Through the Years
SOOTAE ONESHOTS
*NOTE:some of the events during soshi's career are not real . like when the switched to a bigger form, idk if that ever
happened. ^^V
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2003
"Wew , finally I can go home now " Sooyoung said while panthing . They just finished their
last round of practice .
"You coming ? " Jessica asked.
"In a little bit, you go first. " Jessica just nodded .
It's been a year since Sooyoung got accepted to be a trainee under SM entertainment . She , Jessica
and one other female were planned to be debuted as a trio. But eventually, the trio plan
did not pushed through. Instead, the were told to be part of a bigger group , maybe 13 members
or so. Of course it's quite hard for them to accept it .
"Hush, stop crying now Jess. Atleast we will still be able to debut ." Sooyoung said while patting Jess.
Since then , they had nothing else left to do but wait for their debut. They gradually accept it through time.
Sooyoung witnessed the change of group members in just months . She became quite upset for some of her friends
were being replaced.
2004
"Hey Soo. " Jess greeted her .
"Sup ? "
"Have you heard , SM found a replacement for that last girl they removed from our group."
"Oh really ? Who .." before she could finish her sentence Yoona and Seohyun came running to them saying
"Eonni Eonni ! She's here , the new girl is here! "
Just then one of the staff entered the room with the girl
"Everyone I would like you to meet our new trainee , Kim Taeyeon . I am requesting everyone to be kind to her
k? , Now Taeyeon suite yourself." Then the staff left.
Everyone then eyed and came closer to Taeyeon except for Soo who was busy eating, it's still breaktime after all.
"I heard your voice is amazing can we here it ? "
" Say , you were from all girls right ?"
"what is your age ? " questions came after questions that Taeyeon has no time to answer , Sooyoung saw the
nervous expression on Taeyeon's face.
"Yah, aren't you guys being rude? " The small crowd who was surrounding Taeyeon made way for Sooyoung.
She wiped her hands on her side and offered it for a handshake. " Hi, I'm Sooyoung . Taeyeon , right ? Nice to meet you."
Taeyeon who's still shy grabbed Soo's hand hesitantly . " Ni-nice to meet you too." And by that Sooyoung left her .
"KIM TAEYEON " Sooyoung thought .
The next day , Sooyoung came to the company early as usual . She greeted the guard and proceeded to the still empty
hallways of the company . She was heading to the practice room when she noticed the door already opened .
"Eh? Someone came earlier than me? impossible" She thougt. So she slowly and quietly peeked through the door
and was somehow surprised to see that new kid . Sooyoung stayed to her spot ,not knowing what to do .when suddenly
that new kid started singing .
Sooyoung was literally jaw dropped , TAeyeon's voice surely sound amazing, great , splendid.Like she;s witnessing
an angel singing. She can't explain her feelings .
"Beu..Beautiful.." Sooyoung said softly.
2007
"Finally , the long awaited day has come . I know I did not train that long , but as your leader I will take
up all the responsibilities as a leader should . I'm hoping for all of your cooperation . Now, let's give
our all . We will finally debut !" Their leader , Taeyeon said nervously and almost crying . The day all of them
had been waiting has finally arrived, the reason for them training so hard , the key to their dreams.
AFter their debut performance , they can proudly say now that they are a goup. They were congratulating each
other with tears, tears of joy . The staff also came and congratulated the girls, they had a small celebration.
AFTER THE CELEBRATION
"Now that you're formally a group , you have to live together in a dorm, You already know that right ?"
The girls just nodded.
"Now , I will assign the rooms and who you'll be roommates with ." The picking was almost done ..
"Now you 3 , the three of you will be roommates , unless one of you wants to be alone ?"
The three girls who were left , Taeyeon , Yoona and Sooyoung immediately shooked their heads. SOoyoung can't help
but be excited at the thought that she would be sharing a room with her .
" NOPE! Were fine with that , right Yoona? Taeyeon ?"
Many months passed and all of them gradually became closer . As for Sooyoung , something in her also grew . Her
longing to always be with her roommate, Taeyeon.
She felt weird having these kind of thoughts. She just regarded it as a great feeling of having a friend . But somehow
she's confused . She can't like a girl right ?
2009
It was just announced that they will move to a bigger dorm since they are now one of the most popular idols in Korea.
"They said that we will switch roommates now . " Hyo and Seohyun were discussing this when Sooyoung accidentally heard .
"Sw..switch rooms? Taeyeon .. " Somehow she felt really weird at her own thought , why would she be worried? as if
she would be roommate with a stranger , it will be one of her members so whats the big deal?
After a week, they already arrived at their new dorm , of course now knowing their new roommates. Sooyoung somehow
felt so gloomy at the thought .
During their first night the new dorm, Sooyoung can't sleep . Maybe because of the thought that she's not sleeping
with the persons she used to sleep with .So she went outside to the balcony to feel fresh air.
"Aaaa~quite cold ." Sooyoung talked to herslef
"Of course it would be cold , Pabo ." She was shocked to see Taeyeon still awake and heading to where she is .
"Yah , Yah , why are you still awake?"
"Maybe the same reason as yours ?"
'what ? your a mind reader now ? " Sooyoung thought , staring at the girl.
"I'm still not used to this , the new roommate thingy. You too right ?" Taeyeon said honestly .
"Ahh , umm somehow . "
"Oh well , I should probably get back now, so that I'll get used to this . Night Soo. " She tiptoed and kissed on
Sooyoung on the cheeks .
Unabled to react due to shock , Sooyoung just stood there , frozen.
"jus.. just what feeling was that ? " Sooyoung thought while holding the part Taeyeon kissed .
Now on her bed , Sooyoung can't help but get confuse on why was she even bothering to analyze that feeling when
Taeyeon kissed her .
"Could it be that .. No, no , i'm just shocked . She isn't usually like that so maybe . Ugh Gawd what the hell is this ?!"
2010
2009 was a great , somewhat a bad year for Sooyoung . SNSD rose to popularity during that year and on the same year
she became even more confused on her feelings toward Taeyeon.
They were busy preparing for their comeback performance and also their Japan debut .
They were doing their special performance , "My Bestfriend" on which Sooyoung and Taeyeon agreed to have a fake kiss.
They were on their ending pose and was about to do their fake kiss ,when their lips accidentally touched .. The weird
feeling Sooyoung had became stronger .Because of the contact , she is now considering the fact that , she , may like
Taeyeon .
After the performance ..
"Taeng , sorry bout that .. You see .. " Sooyoung was not able to continue her words.
"No , it's just an accident . Unless it's your first kiss then you should be sorry." Taeyeon said playfully .
2011
Now that SNSD have been more popular , that means more fans and fanservice .
Sooyoung is aware that pairings are popular among fans . Taeyeon was often with Tiffany so .. ( i know you already
got what i mean )
Sooyoung silently cursed , if she had been more close to Taeyeon on stage , maybe she won't be all hurt and jealous.
Wait what hurt and jealous ? since when ? why?
Sooyoung is aware of the fanservice TaeNy is giving . Witnessing it makes her heart ache , why ? she can't possibly be.
.. No , this is not right .. Help ..
2012-present
Acceptance
There she is again , unconsiously watching the two becoming all sweet . Of course hurt and jealousy is there. Somehow
she already got used to this feeling , she , accepted it .
During one of those sleepless nights .
"Aaa~ , how can I escape this ? I was just confused , but before I knew what this weird feeling is, I already fell.
So hard to the point of being jealous to .. to her .." Sooyoung the let out a sigh. She feels so heavy and burdened . If only there's someone , something that could help her sort out this feelings.
"I would never confess. This isn't right . It can never be right . " And by that she let out a tear escape .
"Kim Taeyeon if only you know, if only this is right ,if only i can tell you .. " And then another batch of tears escaped .
" I love you . . " she sighed . A heavy one . And went back to her room .
When she heard the sound of the door closing , Taeyeon fell on her knees . She heard everything . She covered
and weeped madly . She doesn't know Sooyoung was feeling the way she did , although she knew Sooyoung was more hurt.
"If only this is right , if only a way that this can be right .. " another batch of tears fell.
It was a long night for two hearts who are one , barred by reality .
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another update XD i'm so sorry if it didnt match your standard . ^^V i kinda got lost and i at endings.
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