Antidepressant

Description

Antidepressant medication is said to cure depressions. You should go see a psychologist before getting these pills though; maybe the psychologist could solve the problem, go into your brain and figure out why this depression is planted in there. If that doesn't help, go to your doctor and ask for the medication. After that you would think everything would be fine, and that's what most people experience, but for me things only became worse. 

Foreword

I liked Minseok and he loved me. He loved me enough to put up with this depression that's like a cloud clouding my mind constantly. If it wasn't because of him, I would probably be dead already. 

 

 

A/N: This is just a little project I'm working on ^^ It'll be 7 chapters long, but the chapters won't be published before I finish '"Friends" with Benefits', so in the meantime please enjoy that fic xD

This fic will mostly have M rated chapters, but I won't rate the entire story M :) It'll contain a lot of blood, so if you're below 15 you should probably not read this fic ^^

 

I'm going to clear this out for you all: I've never had a depression and therefore I've never taken antidepressant before (and I hope I'll never have to either). And remember everyone; this is fiction, not reality, but it's fiction with a hint of realism.

 

Warning (highlight): character death

Author's Thoughts
dane123
{May 10th} [Antidepressant] I changed the description, so feel free to re-read it :)
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Chloexomin #1
Chapter 7: wow it was just amazing and weighing to read ... wow this end ...
Chloexomin #2
Chapter 4: * Me reading * this crazy talent I love too much * Me at the end reading ugly and Minsoek in the same sentence * Please take it off now * ?
sweetestsuga #3
Chapter 7: and this is how i feel 24/7
looshyhooshy #4
Chapter 7: I liked this a looot as a realist..
It was REALLY WELL WRITTEN!!
I felt so sorry for Luhan to feel this huge emptiness it isn't good .. I was having such different weird feelings while reading this that I can't even recognize!
I can't help but thinking of Minseok how he'd feel how he'll be so shocked .. seconds ago the poor kid was happy thinking that the pills did a good job with his boyfriend </3 ..
So sorry for Luhan that he had to end up this way ..
I really wanted to know what an excuse or a goodbye note Luhan had left for his Minseok!I
liked this one very much and your description made me think are u a doctor or studying Medicine?!
Anyways..
I loved ..
felt it ..
how depressed Lohan was and how much he was struggling ..
well done dear auther ..
fighting .. I think I'll look in your other works ^^
XiuLex #5
Can u do a horror and romance story About the real side of xiumin and the pairing will be n an OC x Xiumin plz?! *puppy eyes*
JoshuaJHong #6
Chapter 7: Aish, poor Luhan and his empty feeling. It takes a lot to want to commit suicide and Luhan was just going through what a lot of people feel when they go through with killing themselves. I don't mean everyone but a lot of it is emptiness or the realization that "I'm gonna die anyway, I rather die now." This was really good because even though it is fiction, it is real for some people. As a realist, I enjoyed it so much. Some people just don't understand how dark life can be or the minds of some people. You did so well grasping the idea. Human behavior is amazingly interesting.
JoshuaJHong #7
Chapter 5: Your imagination is the strongest thing that will destroy you n I bet the shadow is exactly Luhan's imagination. Wow, that's scary. Poor Luhan orz going to read on now!
Kaynne #8
Chapter 7: eu não gostei do final, mas a história é boa e você escreve muito bem.
XiuHan4evaH #9
Chapter 7: i regret reading this seriously! my rate 0/10. Worst XiuHan fic ever. not because of what happen to lulu but because there's only 0.1% of happiness in this fic it doesn't have life or even light or hope or whatver positive things you might think of.. Its like a fic that only suicidal people could enjoy/appreciate!
zelozi #10
Chapter 7: wha.. wha.. what.. my..
WHY?! AH! MY FEEL! I'M BROKEN ENOUGH!
WHY LUHAN? WHY U MUST..
ARGH!
touching me when Luhan still thinking abt Minseok' future like he wanna someone better than him to be with Minseok
but no one better than Luhan, hic hic
i can feel in the end Luhan can Love Minseok, n thats not just Like, but Love, true love (or maybe bcuz i'm a xiuhan hard shipper? idk)
this just my brain, i think i'm depressed now
thx for amazing fanfic TwT
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