Reasons
Meeting this pabo again
"Why did you leave" Heechul asked softly
"I... I couldn't take things anymore. It was so hard"
"About your parents death?"
She nodded "that and the fact that I had practically ed you under the influence of alcohol"
"I told you that we would discuss it later"
"I... It seems selfish but in reality I just didn't wanna see you get hurt"
"Eh?"
"If we had , you would take responsibility, even if you act like one of those people who won't, you will, I know you too well Heechul"
"Then is Heejun my son"
"You tell Me"
"He is my son?"
Tae Hee nodded looking at him with a pout on her face.
"The last thing I want is for my baby to be rejected"
"You thought I was going to reject my own baby?"
Tae Hee nodded "I thought you said you knew me"
"I do! It's just that the fear of Heejun not being accepted, it was too big."
"When did you find out you were pregnant?"
"A couple months after I left"
"So you found out in canada"
"He was born in Canada, on a snowy day, Chae-ri was standing beside me the entire time."
Flashback
I was with Chae-ri, taking a stroll around the snow covered park.
"When did they say you're due"
"Sometime this week, maybe even today" I chuckled
"Are you afraid of the pain? I heard it hurts a lot"
"I heard too! I'm scared~ but the thing is, I'll only be willing to go through the pain because My precious baby is worth it. I'd do anything in the world just to be able to see my baby!" I said
"That's good! My optimism has passed on to you!"
"Thanks for always being there for me!"
"Is that even something to thank for? Why wouldn't I be there for you? You're my best friend and I'm your best friend! I'm bound to be by your side!"
"Awe~ that was really cute Chae-ri! Give Unnie a hug"
"Hehe" Chae-ri complied
A few minutes into their walk, Tae Hee started to feel a wet liquid run down her thighs
"Oh my Chae! My water broke! Hurry! Oh my Shisus!"
We were fairly close to the car so we drove to the hospital
We were inside the pregnancy level and they gave me a room to lay in
"Okay now I want you to breathe in and out, in and out" the doctor said as the nurse grabbed on of my hands
I squeezed it tight, the pain was too much
At the same time Chae-ri took my other hand and as I squeezed it just as hard. She looked at me with extreme worry
I felt utterly weak, all of my energy had been drained out of me. But her voice brought me back
"Unnie! Unnie! Don't fall asleep! Remember what you said to me! You'll go through the pain for your baby! You better live up to your words! Unnie you can do it! Do it for your baby!"
I felt determination build up in myself and soon I heard a faint cry before I passed out
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I woke up, feeling slightly dizzy
I looked to my left and saw my baby fast asleep, on my right was Chae-ri, smiling brightly at me while she cut apples
I chuckled, it reminded me of someone I needed to forget for their safety
"It's a boy" Chae ri said
"They'd like to name him you know, so that his birth certificate has his real name"
I thought for a moment. What should I name him? Hee something
"Heejun" it was the first name that came into mind
She smiled at me, silently agreeing with my decision.
A few seconds later, the silence was ruined by a loud cry
I smiled despite the disturbance, my baby is calling for me
I held him, my delicate angel, my only family, my only hope. His cries were still there, my motherly instinct told me if was hunger
I lifted my hospital gown up slowly and fed him. He looked up at me, his eyes never leaning mine. It was as if he thought that I was going to leave him if he were to look away
He has Heechul's eyes I noticed
I smiled, no matter how much I wanted to move on I couldn't. There would always be a reminder, not a sad reminder but a happy one. I don't regret having heejun, not one bit.
End of flashback
Meanwhile in the dorm...
"What's this?" Kyu hyun picked up a letter when he was going through the private mail."
"Lab reports" was what the small envelop read
Kyuhyun widened his eyes
Just as he was about to open it, Sungmin came into the room
"Kyu?" Sungmin asked
"Hmm?"
"I think... I think we shouldn't have gone to the lab.."
"Why?"
"I don't know it seems wrong, I feel guilty because it's not my right to know first, it's hyungs right to know and it's Noonas option to tell. What if she doesn't want to tell?"
"But hyung really wants to know if Jun is his baby or not"
"Yes, but no. He has to persuade noona to tell him, otherwise it would be cheating"
"Min..." Kyuhyun looked at his boyfriend and smiled "okay, I'll throw away the letter. No one needs to know until noona tells us all"
Sungmin nodded happy that his boyfriend agreed to do what he suggested
I seriously hate how limited my time is. like its 1 in the morning right now, and i figured that i might as well tell my readers why i havent updated in a while
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