I was lying on my back on my break time of the filming and my mind started becoming cloudy again. I didn’t know why my thought seemed to be full of ridiculous thoughts. Everything went a bit not normal this month, like usually. But what made everything became even went to the weirdest state was that I started thinking that Hyosung was eager to meet me again.

I just had this sense to know that thing. But I tried my best to not thinking about it as I was in the middle of my filming, it wasn’t cool to think about something else when you were in your job place, right? I sighed in annoyance as one of the crews came and told me the break time was over. I nodded politely and followed him. I even made some jokes to make myself looked cool. Why did I become obsessed into ‘cool’ things suddenly?

I tried my best to focus on the filming although I had a hard time to remember what I was doing at the time and I thought that I did pretty well as the director didn’t say anything and just gave me a big hand once I was finished. “Your emotion was very strong.” He said while the other crew was preparing to leave the site. I just grinned shyly, not knowing what to reply. “Are you having some problems?” He kept asking me and made me uncomfortable. What I was feeling at the time wasn’t his business, I didn’t want him to know it now. I thought that he read the message on my face as he patted my back with a smile, “I believe in you. You will solve your problems neatly. Good luck!” And he then left me alone. I didn’t complain on anything that night as my body was seriously exhausted and my body didn’t feel well.

When I was on my way back to the apartment, my phone buzzed which signaling that someone had texted me. I reached for my phone and lazily opened the text but then when I read the sender’s name I sat straightly, ignoring my exhausted body which screaming tiredly.

“Are you busy?”

I quickly texted back, “No. Why? How did you get my phone number?”

I waited for the answer and it felt like eternity to get her text back. “Got from some friends whom know you well. Do I disturb you?”

I tried to think any possible friends of mine whom would give her my phone number and I got no one to think about. I gave up as I texted her back. “It’s okay. I haven’t slept though, so you can disturb me as long as you want tonight.”

I waited for the reply but I got none. My van had stopped in front of my apartment building and my manager had told me to get out and sleep so I obeyed and went into the building happily. I was still grabbing my phone, hoping that it would buzz in any second now.

I was wrong though. I kept glancing on my phone but there was no change. “Has she fallen asleep?” I mumbled to myself. I waited for the next ten minutes but there was nothing happened so I decided to take a bath. When I was taking a bath, I couldn’t help but kept worrying if she had texted me or not. I was anxious while taking a bath and that was something unusual for me, you know. When I stepped out from the bathroom, my phone finally buzzed and I jumped to grab it and open the text.

“I think I have disturbed you. Go to sleep and sleep well, kay? Don’t sleep too night, you will get sick.” I smiled in happiness as I read the text over and over again. There was something different in the way she talked and the way she texted eh. I gave an “Okay. Thank you for the gentle reminder, honey” before slamming my body to the bed and slept.

Days and weeks later, my conversation with Hyosung had grown well and we even had a promise to meet in the midnight café near her dorm to talk and grab some foods. The day we decided to meet on was our day off so it was very pleasurable to me to be able to meet her at the time.

I parked my car outside and from inside of the car, I tried to peek through the transparent glass window of the café. I saw no sign of her but the café was crowded. I took a deep breathe as I told myself to be brave and face my first unofficial date with Hyosung. I was wondering how she would look at the time. I climbed out from the car and in a few seconds, I had been inside the café, looking for her existence. I was trying really hard before realizing that Hyosung was staring on me like I was an alien from one of the corners. She was sitting alone with a couple was sitting not so far away from her, I gave her my silly smile before going to her direction.

I took a mental note about her appearance and for me she looked cute. She was dressing simply and bare faced, I knew she was bare faced because I saw a big different between her make up face and her bare faced. I admired the bare faced of her after all, she was shining with the ordinary look.

“Since when do you wait for me?” I asked as I pulled out the chair in front of her. She gave me a slight smile which made me thought that she was still hating me for some reasons. But then a moment later, I remembered her text messages to me and I knew I shouldn’t think that way first. “Not that long, don’t be so tense about that.” She replied, she looked at me for a moment before looking at the menu list and ignored my presence. I didn’t know what to do so I grabbed the menu list too and started thinking what I should do to her next.

“Why don’t we eat cakes first?” Her excited voice woke me up from my dream and I couldn’t help but chuckled on her expression at the time. She was just very good in aegyo eh. “Alright.” I replied and we hurriedly called for a waiter as Hyosung was very impatient about getting her foods. I let her to choose some delicious cakes for us and the drinks too before slowly leaning to her and stared to her in a questioning look.

She looked at me confusedly and lost of words. “What?” she asked softly as she tucked her hair to her behind ear. Her eyes didn’t feel sharp again like how it was back then, instead she looked really feminine with her soft eyes that telling me nothing but innocence.

“You look different.” I mumbled while still facing her. She chuckled when she heard what I just said as if I had forgotten that their last meeting was almost two months ago. “You gotta be kidding me.” She said as she laughed sincerely as if I had told her the lamest joke ever.

I blushed as he realized how stupid I looked was. “I’m sorry.” I mumbled and looked away with my reddening face. “Don’t worry. You look cute like that.” Hyosung said, my heart skipped a beat when I heard that, why did she become like this just because I didn’t meet her for a while?

I lost of words and thankfully, the foods saved my life as it came and Hyosung seemed to be absorbed into the foods so much that she didn’t allow me to talk too much. I obeyed her although I felt a little bit annoyed because I couldn’t speak freely again, I was a talkative man and she gave me a hard time to talk to her about everything.

“It’s a beautiful night, why don’t we try to walk outside when we’re done?” Hyosung asked me when she had finished with her cakes. I stared at her as if she had gone crazy, she wrinkled her nose when I gave her that look. “If you don’t want to, it’s okay.” She said, shrugged her shoulders in a careless manner but I also could hint her disappointment with her own decision. I grinned to the thought but quickly got a rid of it as I spoke softly to her, “Why not? We can walk for a while, the night is still long.”I thought my words were magic for her as she smiled brightly again. When I was finish with my cakes, she dragged me out from the café to my car (I still couldn’t understand how she knew it just like that while I didn’t tell her which one was my car).

“Where are we going?” I asked but she just shook her head and it made me confused. “We can just go around the city, I just love this city’s night view.” She said and now I fully understood. I drove my car slowly to the main road and she did enjoy the night and the simple trip without many complaints. She started talking to me and I replied her and thus, a conversation was happening.

“….But still! The blue one was very good.” She insisted which I replied with an evil laugh, “You should have checked the red one. That one was very cool and shining.” She pouted when she heard me talking, she knew she was lost from me. I giggled as I realized how childish we were. Silence wrapped us as I kept driving the car to the heart of the city.

The silence made me suffering a lot since I really hated an uncomfortable silence like this. “Hyosung..?” I called for her name with forcing all of my courage. “Hmm?” I was thankful because she didn’t turn her head to me and kept watching the lights passing through the car’s window. “Can I…..” I paused as my thought was fighting between confessing or if I had to hold the truth a little bit longer. “What is it?” Her voice made me shivering, she really was perfect in her way and I was shivering in amazement of the realization.

“Would you be my girl?” I asked quietly but I knew I was heard very well because I still could hear my own voice echoed in the car. Well, maybe that was only my imagination. She didn’t say anything but I knew she was distracted from what she was doing and now she was focusing her attention on me. I was nervous as well, I didn’t know what to do or what to say anymore at the moment. I was freezing with her as well. Words weren’t going to come out from my mouth as I didn’t know what to say to her with my current situation.

“But… I thought you have a girl already?” Her voice sounded from a far place and I didn’t know why. I wanted to scream to her, asking her why in the world she thought I had one?! “And why do you think that way?” I calmly asked her although only God knew how hot my thought was. “I..I saw you with a girl, hugging and pecking each other’s lips and laughing together in a street oneday. You two look very good together.” She explained and I was coming into a deep silent as I tried to remember if I had done those kinds of things with someone lately. And a realization hit me hard. “Are you talking about my sister?” I asked. She turned her head in surprise to me and made me chuckled. “I think we have a misunderstood between us now.” I said as I chuckled again , feeling relieved to the fact that I finally knew what had been blocking me to get closer to her.

“I…” She was lost of words too and I knew she was blushing hard. My minds were questioning her again whether she was jealous when she saw me with my sister or whether she had a desire to own me. I laughed on the last thought and glanced on her who was surprisingly looking at me with her blushing face. “So?” I asked and she blinked in confusion. “Do you want to be my girl or not?” I asked, turning over the car to her dorm with a sudden move which made her squealed.

“Slow… down!” She hissed in fear and with her eyes was wide opened with what I had done to her. “So?” I was ignoring her ramblings and kept forcing her to answer the question. “I….do….” She mumbled shyly and totally forgetting her fears earlier. A wide grin spread on my face as I yelled in victory in my heart. “Very good then, honey.” I said for teasing her.

“I know I want you, but do you feel the same?”

A/n : I hope you can find your answers on this chapter ^^