the next day I was discharged from the hospital and I was about to go home. Yesung was the one pushing the wheel chair for me. We were at the entrance of the hospital and the press was there

"Hye Neul! What happen? can you tell us?" the press asked.

"Why is yesung with you? is it true that you broke up with Sungmin?" the press asked

"Sorry! I cannot answer these questions right now. Just give me some time to rest and I will tell you the whole story" I said.

At the van I noticed yesung was still with us

"oppa? why are you still here? aren't you going with suju?" I asked

"no" he answered.

"but why?"

"remember what I said last night?"

"that *yesung covered my mouth* oh yes"

"as we arrive at the dorm I will go back with suju"

"okay thanks yesung"

as we arrive at the dorm Yesung said goodbye as he went back to their dorm.

at my room when min so is with me

"hey? why are you so sweet with yesung?" min so asked

"we? sweet?" I asked while grinning

"can't fool me, you are inlove huh?"

"no!"

"okay calm down! wait change topic! why did you break up with sungmin?"

"that" my tone changed.

"is it because of the arguement in paris?"

"wait this is how it goes..

FLASHBACK...

I was enjoying the view at my terrace when Sunny talked to me

"hye neul!"

"Sunny unnie!"

"I  need to talk to you"

"about what?"

"I like  sungmin"

then the atmosphere gets serious

"really?"

"I joined snsd because I want to be in the same company with him"

so what do you want me to do? you want me to break up with me? are you out of your mind?

"why are telling this to me?"

"He was my classmate during middle school and I really like him before I was a big fat freak and I confessed my feelings by sending him a letter I said to him to keep the letter from anyone but the next day I when I arrive everyone in the school is glaring at me then when I looked at the bulletin board I saw my letter was there and everyone in the school knows that I confessed to him"

"did he spread the letter?"

"no it wasn't him it was his classmate. that time I was so upset and I ran to the rooftop where I saw him. he talked to me he said he don't like me because I was a big fat freak."

"so you still like him until-"

"until now I really like him no! I love him. I ran away from my home just to follow him here"

Reality...

that's what she said"

"thats all? so you pity her because you remember what Jerome did before?"

"yes and I know how hurt she is"

"that's why you break up with sungmin"

"y-yeah"

"NI NEUL! are you out of your mind? don't you love sungmin?"

"I love him! its just i-"

"then now you break up with just to give sunny a chance? Ni Neul? sungmin is not a toy that you can give to anyone don't you know how much he is hurt? can't you feel the pain when you're loosing the one you love?I know you have the same experience with sunny but its not the right reason to hurt sungmin"

I started to cry

"I AM HURT TOO! ITS MORE PAINFUL FOR ME!"

"its more painful? then why did you have to split up?"

"its because"

"because of sunny yeah I know you pity her okay fine"

"SUNNY IS PREGNANT"

Min so was shocked

"and sungmin is-"

I nodded as her tears were falling

"how did you know?"

"its because she talked to me

Flashback

"what's the real reason sunny? why are you saying this, I don't get it"

"Hye Neul I'm pregnant and sungmin is"

"the father?"

reality...

I kept myself calm and embraced her after that me and sungmin argued about her"

"sungmin knew this?"

"no I don't think so"

"Ni Neul!" min so hugged me and together we cried ourselves to sleep.