Ni Neul's POV

 

I woke up with a sticky note in my face it says

 

"your things are aready packed for you, go to the suju's dorm and don't forget to lock the door"

 

I went to the suju's dorm

 

"ni neul! you're here!" eunhyuk said and get my things

 

"you can sleep in my room" kibum said

 

"and dont worry, I will sleep with eunhyuk" kibum added

 

I nodded

 

I went downstairs and

 

"ni neul let's eat, sit here beside me" kibum said

 

while we were eating, kibum noticed that I am having a hard time eating cause f my arm injury so he fed me.

 

"I'm done" yesung coldly said and drop the plates to the sink

 

then I helped ryeowook with the dishes

 

 

"the food was great" I said

 

"ni neul, is your memory-?"

 

"no its not back"

 

"so the doctor was right, you're going to lose your memory forever"

 

"yeah"

 

"don't you even feel that you've lost something?"

 

"no"

 

"don't you treasure your memories?"

 

"I treasure them and I havent lost them"

 

"what are you saying?"

 

"I may lost them in my mind, but I always know that those memories is still in my heart, my brain might lost it but my heart wont"

 

yes!

 

I said it very well!

 

good job ni neul!

 

"what about you and yesung?"

 

"what's with us?"

 

"you dont know? you use to be his girlfriend"

 

"I'm not his girlfriend anymore"

 

opps! I slipped it again!

 

"what?"

 

 

"I'm not his girlfriend cause his girlfriend is geum young"

 

"yeah but et me tell you, you two had a great relationship and I don't know why you guys broke"

 

"its because f a nonsense thing!"

 

I slipped again!

 

ni neul, can you be conscious with the things you say?

 

"what did you say?"

 

"nothing"

 

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I saw yesung and geum young downstairs with the other members

 

"hey" kibum said as he helped me to go down..

 

"thanks oppa" I said

 

"can we sit here with geum young-noona and yesung-OPPA?" I asked

 

kibum nodded

 

Yesung's POV

 

why is she acting like that?

 

after breaking up with me now she's flirting with kibum?

 

well it looks like kibum likes her too.

 

huh! this is what you want huh?

 

after losing your memory?

 

you don't know you use to love me!

 

ni neul looked at me and I think we had a telepathic conversation

 

ni neul: what are you looking at?

me: nothing, I'm not looking at you anyway

ni neul: good, just stick your eyes to you new girlfriend

me:yes, cause she is beautiful, y and kind unlike me ex-girlfriend

ni neul: you should stick to her and foorget about your ex cause she already forgtten you

me: yeah she forgot everything

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I loooked away.

 

wait? did she said new girlfriend?

 

so her memory is back?

 

"oppa? are you listening?" geum young asked

 

"we should watch a movie IN MY ROOM" I said

 

Ni neul's POV

 

oppa?

 

that word doesnt suit for that guy.

 

but his smile is the same when he said "we will move on"

 

ahhhh! I miss him!

 

I miss his smile!

 

I looked at them laughing together.

 

I remember his reason when we broke up, he said I dont have time for him cause I was busy helping the members to fall in love.

 

maybe this is what he meant. I haven't watch a movie with him before.

 

ah! I'm such an idiot!

 

I went back to my room then I noticed they were at the stairs.

 

I saw yesung kissed geum young

 

"you have to go now, its getting late" yesung said

 

those words...

 

yesung didn't said those words to me before

 

"yes and um oppa-" geum young said

 

"what?"yesung asked and geum young kissed him.

 

I can't help the tears from my eyes.

 

I tried to make him jealous but it seems he doesnt love me anymore.

 

maybe he also forget about us.

 

now how I wish I really had an amnesia so I will forget about him.

 

how I wish I can't start from nothing again.

 

now, yesung is happy with geum young, maybe i shouldnt bother them anymore, maybe I shoud give up.

 

 

I fell asleep.

 

Yesung's POV

 

I was about to go back to my room when I saw eunhyuk entered kibum's room.

 

at first I didn't mind it but I remebered that ni neul was there.

 

I saw him looking at ni neul and he was about to kiss ni neul.

 

I pushed him.

 

"what are you trying to do with her?" I asked

 

"nothing" eunhyuk answered

 

"dont dare to do that again or I'll kill you!" I said as eunhyuk left the room

 

a/n: ah!!!!! 2 chapter to go! almost done! hahahaha