did you really missed me,................ even for a second..................................i don*t know what to think anymore,  although i loved you so much that i could even die for you if you asked me to do this.......................................but you just get over me so fast, did you really loved me, and if you loved me them way are you in his arms now, how can you do me this, don*t you know that i cry for you every night, don*t you know that my eyes are fulll of tears evrey time i*m on stage, way did you leave me don*t you know that i love you from the first time i saw you sitting in that corner all alone looking a bit lost and scared .........................don*t you know that when you greeted me saying ........... anyohaseyo hyung..............my heart started to beat so fast that i thought i will die..............................i always thought that you are my soulmate even thought everyone said  that we are soulfighters.............................i was happy to be with you..... and i really mean it when i said that i want as to spend our live together................................ do you hate me.......................is this the reason why you are with him now, even thought you know i love you .............................do you hate me or..........................you love him..........................come to me right now  and say that you hate me, tel me to go die but don*t tel me that you love him, don*t smile for him ...........................

did you forget our promise to smile only for each other,.................. tel me you didn*t,................. tel me you stil love me, you are the one that chouse not to leave with me,.......................... you chose to stay but you said that you will wait for me so now why are you in his arms ......................what i*m suppose to do with my love for you.........................please tel me that this was just a nightmare and come back to me.............................