Appa?
Meeting this pabo again
I laid in bed thinking seriously
How do I tell Jun I'm his dad? Should I do it bluntly
"Jun I'm your dad"
Nah he wouldn't believe me
Aish how am I supposed to tell him? Should I get Tae Hee to help me?
No I want to do this myself
Ya Kim Heechul, just tell the child that your his dad
Aish
You're over thinking it Heenim
Maybe
WHAT? Maybe? Ya Kim heechul this is your inner coice speaking! How the he'll do you expect me to be wrong? I'm the Kim Heechul behind you you don't you dare look down on me
Woah what's with the rage quit ?
Shut up don't question your stupidity
Your calling yourself stupid
Why the hell are we on this topic?
Your ignoring my words
Well you're the one acting like a five year old
As if your any better
"Hyung" a voice said suddenly, scaring Heechul
"Ya you bunny you gave me a heart attack"
"He he sorry hyung"
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing I just didn't feel like sleeping"
"And when you can't sleep you don't go to the roof or the kitchen but you come to my room"
"Of course!"
"Sungmin tell me what happened"
"Hyung... I don't know where to begin"
"from the start"
"Hyung"
"I'm kidding, come here"
He sat down bedside Heechul
"Hyung I feel guilty"
"For what?"
"Kyuhyun and I.."
"Had ? I knew it"
"Hyung! That's not it!" Sungmin blushed.
"Hyung~"
"Okay okay"
"It's about going to the military. Is it scary?"
"Don't worry Sungmin you'll be fine, just be your manliest"
"Manliest?"
"Yea, be buff but not too much just be normal. Don't do aegyo! Or tell them you're gay"
"O-okay"
"Sungmin"
"Hmm"
"How do you tell a kid that your his dad"
"Omo hyung are you implying that Jun if your son"
"Sungmin answer my question"
"Just tell him that your his dad"
"What if he doesn't accept me"
"He's been looking for his dad I doubt he's gonna reject you"
"I guess your right"
"Tell me when the wedding is okay?" Sungmin got up and ran away
"Okay- ya Sungmin!" Heechul yelled as soon as he realized what he said
Next day
I woke up with a nervous heart, I got ready and went down to the breakfast table
"Hyung you have a radio show to go to at 12 with Eunhyuk be there on time"
"Anything else" I asked
"Nope"
"Who's staying home today?"
"Heechul only"
"O-oh okay Heechul take care of Jun, he doesn't want to go with me today"
"Remember he has ballet class at 3:45 and his class ends at 5:30 and don't forget to pick him up, also if I'm not back by 8:30 then make sure he goes to sleep at that time okay?"
"Yes now go~"
As everyone leaves for their schedules I lazed around, watching TV
Jun woke up and came to the living room
"Where is umma" he asked while rubbing his eyes
"She went to work"
"I'm hungry" he changed the subject again
"Do you want cereal" I asked
He nodded cutely
I sat him down in his chair as I served him his cereal
"Jun..."
"Neh..."
"Do you want to meet your Appa?"
His eyes twinkled "my Appa?"
"Yes your Appa" I chuckled
"Where where! I want to meet Appa"
"What if your Appa is someone you already met"
"That depends.. Do I like him"
"Haha I don't know"
"Who is my appa"
"What if I said it was me"
"Are you saying that as a question or are you trying to tell me dat it's you"
"Jun I'm your Appa" I said bluntly this time
Jun stopped eating his cereal and jumped off of his seat, startling me
"What's wrong -" I started saying
He jumped onto my lap, hugged me and began crying
His snot was ruining my shirt but I could care less
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier"
"Appa~" he wailed
He calmed down after a few minutes but then his mood changed instantly
"Appa! Why didn't you tell me you were my Appa"
"Because i was being stupid"
"Pabo Appa" he laughed
"Let's see how about today we go out and go to Lotte World"
"Lotte World?! My Appa is the best"
"Only after your ballet class is over"
"Appa will you watch me?"
"Of course!"
"Yay now I'm not the only one"
"What do you mean?"
"Appa, sometimes the other kids parents come in and watch them"
"Oh really"
"Yea and it makes me jealous because sometimes their umma comes sometimes their Appa comes and someone times their Appa and umma comes" he explained with his hands
"Next time I'll come with umma" I smiled making my precious baby smile too
It was almost time for his ballet class, we were in the car on our way to the ballet studio.
"Jun I have to let you know one thing" I said gaining Jun's attention from my iPhone "you can't say your Appa is Heechul okay? This is because Appa is a really really really big universal star, he has a lot of fans. Some of Appas fans are normal while some are... Crazy.. Those fans are called sasaeng fans. Appa doesn't want sasaeng fans to hurt Jun. Does Jun understand what Appa is saying"
"So I'm not allowed to say your name because your fans could hurt me"
"Potentially"
"Okay"
"Your not mad"
"Appa, All that matters is that I know who my Appa is" he said smartly
Damn this kid is smarter than I expected
They reached their destination and managed to make it on time. I wore a mask and was taking pictures like a mad fangirl
My baby is just like me, beautiful, talented, unique and best of all, photogenic.
the class ended quite quickly of you asked me
"Appa how was i?" Jun asked me in the car
"You were amazing! Appa didn't know jun could do ballet" Jun's eyes twinkled "Appa thinks jun should be in Super Junior now"
After taking a small rest and getting ready for Lotte world, we headed out to have some fun
"Appa Appa let's do this" jun pointed at all the games
I played with him until it was almost 9:00. We made lots of memories and took lots of pictures, our bond grew stronger as the seconds passed.
"Junnie let's go home now"
"Okay Appa"
When they reached home, I picked up the sleeping boy in the backseat and carried him home. And Kim Heechul does not do manual labor.
"Kumawo Appa" jun said in his sleep , cuddling towards the nemo plushie that Donghae bought for him
"I should be saying thanks to you jun"
Now I should plan how to make Tae Hee mine.
I seriously hate how limited my time is. like its 1 in the morning right now, and i figured that i might as well tell my readers why i havent updated in a while
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