Are You a Girl or What?

Antidepressant

 

“Chanyeol!” I yelled as I chased said person into our classroom. I had a big smile placed on my lips and the same had Chanyeol. I soon caught up to him, albeit his long limbs, but I was a fast runner. I grabbed his arms and made him stop and turn towards me. I pressed him up against a nearby wall and it must have looked strange; a small person stopping and pushing a taller person against the wall. “You owe me five bucks now.”

“Can’t you just forget them?” Chanyeol asked with that toothy smile he always had. He tried to fight against me, but funny enough, I was also stronger than him. I couldn’t stop smiling even though this situation was very serious. “Just this time, please?”

I laughed and then smiled at him. I made sure to get eye contact to seem more intimidating. “Do you want me to forget the five bucks I lent you so you could buy lunch, but ended up using them on some stupid game?”

“It was not stupid!” Chanyeol quickly defended himself. He fought against my grip, but gave up because he wasn’t strong enough. “I had to show a girl how strong I am and then she beat me and then I had to win my dignity back by beating her.”

“That’s just stupid! First you have to borrow money and then you can’t even beat a girl?” I laughed right up in his face and I could see his entire face turning into a tomato. His blood was boiling underneath his skin. He was so angry with me; I could see that. I knew Chanyeol hated to be made fun of, but that just made it funnier to do. “You’re pathetic. Are you a girl or what?”

And that was when Chanyeol lost it. He let out an almost inhumane sound and then he got enough strength to get me away. I was smarter than to stay there and quickly skipped out of the classroom before he even noticed that I’d let go. I smiled as I ran down the hallway and I heard Chanyeol stomping out of the classroom I left behind me.

“Stop right there, you pathetic little !” he yelled with his deep voice. I could hear his heavy, long steps trying to catch up to me, but I was too fast. He couldn’t keep up so I quickly ran around a corner and another one so Chanyeol wouldn’t be able to see me. I hid in a small depot with toilet paper and waited for the danger to disappear.

I stayed in that depot with a smile placed on my lips the entire time. When it was safe outside I got out and ran in the opposite direction of what I was running in before. When I got out to the big hallways I looked in both directions and in the end close to the classroom my next class would take place in, stood Chanyeol. His arm was around a boy’s waist. He held him close to his body and I could see the boy trying to wrestle out of Chanyeol’s grip. I would have been apathetic if I didn’t know the boy, but I did know the boy. It was my boy, my friend; my boyfriend.

“Minseok’s my hostage!” Chanyeol yelled and he almost looked like a maniac with his scary eyes and big mouth. It looked like Chanyeol carried Minseok the way he held him. Minseok was struggling to get away, but Chanyeol was obviously too strong.

I sighed and placed my hands on my hips. “What do you want Chanyeol?”

“I want…” he became normal again and loosened his grip around Minseok a tiny bit, but not enough for Minseok to flee. “I want my debt to be forgotten and then you have to give me five bucks. I need to practice until I can beat her.”

I laughed and went closer to Chanyeol while fetching my wallet from my pocket. I quickly counted five bills and handed them to the suddenly overly happy man. He looked like a teenage boy who just got money from his parents to buy alcohol. And it was true; Chanyeol was a teenage boy who got money, just not for alcohol, but for some stupid game because he wanted a girl.

He quickly grabbed the money from my hand and let Minseok fall to the ground.

“ers!” he yelled as he ran away. “She’s going to lose so badly now!”

I chuckled for myself as I watched the big boy getting smaller and smaller. Minseok moaned when he got up on his legs again and that caught my attention.

He cleared his throat. “What the hell was that about?”

I smiled to him and wrapped an arm around his shoulder. I squeezed it slightly. “He’s just head over heels for some stupid girl who beat him in a game.”

“Oh,” Minseok nodded understanding. “He’s head over heels in the Chanyeol way this time too, right?”

I sighed a ‘yes’ and then we went to our next class. We sat beside each other like we usually did and then the teacher entered the classroom, telling us to quiet down even though there was almost no noise.

I participated eagerly through half of the lesson and that was when I received a note from the man beside me.

‘Looks like the pills are working.

Good.’

I looked at Minseok and he smiled a big proud smile I’d never seen before. My heart didn’t hurt upon seeing it though and that made me feel bad, especially when it was something it usually would.

 



 

A/N: I'll upload the last chapter tomorrow, because I'm going on vacation on Sunday :)

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{May 10th} [Antidepressant] I changed the description, so feel free to re-read it :)

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Chloexomin #1
Chapter 7: wow it was just amazing and weighing to read ... wow this end ...
Chloexomin #2
Chapter 4: * Me reading * this crazy talent I love too much * Me at the end reading ugly and Minsoek in the same sentence * Please take it off now * ?
sweetestsuga #3
Chapter 7: and this is how i feel 24/7
looshyhooshy #4
Chapter 7: I liked this a looot as a realist..
It was REALLY WELL WRITTEN!!
I felt so sorry for Luhan to feel this huge emptiness it isn't good .. I was having such different weird feelings while reading this that I can't even recognize!
I can't help but thinking of Minseok how he'd feel how he'll be so shocked .. seconds ago the poor kid was happy thinking that the pills did a good job with his boyfriend </3 ..
So sorry for Luhan that he had to end up this way ..
I really wanted to know what an excuse or a goodbye note Luhan had left for his Minseok!I
liked this one very much and your description made me think are u a doctor or studying Medicine?!
Anyways..
I loved ..
felt it ..
how depressed Lohan was and how much he was struggling ..
well done dear auther ..
fighting .. I think I'll look in your other works ^^
XiuLex #5
Can u do a horror and romance story About the real side of xiumin and the pairing will be n an OC x Xiumin plz?! *puppy eyes*
JoshuaJHong
#6
Chapter 7: Aish, poor Luhan and his empty feeling. It takes a lot to want to commit suicide and Luhan was just going through what a lot of people feel when they go through with killing themselves. I don't mean everyone but a lot of it is emptiness or the realization that "I'm gonna die anyway, I rather die now." This was really good because even though it is fiction, it is real for some people. As a realist, I enjoyed it so much. Some people just don't understand how dark life can be or the minds of some people. You did so well grasping the idea. Human behavior is amazingly interesting.
JoshuaJHong
#7
Chapter 5: Your imagination is the strongest thing that will destroy you n I bet the shadow is exactly Luhan's imagination. Wow, that's scary. Poor Luhan orz going to read on now!
Kaynne #8
Chapter 7: eu não gostei do final, mas a história é boa e você escreve muito bem.
XiuHan4evaH
#9
Chapter 7: i regret reading this seriously! my rate 0/10. Worst XiuHan fic ever. not because of what happen to lulu but because there's only 0.1% of happiness in this fic it doesn't have life or even light or hope or whatver positive things you might think of.. Its like a fic that only suicidal people could enjoy/appreciate!
zelozi
#10
Chapter 7: wha.. wha.. what.. my..
WHY?! AH! MY FEEL! I'M BROKEN ENOUGH!
WHY LUHAN? WHY U MUST..
ARGH!
touching me when Luhan still thinking abt Minseok' future like he wanna someone better than him to be with Minseok
but no one better than Luhan, hic hic
i can feel in the end Luhan can Love Minseok, n thats not just Like, but Love, true love (or maybe bcuz i'm a xiuhan hard shipper? idk)
this just my brain, i think i'm depressed now
thx for amazing fanfic TwT