Years passed, and here i am, on the same park and on the same swing. Reminiscing the memories of my childhood days and the memories of my bestfriend and my first love, Lee ~~~. As for now, I can say that i still love her but not like before. For now, i can say that i have already moved on. Ever since the day of their marriage, my life became, how can i say this? Wrecked? Lonely? Yeah, i am stupid. I know i know! No need to spat it on my face, but don’t blame me! I really loved her before and she’s my first love. But as the time goes by, thoughts start to fill on my mind. Am i going to be like this forever? Regretting and being broken hearted because of a girl who doesn’t love me back? At that, i recomposed myself and kept on my mind that if i want it to happen, IT WILL HAPPEN. If i do it, then i should succeed, right? Maybe that’s the reason why i can’t forget her. why i can’t seem to let her go. It is all because i don’t want to. I’m hurt and broken and all but i don’t want to forget my love for her. i should start now. That was the first thing that came into my mind. I should keep moving and looking forward.

I should be thankful to her since she made me stronger and gave me many lessons in my life.  I date girls and have already on a several relationships and after 2 years of doing these things, i met someone. She might not be that beautiful like how beautiful my bestfriend is but i know that I can love her. That i love her. It’s not love at first sight but as i saw her for the first time, i have a feeling that she may be the one so i gave it a try. And it worked. Well, we’ve been in a relationship for 3 years now and we’re still strong. I love her now