Chapter 35: Remembering Him

Love by a Monster

~One week~

 

One week has passed, I was depressed about the whole thing and I haven’t seen him. I decided to visit my dad since I missed him.

 

“Hi daddy” I greeted

 

“Hi sweet heart, what brings you here today?” he asked

 

“I missed you don't you miss me?” I asked

 

“Everyday.” He answered

 

“Good.” I smiled even though  I was trying to hide the depression

 

“Stop it sweetie.” He suddenly said

 

“Stop what?” I asked

 

“Pretending to be fine but your not.” He said

 

I can never hide anything from my dad he reads me like an open book.

 

“Dad, I don't know what to do, I know I’m supposed to be with someone but I can't help but fall for another guy. Daddy I know I’ll only end up hurting one of them.” I said as I felt tears slowly trailing from my eyes.

 

“Sweetheart, who is this person your falling in love with?” My dad asked

 

“GD.” I answered

 

“Look sweetie all you have to do is follow your heart, whatever your heart decides that will be your answer.” He said as he held my hand

 

I smiled and nodded, I didn’t stay long with my dad because visiting hours were over, so I left and decided to take a stroll around the cold city of Seoul. I walked through parks and mall, I even walked home and it's a far place to walk from my dad’s retirement home to my apartment. When I got home I opened the door and walked in. The room smelled like GD and me inhaling his scent made me even miss him. I took off my shoes and plopped down to my bed. When I laid down I felt something piercing my back, I get up and pulled the covers open, I found what look like a half of a gem, it was blue too. When I picked it up it reminded me of the sapphire I had, so I took out the  box and join the two stone together. It began to glow and when it joined it started to float. Suddenly an image came out of me and GD I looked at it and it was like a mini clip, I watched as little by little I start to remember the times I spent with him. I felt a throb in my head and I fell to the ground. All these flashes of memories started coming back to me and I couldn’t help but notice the part where we were both having ual . When it stopped there, the stone fell to my bed and I looked up.

 

“Ji yong ah.” I called out his name

 

I get up and ran out. I didn't care whether or not I had shoes on, I just had to go to him. I was so desperate, that I literally ran over to his house. When I got there, I started banging on the door. Finally it opened and TOP was standing in front of me.

 

“Mika, what are you doing here?” He asked

 

“Where’s GD?” I asked as I barged in

 

“He left.” TOP answered

 

“Where to?” I asked

 

“Why are you asking him, aren't you the one that rejected him?” He asked

 

“I remember everything.” I smiled

 

“You do?” the rest of the boys said as they suddenly showed up

 

“yea, that’s why I need to find him, so where is he?” I asked

 

They all gave me this sympathetic look, and averted my eyes

 

“Guys, where is he?” I asked

 

“Mika, I’m sorry you just missed him, he left to demon world.” TOP said

 

“What? Why?” I asked

 

“He thought you’ll never be able to remember him again so he left and he can never come back.” Taeyang said

 

“What do you mean he can never come back, I mean he has the ability to come back and forth right?” I asked

 

“Ji yong ah gave up his ability to transfer back and forth to the demon world and human world.” Taeyang said

 

“I guess I remembered too late, I don't blame him.” I said as I start to tear up.

 

“Mika, I’m so sorry.” TOP apologized

 

“No I should be the one apologizing, I was being selfish. I wanted to forget about him so I would not suffer without him.” I said as I fell to the ground

 

The boy all surrounded me and sat on the floor trying to comfort me. After a while I got tired so TOP carried me to the bedroom and laid me down on GD’s bed. I laid there smelling his scent and trying to embrace it. Ji yong ah, I’m sorry I didn't mean to make you suffer like this. I wish I never did that, I’m sorry.

 

~2 Months~

 

Its been 2 months since Ji yong ah left and went back to the human world. I was missing him everyday. I was looking through his drawers when I found his ipod. I started listening to it, there was a playlist that had my name on it to I went to that playlist. When the playlist finally showed up it had three songs. One was ‘Monster’ the other one was ‘Tell me goodbye’ and the last one is ‘blues’ I pressed on the first song and it finally started. The music was very soft and soothing. As I listened I began to cry, what have I done, I drove the only person I ever love away from me.

 

“Teayang can you guys visit Ji yong ah for me, I just want to see hoe he’s doing.” I told them

 

“sure, I’ll go now.” He said as the boys get up and opened up the portal,

 

here is my chance, I sprinted and jumped in, I heard the boys calling my name but I ignored them and let myself fall in.

 

“Sorry guys, but I have to see him myself.” I said as I stared at them

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Sorry for the late update guys, i am working now and going to school so i am SUPER busy but i will try my best to update as soon as i can!!!! 

 

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