By now we were sitting on the private jet, I was sitting at the end of our row while Henry was sitting beside me with only the aisle in-between 

"Henry...." I said 

"Ummma" Heejun cried louder 

Chaeri, not knowing the situation handed Heejun to me 

I rocked Heejun to make him quieter but noticed henrys constant stare 

"Umma I dwnt wike dis" Heejun said in my arms 

"Umma’s gonna protect you" I said trying to make him feel better 

"Is he.... Yours" henry said 

I nodded 

Shisus why is he here anyways? 

"I'm visiting my family...Noona is this where you've been all this time?" he asked 

I nodded again 

"Are you coming back to us?" 

I nodded my head in disapproval 

"Then can I tell them I saw you?" 

"No" I finally said 

"Why not" 

"Because I have my own reasons" 

"Can you at least say hi to them?" 

"No" I said 

He pouted "fine" was all he said and didn't ask any more about that 

"Henry... Meeting me here has to be a complete secret okay?" 

He looked hesitant but nodded his head 

"Kumawo" 

Heejun was eyeing Henry at the moment 

"Hey I'm Henry what's your name?" 

"Jun" he said putting his index finger in his mouth, he always did that when he was nervous or shy. 

He turned his head towards me and I sighed 

"Chaeri, Heejun, this is my friend Henry" I said as I introduced them 

"Henry this is my best friend Chaeri and my son Heejun" 

"Nice to meet you" he said in English 

Heejun seemed to be nervous and upset for some reason 

"Waegure Junnie?" 

"Mwlk" 

"My baby's hungry?" 

He nodded his head 

I fed him and watched him as he played on my lap 

"Noona how have you been?" 

"Fine, you?" I smiled 

"Same~ we finally got a break after such a long time, I took it as an opportunity to visit my family in Canada" he said 

"After you left the dorm felt emptier" he pouted 

"You should've seen Heechul! He was super depressed since you left, then Hangeng happened and he was just totally out of it" 

I knew what he was talking about. I knew every bit of it, sure I left the guys but I never forgot them. I always found myself, whenever I had the time to go on the Internet and search up their news and what not; listen to their new album and everything.

"you know that Kangin Hyung came back and now Leeteuk hyung’s going right? And that Heechul Hyung is still I'm the army" 

I didn't reply, I just nodded 

I was happy that he was gone and I wouldn't have to worry about meeting him but at the same time, what if something happened? What If he got hurt? Omona no don't think about it 

The flight was a long one but it felt short since I was asleep or trying to put Junnie to sleep

"Noona I have a schedule soon but before I go give me your number and address so we can talk more when we have time" Henry said quickly 

I gave him my number and address

"Only because you’re my favorite Mochi" I said making Henry smile 

He left after us saying something about fan girls chasing him and not wanting to put us in any danger 

We got into a taxi and drove away to Chaeri’s apart-

"Ya! I thought you said it was your apartment!" I said looking up at the familiar building

"It is! My appa owns this building that's why we get to live in it for free" she said 

I pouted at her words. She may have known a bit about my past but she doesn't know that I lived here, it wasn't really... Necessary Info 

"Tae Hee ah let's go" 

I nodded my head 

Why am I so speechless today? 

We walked into the elevator 

"What floor" I asked 

"15" she replied looking at her phone 

"15?" I asked shocked 

Aish maybe I should've told her! Geez now I live right next to them

I pressed the number 15 and waited for the door to open thankfully the coast was clear and our neighbors weren't home 

"You like it?" Chaeri asked me 

"I love it" I said looking at the interior 

Okay I can't lie, it's one of the best looking apartments I've seen, 1000x better than our old one 

"Is this one of those luxury apartments?" 

"Yep" she proudly smiled 

"Aigoo you didn't have to do this much for us, I'll pay you back one day for sure" 

"Then starting next month come to work with me" 

"Sure" I said

Just then Heejun woke up 

"Morning sunshine" 

"Mwrning" he said sleepily 

"WOAH" his eyes widened in shock "Where are we!" he asked me 

"This is our new home, we live in Korea now" I replied 

"Kowea? What's dat?" 

"It’s a place" 

"Is daddy here" he asked 

I didn't know how to reply 

"I told you daddy is busy with something's so he can't come to us" 

"Where is he?" 

"Working" 

"Where" 

"Here" 

"I wanna know" he pouted 

"Sorry baby daddy didn’t tell me" 

He poured but I knew this battle wasn't over. He's the type to get what he wants but I swore from day one that he won't know who his daddy is. I don't want him to know, not even Chaeri knows. If anyone knew, than 'daddy' would be screwed

"Catt where’s Bummie where my Bummie" Heejun said 

Like father like son I didn't even name the cat yet he calls it Bummie 

"Here, here" I said 

"Let’s get some rest first and then unpack" 

I nodded my head, today was a long day. I need my sleep 

~ 

I was awakened by a ray of rare sunshine on my face 

I looked over to see Jun sleeping peacefully, cuddling next to me. 

I moved away carefully not to wake Heejun up

If this child slept it would've been a miracle. Despite his actions on the plane and at night, this child is super active and mischievous. Oh and he definitely has a sharp mind and mouth, Aish as much as I hate it, he reminds me of his father. 

Why can't you tell him? 

He's an idol remembers? And he's too stupid to even try to look for me. 

I wanted to meet him again but I didn't want to be a burden, I don't ever want to make him feel obligated to take care of me or Heejun. If he finds out about Heejun and feels obligated to take us in and marry me then I won't accept it at all, no matter how much I love him, not matter what, I don't want to be, one chased and killed by his ELFs and petals and tow, be a burden on his personal love life and career. 

I washed up and went to the kitchen 

"Aigoo we need to go shopping, we have no food" I thought aloud 

I walked over to Chaeri’s room and found her sleeping uncomfortably on her bed 

"Aigoo this girl" I though

"Ri~Ri~ wake up" 

"Nuu" she said 

"Wake up and watch Jun" 

"Nuu" 

I sighed and turned around to wake her up with water. It works you know. But to my dismay I didn't get to mess with her since my baby woke up

"Aigoo, why do you have your uncle’s sensitive ears?" I asked Heejun who was rubbing his sleepy eyes 

"Jun wants to go with Umma" Jun said cutely looking up at me with his big round eyes 

"Aigoo who do you go after that makes you so cute?" I asked as I picked him up off the ground 

"Does Jun want to go shipping with Umma ?" 

He nodded his head 

"Usemycard" Chaeri said

"Huh" 

"Use my card" she said again, handing me her purse 

"Last one" she added 

I took out the card and put it in my pocket

"Kumawo" 

I dressed Jun up and then got dressed myself 

"Let’s go" I said taking my purse while setting Jun in his stroller 

We reached the elevator and waited for it to open 

"Does my baby Jun like Korea" 

"Naee" he smiled widely 

The elevator door opened slowly, revealing the person inside. 

"Noona what are you doing here" Henry said shocked 

"Umm uh..." 

"Coffee?" he asked 

I nodded my head and went inside the elevator 

He had his disguise on so we walked over to the cafe beside the apartment 

"Noona how come you were at the dorm" he asked after we found a seat and ordered our food 

"I'm your neighbor" I answered 

"But I thought..." 

"My friend, Chaeri, her father owns the building so we got a free rent there" 

"Oh" 

"Ajussi she's my Umma and you can't have her" Heejun said glaring at Henry 

"Heejun" I said shocked at my not-even-two-year-old boy 

"Umma I don't wike him" Jun said 

"Jun, be nice, Umma likes him okay? He's a nice person" 

Heejun pouted and sighed 

"I wawned you" he said shrugging his shoulders

"Ignore his rude comments, he just never sees me with guys so he doesn't like it" I explained to Henry who had an understanding look on his face 

"Hmmm Heejun ah, do you like ice-cream" Henry asked 

"Ice-cream?" Jun's eyes lit up 

Henry nodded his head "yep" 

He nodded his head happily 

"What kind?"

"Banilla" Jun answered 

"Then should I buy you some?" Henry asked 

"No no no that's unnecessary, he hasn't had breakfast yet either"

"Then after breakfast?" Henry asked while both of them were pouting 

"Fine fine" I said giving in to the irresistible pouts 

We finished eating and soon after that I got a text from Chaeri saying that she'd be gone for a bit and that she left a key at the reception desk 

"Noona who’s the appa?" 

"Someone" 

"As in..." 

"Someone"

"You don't wanna say do you?" 

"Of course not!" 

"I don’t wanna say who it is right now, it's not the right time to do so" I said 

He pouted but accepted the fact that I didn't want to talk about this 

"Fine, fine, but Noona when was he born?" 

"Who? Heejun?"

"Yea?" 

"About 25 months ago" I lied. A year and 8 months ago actually.

"Awee he's so cute” 

He looks just like you" Henry said smiling, I smiled at his comment 

We caught up for the next thirty minutes and then he had to leave 

"Don’t over work yourself" 

"Noona if you need a Mochi to talk to, you know where to find your special Mochi" he said as I chuckled at his words 

Soon I found myself and Jun at the grocery store, shopping for a month’s supply of food, I don't care about eating out or at home but both Chaeri and Jun love homemade food better~ 

I bought a ton of stuff but that was only groceries, I asked the manager if I could have someone help  me carry all of my bags home and thankfully there was someone, after that Heejun and I went shopping for more stuff but this time I made sure to take Chaeri’s backup car with me

I got inside some store that looked like it sold food but I was wrong, it was a store that sold Kpop merch the first thing that I saw was a big bang poster. 

He really was a star wasn't he, Jiyong that is. 

At that time I didn’t believe him, not until -Chaeri calls me this- I became a stalker of k-pop groups -hey one song is enough to get you to want to listen to more- 

Flashback 

My flight was in the evening but I totally forgot about Jiyong 

"Jiyong ah are you free?" 

"Yea I'm free Wae Noona?" 

"Um ah some things came up and I need to see you right away" 

"Okay let's meet up in the cafe on XX Street" 

"Get there quickly okay" 

"Uh okay" 

~ 

I got there rather quickly and a few minutes after my arrival Jiyong came, fully disguised 

"Hey" he said cheerfully 

I knew I had a pained expression on my face because of the way his eyes looked at me, full of worry 

"Noona waegure?" 

"Miyanhae Jiyong" 

"Waegure" 

"I'm... I'm moving to someplace else" 

"Wae" he asked confused 

"My... My parents passed away and... And I think I need to leave and start anew. “I said 

"But what about..." 

"Can we break up?" 

"Wae... Long distance relationship won't work" 

"No... You said so yourself, I’m sorry, it just can't happen" I said tears rolling down my face 

He got up and sat beside me, pulling me into a hug 

"I don't want to leave you" he whispered "but if.. If you leaving and us ending... If that's what you feel is right... Then I guess... I have no choice... But to accept it" he said slowly 

I hugged him back, I thought he would be against it, I thought he would stop me but he didn't. I wanted to leave but even though I 'hated' him I still wanted to be with him, not as a girlfriend but as a friend. 

"If you ever return then call me." he said giving me his number

"Can I have a goodbye kiss" he asked

"But only if you want to" he followed up immediately 

I pecked his lips 

End of Flashback 

Maybe I should call him... He was my Bestie for the longest time... He hasn't heard from me in almost two years... 

I got home sometime in the evening, not caring if I looked like a pig or not. 

Heejun was moving around happily as I made him lunch as well as for myself 

~ 

It was night time now and everyone was asleep, I lay in my bed, facing Jun 

Miyanhae, I can't even let you meet your own father I thought 

Why didn't I tell Heechul?

Because he'd probably hate me and tell me to abort Heejun. I'd end up leaving anyway, it’s not like he loved me. I still love him, even after all this time.

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