yoochan pov:

yoo:you stil love him don*t you (i all ready know the true i don*t have to ask)................you should go see him (you should go now, before my heart breaks and i reallise i can*t let you go)

jae:...............(you should say something, don*t give me false hope just leave, hyungo don*t hurt me more)

yoo: don*t look at me whit that woried face, i*m all right, you don*t have to wori about me(don*t look like that, it make me want to hug you and i don*t know how to let you go after that) i was happy to have you(really happy, you might never know how happy i was) but you weren*t, you love him so you can go, i will be just fine(a last i will try to be)

jae:yoochan(he scream my name and hugs me after that, he seam happy, no is more he really is happy, he most be to happy to fell my heart breaking apart, ...............hyung you never know my filengs for you, you never know how i fell and you don*t know how i fell right now.............you never know because you never loved me..)

after he let me go he just run, he must have been in a hurry because he didn*t even say good bye, or something i just watched him leave it felt like i will die from pain but he didn*t even turn to see me, i can fell my tears faling, i cover my eyes and try to stop the pain but i doesn*t working, to tell the true thre more i try to stop the pain the more hurts, but then junsu hugs me, he was right next to me every time hyung make my cry, he was there to wipe my tears and he is doing this again wiping my tears, i look in his eyes, and he kiss my forehead

ju:you did well (after hearing him say this i start to cry even harder, i hug him as well, i hug him so tight me most be hurt but he doesn*t say anything, i never know how lucky i was to have junsu)

jaejoong hyung..........i will try to move on, sorry about everything, i will try be happy even without you, , so you can be happy as well you should be whit changmin since you love him but hyung in the next live please fell in love whit me and let me make you happy hyung, i will never stop loving you even in this live, even if you love him i will alwasy love you i will always be next to you so in the next one love me insted of him..................................because i will love you forever

 

jaejoong pov:

when i woke up i tought i*m still dreaming, to see changmin next to me was all i wanted this all time so right now i more then happy, anyway i left our bed and head to the bathroom, after a quickly shower i went to the kitchen an start to make breakfast, is been a while since i really fell like cooking, mayby beacuse i happy or mayby beacuse is for him i don*t know all i know is that i happy to cook, disturbing me from my tought i fell a pair of arms huging me, oh how i missed those arms

ch: good morning(he say while kissing my neck, i turn and smile wille seening his sleapy face, he start kissing me and soon i forget that i was even dooing soething)

ch: is something burning (he ask me between kisses, after hearing this i pus him and turn to see the food, but is all ready to late, my food is not editable anymore, i turn to see changmin and i see his laughing)

jae: you is all your fault that my food is burn

ch: is all right we can order something (he say while huging me back)

jae:but i wanted to cook for you

ch: is all right you can do this some other time

jae:but.......(i try to say something but his kiss stops me)

we started kissing like there will be no tomorwo, i start to fell so aroused that i forget all about food but his stupid phone started ringing waking us up

jae: won*t you answer

ch:just let him ring (he said between kisses while guiding me to our bed)

jae: it might be from work(i know how it is i used to work for them as well, and i don*y want changmin to be punished because of me)

ch: sorry stay like this i will end it quickly ok(he said after puting me on the bed)

jae:ok

his call didn*t last long but all the time it lasted i felt my heart dieing, because i could hear yunho voice so it hurt like hell, after ending the call he came back, i can see his eyes wide but i don*t know way..............

ch: hyung ...........you .......why are you crying(after hearing this i took my hands at my eyes, he was right i was crying, this somehow makes me mad, he try to come and hug me but i push him)

jae: don*t touch me(i say and i get up )

ch: hyung

jae: just go to him, just leave me but don*t play whit me

ch: hyung........(he came and hug me)

jae: let me go(i scream while trying to push him again, but he is holding me so tight, i can*t push him)

ch: i love you

jae: i said let me go(i stoped me try to push him but i start to cry even more hard insted, changmin is holding me tight in his arms)

ch: there is nothing between yunho and me

jae: don*t lie

ch: i*m not lieing

jae: i know there is i saw how you looked at him while singning that song,.............. stupid changmin

ch: what song (he asked while making a fany face)

jae: that song *easy mind*

ch:.......................

jae: i saw how you looked at him while he was doing that stupid dance (i say this and changmin started laughing)

jae: eh now you are making fun of me or what

ch: stupid dance..............you mean the one you alwasy used to do(he say this while looking at me whit a paire of gentile eyes)

jae: changmin.............

ch: that time on scene, when i saw yunho doing that dance, the light was low you know, i looked at him ...............doing that dance i felt like i saw you, (his tears are falling on his beautiful face) hyung don*t you know that every time i sang i look on my left hoping to see you on there, i alawys used to think that your leave was just a nightmare, i alawys hoped that when i turn my head i will see you

jae: changmin.....................sorry (i hug him tight, trying to be as close to him as i could)

 

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