How she felt
How You Changed MeThe next day
Teacher: "Yah!! ____-ah!!!....." said ruffling his hair, as you flinched, scared at what he might say.
" You are even worse today..... aish.....if this continue......" said looking angrily at you.
" I'll have no choice but to re-..." said pointing at you.
Zelo: " Seongsaengnim!" said stopping his teacher to say things he'd regret.
The teacher was so mad right now for I can't land a single arrow on the target, and the competition would start in three days....so yeah, I kinda know why
he is so frustrated, he was the one who asked me to join their team in the first place, he has great expectations towards me, that I'll bring in the bacon, but
with all the things happening to me, I could hardly concentrate. First, the kiss, which really got me confused, then he wants me to forget it, MY FIRST KISS, I
mean the very first...uhhhhh.....and the competition is coming and ahhhhhhhhh.... I'm starting to disappoint everyone. I'm just a big pile of mess right now.
Zelo talked to seongsaengnim for awhile while I was there looking at the ground totally guilty for doing badly. Your teacher told you to take some rest that
maybe you felt pressured that's why you were doing badly. You saw Zelo walked out of the room while you sat at the bleachers, reflecting for your
actions. After some time, Zelo walked towards me, put his arm around my shoulder and told me to get some fresh air, which was no problem to me for I
really felt uncomfortable in there. We walked around the school grounds, and took a seat at one of the benches. There was an awkward moment of silence,
I didn't dare to look at him and neither did he. The atmosphere was so weird that it felt like we didn't even know each other, were like total strangers. Usually
when were together we will have fun, laugh and even annoy one another but today.....I don't know.
Zelo: "I don't get it...."
You: "...ha?"
Zelo: "It should have work....right?"
I looked at him, him who was looking puzzled at the moment slowly turned his face towards me. His eyes clearly looking for an answer.
You: "What should have work?"
Zelo: "Weren't you confused because of the k-k-kiss??!??"
I looked at him with one eyebrow raised. Clearly not getting what he is saying.
Zelo: "I've made you forget about it..... aren't you suppose to be doing better?!..."
You: "...."
Zelo: "I mean that why your doing badly during practice right.... because of that....t-that's why I told you to forget about it..... so you would no long-"
You: "But it didn't...." said bitterly
Zelo looked at me, shocked.
You: "I seriously didn't felt better, in fact you've made it worse...." said a bit angry.
Zelo: "How?!?!.....I mean I was only trying to make it clear to you tha-"
You: "THAT IT MEANT NOTHING!!" said angrily looking directly at his eyes as tears began to form.
Zelo: "No! I was just...."
You: ""JUST WHAT!"
Zelo sighed realizing that I won't listen to his explanation and hang his head low.
You: "It's my first you know...."
Zelo lifted his head upright and looked at you dumbfounded.
You: "Yeah... and it hurts to know the guy who took your first kiss meant nothing....." said as tears began to fall.
"..... It maybe nothing to you but it meant a lot for me..no ..it was everything to me...." said looking at him.
Zelo: "___-ah I saw you yesterday you were confused, you didn't do well and it was because of that..."
You: "Well that's because you kiss me! How am I suppose to act!!"
Zelo: ".....I was told that you didn't know how to handle your emotions well that's why I told you to forget it...."
You: "..."
Zelo: "...I mean I was just worried,.... you weren't yourself and it didn't help that you were constantly scolded by seongsaengnim."
"... and I-I'm just sorry"
You: "Well you should be" said while wiping her tears.
Zelo: "I did you wrong"
You: "Yes, you did" said while nodding
Zelo: "I was stupid"
You: "Yes, a pabo you are"
Zelo: "Yah! would you just let me finish. (sighs) The thing is you should do what you want, if you want to forget about it, do it and..."
You: "But I don't want to forget it"
Zelo: "Yes! exactly my point.... Wait... What!!"
You: "I said I don't want to forget...."
Zelo looked at you wuth a what-are-you-talking-about look.
Zelo: "Wae yo"
You: "Well for starters it was my first and because (mumbles something)"
Zelo: "What?!?"
You: "(mumbles something)"
Zelo: "Yah! Speak up! I can't understand you"
You: "I said I don't want to forget it because......b-because it's from you" said while blushing and not making any eye contact.
Zelo, shocked couldn't say any thing, but "oh"
You: "Yes! that's what I want to do Zelo-oppa, I don't want to forget in fact I want to treasure it.... because I think I...."
Zelo: " You what?" said still astounded at what you're saying.
You: "Oppa I think your the most caring, honest, supportive, stubborn, and lovable guy I know that's why.....I LIKE YOU...."
Zelo froze, and for a second there I thought he stop breathing there. I smiled stood up and kissed him on his forehead.
And said, "Oppa kaja! let's practice." as I dragged him with me.
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