, I did for 12 months. 

--12 months (1 year) later--

I bust through the door and sang, "Your lovely boyfriend Jun Hyungie oppa is here ~~~~" But when I saw everyone sitting there looking at the hospital bed, I was shocked. I raced to the bed and put the flowers and fruit on the stand. ~~~~~~ was sitting up on her bed...

-- End of Jun Hyung's POV --