A light flashed 

"Let's be best friends forever" a little girl innocently said to the boy sitting beside her 

"Of course!" the boy smiled at her 

"Pinky promise?" he asked her 

"Pinky promise" the girl smiled brightly 

"Then let's stay together forever!" the girl giggled 

Another light flashed 

"Guess what? Guess what?" a teenage girl said excitedly to a teenaged boy who sat beside her on his bed 

"What?" he asked 

"I got my schedule! And I'm in five of your classes!!" she smiled brightly 

Another bright flash 

"SUZY NO! DONT!" the teenaged boy cried as he ran towards another teenaged girl 

"I'm sorry I just can't deal with this anymore" 

"SUZY NO I'LL HELP YOU I'LL DO WHATEVER I CAN JUST PLEASE DON'T DO THIS TO ME!" the boy screamed 

The girl chuckled sadly and shook her head 

"I'm sorry" she said softly and turned around "goodbye" she smiled a painful smile, she closed her eyes and let a few tears fall

"NO!" the boy was too late. The girl had already crashed painfully to the ground 

"WHY!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!" he cried "WHY ARE THE ONES I LOVE ALWAYS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME?" the boy screamed in Agony 

Another flash 

"It’s not okay but you'll get through this" a teenage girl said to a teenage boy hopefully, sitting near his door

"THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT" an older man exclaimed 

"YOU WERE THE CARELESS MOTHER SHOULDN'T YOU HAVE BEEN WITH HER?" 

"AS IF YOU'RE ANY BETTER" 

The two argued right after the funeral 

"STOP IT BOTH OF YOU! CANT YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOU'RE HURTING THEM? FIRST SUZY AND NOW DAVID" the teenage girl yelled at the bickering parents 

"And who do you think you are stepping in on our personal affairs" 

"Someone who actually cares about David and Suzy" 

Both parents gasped at the girls’ bluntness 

"Put your differences aside and stay by Davidson side. You guys need one another more than anything else" the girl wisely said 

Another flash 

Where is he? Where did he go? Why isn't he replying to my calls and why isn't he at home? Did something happen? 

"Mrs. Heinly do you know where David went?" 

"David? You mean David Park?" 

"Yes" 

"We don’t know, well the teachers don't. He just disappeared" 

The girl ran around their favorite places in despair 

"No David! No don't leave me!" she screamed in the middle of the street. People were giving her looks but she could've cared less.

She began crying and a faint voice, just like suzy's before she died, was heard; I'm sorry, Goodbye.

~~~

Tae Hee POV 

"...a!" A voice said 

"YA! Wake up" the voice repeated 

"Tae Hee, get up" 

I shot up with my eyes widened, I was trembling.

"hey... are you okay" the  voice now softly asked 

I looked over and saw Heechul looking at me with pure worry in his eyes. He began rubbing my back as tears escaped my eyes.

Why do I feel so safe with him beside me?

I clutched onto his shirt, letting silent tears fall out. I didn't make a sound crying, after all practice makes perfect. Heechul picked me up and carried me out to somewhere. I didn't have any strength in me to yell at him to put me down.

I felt a cold breeze; I looked around to see where we were, through my tears. 

Why are we on the roof? 

"Okay, now cry your heart out" 

I looked up to see if he was kidding, I was still in his arms; he had a serious expression on his face. When Heechul has a serious face, it looks like he's going to kill someone. 

"I said let it all out, you've been holding in too much" 

He'll just say it’s okay and try to calm me down but how do I do that when things aren't okay? How do I get away from a serial killer/ whose out to get me? And my best friend whom I forgot? And my promise? What a great friend I am

"I don't understand and it's not okay but it’s good to let your feelings out. Don't bottle it in or else you'll explode" Heechul said 

I was utterly shocked, you really don't know what to expect with Heechul.

"Wait here" he said putting me down 

I sat there confused as to what was happening. Why was he even in my room earlier?  

"Here" he said holding up two cups 

"You drink right?" 

I shook my head no "not since I left" I answered, wiping away some tears

I don't want Jun to see me drunk. I do too many rash things when I'm drunk, for example the making of Jun, not that it was a bad thing, I love Jun, I guess a good example would be the new year’s eve party I  went to…. Let’s just say that there are some things that people just don’t want to tell. 

We shall not go further into detail. I refuse to speak.

"Well then say hello to our old friends ~" he smiled and pulled out a Soju bottle 

But once in a while doesn't hurt, it's been two years too long!

"I don’t remember seeing that in the fridge" I asked a bit suspicious 

"Who said I got it from the fridge?" he answered 

Seriously never know what to expect from the man named Kim Heechul 

"It's been almost a year since you came back, wanna catch up" he suggested

"No" I bluntly answered 

"You know you want to talk to someone" 

"Then I'll talk to Leeteuk when he comes back" 

"You'll wait two months? Tae Hee I know you and you can't keep to yourself okay? Last time you did that you went insane and left us"

No one pov

They began drinking and talking 

Tae Hee was drunk after her second bottle. Well at least Heechul thought so. Heechul took this opportunity to ask her about Jun 

"Who is Jun?" 

"Jun? As in Heejun? He's my baby" She slurred 

"Whose his daddy" he asked 

"His daddy? Oops I can't tell you that one" she laughed 

"Why not" 

"Because I don't wanna trouble his daddy, he's busy and has a very high reputation" 

"Does his daddy know Jun?" 

"U-huh" 

"Do you still love his daddy?" 

She nodded "but I can't love him" she then shook her head 

"Why not" 

"Because someone is gonna get hurt in the end" 

Heechul had no luck; he still didn't know who Jun’s dad was

"Tae Hee?"

"Hmm" 

"If Jun’s appa accepted him then would you go back" 

"Even if he did I can't go back, petals will be angry" 

Petals? As in my fans the petals? 

All of a sudden she started crying 

"What's wrong" Heechul asked 

"I forgot someone I didn't want to forgot" 

"Who?" 

"A friend of mine who disappeared a while back" 

"Oh" 

"We were best friends" 

"It's been 14 years since I last saw him" 

"I forgot him! And he was the world to me!" 

"Why so" Heechul got jealous 

Jealous? Me? Kim Heechul? Girl, do you know who you're talking to? I'm Kim Heechul the great, I don't get jealous over anyone 

"When Umma and Appa left me in America I was alone, he was my only friend, we'd been best friends for four years and then he left" 

"What happened to him?" 

"His sister, Suzy, commit suicide in front of him, his parents blamed it on one another for the reason why she commit suicide. I don't know what happened in their family but I remember that he stopped coming to school all of a sudden."

"We promised that we would be together forever! David left me all of a sudden and never came back" she cried for an hour straight 

"There, there" 

She fell asleep in his arms, resting on his chest 

Crap? Yea I know. I’m sorry.

WELCOME BACK HEENIM <3 

please do not expect weekly updates for a couple of months (like one or two) im actually having a difficult time adjusting to my schedule at school

things happening at school make me wanna write more stories though, i cant cuz of HW and all. like i slept all day, from 5 pm to 10pm and had to wake up cuz i remembered i had HW and two fanfics waiting to be updated. the next chapter is/ has been formed, created wahtever you want to call it but i need to find time to edit it and make it look the way i want it to ^^ 

im sorry, im really sorry i cant provide you guys with constant updates. im sorry TT.TT ill try. ill try very hard to.