I change the story a little, such as the place,some incidents. This story is up to 5 chapter I think...  I don't why I decided to write this story, it just suddenly pop in my mind. My friend will kill me if she'll know about this..hehe..and this is the main reason why I decided to change the story a little, just a little though..hehe..Ok..I'll stop now..

Enjoy...everyone... 

XOXO......

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Knock.....

 

 

Knock.....

 

Bbllaag...........

 

Sooyoung kick the bathroom door. "What are you----" Sooyoung was not able to finish her sentence

when she saw her best friend lying on the floor,blood is all over the bathroom,broken glass scattered

in the floor.

 

"You want to die huh?" Taeyeon lift her friend's collar and punch then slap the weak girl a couple of

times.

 

"Tae, STOP.." Sooyoung pull Taeyeon roughly and push the latter on the corner.

 

The weak girl spit blood,wipe her bleeding lips and smile bitterly. "I didn't commit suicide idiot.." the

weak girl try to stand while pushing her body up by the help of the sink. She groan in pain when

Taeyeon lift her up and slam her weak body in the wall.

 

"Then what are you doing Yul?" Taeyeon tighten her grip and slap Yuri's body in the wall again. Yuri

weakly stare at her best friend and tap Taeyeon's shoulder. "I hate seeing my own reflection that's why

I punch the mirror." Sooyoung smack Yuri's head and pull Taeyeon away from Yuri. "How long are you

going to be like this Yul." Sooyoung muttered her disappointments, she cup Yuri's face to face her. "I

know you are broken now Yul, you are badly hurt, you are in agony and everything but Yul the least you

can do is love yourself. She hurt you,and what did you do? You hate yourself as well. What else you 

got then? Nothing, nothing Yul. Even we squeeze ourselves in your life it will be useless coz you,

yourself hated your own self." Yuri tears fall freely in her cheeks, she knows what Sooyoung mean but

she don't know,she's confused.

 

"Yul I know it's hard but can you atleast try to move on? You said before you're ok now coz seeing her

happy is enough for you, do you know what's the meaning of OK?" Taeyeon worriedly look at her best

friend, she can't bear seeing her best friend hopeless,and lifeless. Yuri look at her best friends and

hug them tight.

 

"I am ok,but sometimes some memories---" Taeyeon cut Yuri, "I know Yul, I've been there. You

remember what you told me when I was broken like what you are now?" Yuri smile bitterly and nodd

her head weakly. "Use those memories to move on, coz in mistakes we learn. She will regret losing

you someday." Yuri pause and take a deep breathe, Taeyeon tap her shoulder. " feeling sorry,

thinking your life is useless and feeling hopeless, you only prove to her that she's right in leaving you."

Taeyeon continued Yuri's advice to her when she's broken hearted.

 

"Can you guys treat my wound first?" Yuri lift her bleeding hand infront Sooyoung and Taeyeon's face.

The duo shook their head furiously, "I don't want to lose you in my hands Yul." Sooyoung and Taeyeon

muttered in unison. Yuri facepalm herself and press her temples trying to calm herself.

 

"Idiots, what kind of friends are you huh? God help me..I only have a few cuts in my hand... Idiots.."

Yuri raise her voice but she try hard not to sound like a mad woman. Sooyoung furrowed her brows

and poke Yuri's chest, while Taeyeon caress Yuri's stomach/abs. Yuri's face heat up...

 

Paak........

 

paakk...

 

"Yah, we are just making sure. We can't trust a hopeless girl like you. You can lie and hide your huge

wound and pretend you're ok." Sooyoung retorted and rip Yuri's shirt, after checking Yuri's body,

Sooyoung smile dorkily while awkwardly rubbing the back of her head.. while Taeyeon grab the

medicine kit and carefully clean Yuri's injured hand. Yuri hissed and winced in pain. "Just endure it Yul,

I'm almost done." Taeyeon muttered while continue cleaning Yuri's wounds.

 

"Tae, Soo I hate myself for loving her more than anything in my life. When I saw my reflection, I can't

help but to notice my lifeless eyes,colorless face and again all the memories pops in my mind. That's

why I punch the mirror." Yuri explain while looking up in the ceiling, Taeyeon and Sooyoung rub Yuri's

back.

 

"I'm really ok now, I even agree to her when she ask me to be her friend again. It just  that those

memories keep on haunting me. I may have not mention this to you guys but she kiss me a couple of

months now. I didn't feel anything, not even a single butterfly or a little electricity  run in my body. That

means I am ok right?" Taeyeon and Sooyoung's mouth agape and confusely look at Yuri. The latter

sigh.

FLASHBACK.......

ring.......

ring.......

YURI's POV

I look at my phone and look at the caller ID, I lazily flip my phone and close my eyes wanting to sleep.

Ring.....

ring......

I hissed and grab my phone.

 

"What?" I annoyingly answer, the other line was silent.

 

"Fine..bye..--"

 

"Wait.." The voice that I used to hear almost every minute of my life before. I shook my head to get rid

the memories in my head. I didn't utter a single word, I heard her sigh heavily.

 

"Can I ..I sleep in you unit now?" She stutter, I was taken aback. "What is this woman thinking? Is she

crazy..No..a big NO." I thought and was about to answer when she spoke again.

 

"I am already at your door now, please..I..pls.." I went to the door and open it. There

she is,hugging herself while her body is shaking. "Come in, you will surely get cold. How long did you-

-" I wasn't able to finish my sentence when she run towards me and hug me tight.

 

"EeHhheemm.." I cleared my throat to get her attention, she lift her head, our eyes meet. Her eyes are

teary,I don't know but I can see sadness in her eyes too. I shrugg it off and guide her in the couch.

 

"What some tea?" She shook her head and pat the empty area in her side, I furrowed my brows and

shook my head weakly. I sat accross her, I don't know but I feel different when her body touching mine.

It made me shiver like she's dirty or something. She run to my room, I was suprise but I was kinda use

to it now. Since we broke up,she's acting like that. She want us to stay the same, as in the same as

before with a little limitation of course since she has a boyfriend now. But how in the world I can act as  

if nothing happen between us? I shook my head in disbelief. "What a selfish woman." I thought. I walk

in my room and saw her lying on my bed now. I laid beside her but I was backfacing on her. I close my

eyes coz I was really sleepy when she roughly flip me and crash my lips. I push her and ask what she's

doing, she didn't answer instead she crash my lips again. I was tired and really sleepy so I let her kiss

me. Then I realize something, I didn't feel anything when she kiss me, a small smile appear in my lips.

She pull away and eyed me. "I think she feel or notice my smile." I thought and look back at her.

"I hate that smile." She annoyingly exclaim, I just smile weakly at her, "Come on, let's sleep now. I am

very sleepy.." I yawn and turn to my side.

 

"Yu..l" she whisper.

 

"Let's sleep now.." I coldly muttered and close my eyes completely. She slap my back hard and after

a few seconds she wrap her arms in waist. I ignore her and went to sleep.

END of FLashback.......

Taeyeon and Sooyoung mouth form "O"shape.
 

"Yul, everything happen for a reason. Maybe the reason why you guys didn't last is that she's not for

you." Sooyoung use as a matter of fact tone. Yuri stare at Sooyoung blankly.

 

"Yul if that's what happen, I am very happy for you. Forget her and move on..ok?" Yuri nodd her head

and smile widely at her best friends.

 

"Guys, thank you. I promise this will never happen again and I already had enough." Taeyeon and

Sooyoung grin and high five, Yuri giggle and open her arms wide gesturing her best friends she wants

a hug. The duo jump towards Yuri, then the trio burst into laughter.

"We are here for you Yul." Taeyeon sweetly smile at Yuri, Sooyoung wrap her arms around Yuri. "You

are amazing Yul, rememnber that." Yuri nodd her head and hug her best friends again.

 

"I am doing this coz I think this is the right thing to do. I am tired lying Yul, telling everyone and

convincing them that we are only best friend. And...and.. I --I want to live a normal life. I'm sorry.." Yuri

smile bitterly when she remember that day, the day she know everything, the day that mark the death

of her heart. It's been 6 mos now but the memories keep on popping in her mind. She force a smile to

hide her pain, not wanting her best friends to worry again. "I need to forget everything now, I need a

new life.." Yuri thought and playfully drag her best friends in the kitchen.