*Mia's P.O.V*

Its been a week since I'm here in the hospital but the worst thing is i still can't walk.

But their is a posibility that i can walk again but i need to go under theraphy for a three months and if i won't be able to walk again then i won't really be able to walk forever. 

Chanyeol was trying to talk to me, i tried ignoring him. I'm still mad at him he was the reason why i'm like this. 

He once give me a teddy bear and baby's breathe flower asking for forgiveness but i guess i won't be forgiving him right now. Not now but someday.

The boys will be on tour after 3 days it won't be in Asia it will be in UK far away from me. No one will be here to accompany me. 

I need to decide if i will be going on theraphy today. If i said yes tomorrow will be the start of my theraphy, which I'm afraid of what if i won't be able to walk anymore? How about my dreams? what will happen to me?

There are so many thoughts in my mind, my thought was interrupted by someone opening the door. 

"So have you decided?" the doctor ask standing infront of my hospital bed 

"I already did" i said 

The boys look at me, waiting for my answer 

"I will go on theraphy" i said making them all smile

 I know they are trying to cheer me up and not want to think negative but sometimes i can't help think negatively.

"Okay we will start tomorrow, your brother just need to fill up some forms" the doctor said while me nodding 

The doctor went out the room the boys followed him except one. Chanyeol

"What?" i asked him

"I'm really sorry" he said i look at him. I can see sorrow in his eyes, which i hate seeing it because i miss his eyes that lights up. 

"Its okay, but i can't forgive you that easily" i said sighing

"I know and i will try my very best to get your trust back" he said determined 

I look at him and smile.

Maybe i will forgive him, well i really do plan on forgiving him but not today, someday. 

And let me tell you I still have feelings for him and its a deep feelings.