We were back from Mexico and immediately the members began urging me to move in with them. That’s why I'm standing here

Why am I standing in front of their door? With my bags and Jun? Do I have to move in with super junior? Again? Why does Chae get to be the special one to move in with Siwon? Why~ 

I sighed for the nth time today

"If you keep sighing you’re gonna drown the world in your depression" a familiar voice said making my eyes widen. I feel like an owl -.-

"Ya! Kim Heechul! I told you not to do that!" I whispered harshly. 

If you think reporters are the only stalkers suju has (and the fans) then you are so wrong. A person can gain a lot of profit If they spot a sandal and 'report' it. In other words, beware of your neighbors if you live with idols. They eavesdrop a lot. 

"Well are you going to go in?" he asked 

No, I'm going to stay outside and freeze to death. 

"No, I'm -" 

"Yea, yea I know how much you love to use sarcasm, no need to reply, I am the beautifully all-knowing Kim Heechul" Heechul said indifferently as I scoffed 'narcissist bastard'  

He unlocked the door and made his way in, taking Jun in his hands while he was at it 

"Aigoo why do I like this baby so much?" 

"You’re getting old" Kyuhyun remarked 

"Ya imma" Heechul yelled startling Jun 

"Kim Heechul doesn’t yell in front of my baby! I told you what happened, you should understand why" I said taking Jun back as Kangin and Eunhyuk brought in my bags 

"Kamsamnida" 

"No problem" They replied 

"Kangin shii, nice to meet you, I’m Sung Tae Hee" 

"I'm Kim Young Woon but you can call me Kangin." 

"Kangin she's your Noona" Leeteuk pointed out 

"Nae" I smiled 

"Tae Hee Noona it is then" he smiled 

"Dinner is almost ready. Hyung’s show Noona her room" 

"Should I?" Kangin asked and just took my hand leading me, and the two others (Eunhae) carried my bags in 

"Do you like it?" Leeteuk asked 

"Did you suggest the white crib?" 

"He-he" he laughed shyly 

"Wait Leeteuk what are you doing Here? I thought you were supposed to be in the army" 

"Visiting" 

"Oh, welcome back" I said hugging Leeteuk 

"Noona, Noona, do you like the pink bunny?" Sungmin asked 

"Yes but I never really asked for this, guys this is too much" I pouted.

"Then why don't you just take over all the cooking and house work" Heechul suggested 

"S-" 

"Hyung what is she? Your maid?" Kangin asked 

"Yes." he replied as if it were the truth 

you Kim Heechul. 

"Well that looks like one way to pay you back." 

"Noona I heard that you tamed Heechul, is that even possible?" Kangin asked 

"I didn't tame him, I just slapped some sense into him" I smirked 

"Waa Noona hasn’t changed" Sungmin exclaimed 

"We'll let you settle in then, why don't you come out for breakfast soon" 

I nodded my head and turned to my room 

Aigoo this place feels like it never changed, well except for the crib and all but the rest of it still looks the same. 

I sat down with Jun beside me 

"Umma where are we?" he asked cutely 

"This is Umma old house" 

"Is daddy here?" 

"... Jun ... Let’s make a promise" 

"Okay" 

"You won't ask me about appa until I tell you myself"

He pouted "but I wanna know who my appa is" 

"I know you do" 

"Then tell me" he began whining 

"Jun" I said sternly making him quiet 

"Behave" I said 

One word and I swear he's another person

"Sorry Jun" I said and he just looked to the side 

Silent treatment huh? Aigoo this child... He takes too much after Heechul. I sighed in defeat but didn’t say anything but then I remembered something~

"Oh and guess what?" 

"What?" he asked, still not looking at me. 

He was pouting with his arms crossed, looking the other way while he sat on the king sized bed 

"Heechul Samchon has a cat" 

"A cat" I could almost see his eyes sparkle, but he was being stubborn and still faced the window

"Yes and his name is Heebum" 

"HEEBUM IS REAL??" he squealed putting his hands on his face 

"Yes yes" I laughed "now come on, dinner is ready" I continued 

I know this child too well; after all he is my baby. 

"COMING" he yelled happily and jumped into my arms 

I sat down at the table, pulling Jun up to my lap; he was busy playing around with his fingers to notice the large group of boys around us 

"Noona, is he allowed to eat this?" he said pointing to the meat in the center of the table 

"I haven't fed him solids such as meat yet so I don't know-"

"I WANNA EAT DAT" Jun yelled 

Jun you must really not like me today

I took a small piece of the chicken on my plate and put a tiny bit in his mouth 

"Jun do you like it?" 

He nodded head up and down while chewing

The guys chuckled 

"He’s so cute" Ryeowook said 

"Hehe thank you" I replied 

"I thought no one could beat Sungmin hyung’s aegyo or henrys aegyo" Kyuhyun said glancing at the two that were mentioned 

"Kyu he's two! I'll show you who the real aegyo king is" Sungmin pouted

"Just you wait until we go inside our room" he said quietly while glaring at Kyu 

"Sorry guys I have become too y for cuteness" Henry smirked

"Henry, smirking is reserved for Heechul and Kyuhyun" 

"BUT I WANNA BE Y" he pouted 

"Sorry Mochi" Heechul shook his head

"No, no remember trap? I was y then~" 

"That was like almost a year ago" 

"Hyung it came out this June, it’s December now" 

"... We need to fatten you up again. You don't look like my Mochi anymore" Heechul complained

"Yea he does look ier" I said  

"He does?" 

"I do?" 

"Yea." 

"How?" 

"Last time I saw you, you were an innocent fuzz ball, with puffy cute cheeks, now you're skinny and you were already good looking-" 

"NOODLE MAN" Jun shouted pointing to Henry 

Oh my dear Shisus 

"Jun don't shout" 

"SHOWWY" 

"Jun!" 

“Whats my name?” Henry asked playfully

“Noodle man” Jun said

“Why?” Henry pouted. Jun put his hands on his head

“Dere iss ramun on your head”

“Umma we need to cook that before it goes bad” Jun turned around to look at me

The entire table burst out laughing

“Oh my Shisus Heejun that was the best” Shindong wiped a fake tear away

Jun looked so confused; it added more fuel to the fire.

We ate dinner and went to watch a movie (in the living room) 

"Hyung let's watch Lion King!" Kyuhyun laughed 

"YA! Are you making fun of me?" Heechul said 

"Ani Hyung why would I do that?" he asked "confused"

Heechul glared at him while picking up Jun and sitting Jun on his lap 

"What do you want to watch?" 

Jun pouted not knowing what to say 

"Let’s watch Cinderella??" 

"No!" Jun pouted "dats for giwls" 

"Then the titanic?" 

"Ya! He's only 2" 

"Then how about ... Monsters Inc.?" 

"He gets scared" 

"NEMO!!" Donghae yelled 

"MEMO!" Jun yelled 

"It’s Nemo" Dongahe argued

"No it's memo" Jun replied puffing his cheeks

"Nemo" 

"Memo" 

"NEMEMO" Ryeowook said ending the argument 

Both Donghae and Jun pouted 

"Nememo it is" I said 

-5 minutes into the movie- 

"KYAAA NO NEMEMO MOMMY DERE IJ A SHAWK TUWN AWAOUND" Jun yelled waving his hands up and down as if he could get her attention

He actually screamed when the shark ate the fish and it's babies 

Jun watched only half of the movie before he fell asleep in my arms 

~

Just minutes after I managed to put Jun in his crib without waking him up, a loud "Thud" was heard (mostly because it was right in front of me)

"What was that?" I asked as I exited my room 

I peeked into Kyuhyun and Sungmin’s room and saw Kyuhyun on the ground and Sungmin happily nodding 

"This is what you get Kyu" Sungmin laughed

"Min?" I said opening the door

"Oh hi Noona do you need anything?" 

I shook my head no and left 

Note to self: Do not threaten Sungmin’s position as aegyo king.

Today was my first day back, honestly I was nervous. What if they're only doing this because they pity Jun and I? What if they don’t want me here but because their diva said so they have to keep me here...?  I literally slapped myself. Whatever the truth is, it'll slap me in the face just like it always does so it doesn't matter! I thought with determination in my eyes 

"Let’s see tomorrow looks like a busy day" I pouted looking at my schedule 

Ugh I don't like the way things are going. I didn't want Heechul to know about jun. I’ve mentioned this too many times before but I can't help it! It's not like I hate him, but if I were to be with him then everything I’m trying to protect would be gone. I'm unhappy about the fact that Jun doesn't have someone he can call "appa" but I don't want to burden Heechul. What am I saying? I don't even know anymore. My heart hurts too much to think. 

I wouldve updated earlier but then i got caught up in a fanfic and then i was watching random SJ videos. i wanted to update and then sleep but guess not =P 

should there be a time skip? like after a couple of months? or years? or should it be like random days ? does my question even make sense? 

hehe well i hope you enjoyed ^^ 

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and listen to this while you're at it ^^ 

Hero PV (Super Junior) 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXUySL1uzx4

Hanamizuki PV (KRY)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAIfqOYoKY0

Tuxedo (Super Junior) 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FNBB9P9hoV8

Bambina (Super Junior)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jpgnDUjzQUk

I Wanna Dance - Room Version- (EunHae) 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PkBpIqIZUOM

Maybe tomorrow - The Queens Classroom OST (Ryeowook) 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ER6y7khVJq0#at=100

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