Aeri POV

I haven't seen Seunghyun oppa even hear his voice, so when I felt better I decided to meet him. Walking toward his practice room

never felt this hard. It felt like that place is so far. My heart beating faster everytime I took one step closer.

I inhaled before knocking his door which ended opened by myself even before he let me in.

He was standing looking out the window with arms cross in front of his chest. He turned his body and smile appeared as he looked

at me. I forced myself to smile even that was hard because the burden I felt in my heart.

" Aeri, you awake? " He grabbed my shoulder, lowering his head to meet my eyes.   

" Ahh.. Are you hungry? I know you haven't eaten yet..I made your favorite soup.." The way he talked to me, even with his smile,

bright eyes and raised eyebrows, like a kid looking at his favorite ice cream, I could felt that was fake..

" Ohh..maybe you want me to bring it for you? Okay..you wait here ne.. " Enough.. That was enough..his attitude didn't help.

" Oppa.." Finally I found my voice which came out like a whisper. I grabbed his arm preventing him to go. Trust me, I want to hug

him and never let him go. I shouldn't go anywhere because this is my home. At least that's what I felt... But now reality come

between us.. This is not my place..I belong to another man.. We should end this..

" I..I've eaten..Jae oppa has brought it for me.." My voice so weak. He looked sad as he lowered his head looking at the floor.

I cupped his face forced him to look at me.

"We need to talk " I kept my eyes to the beautiful orbs which always mesmerizing since the day we met.  

" I know..you want to go. You have already got your memory back..like you always wish right? " He said after a short silent.

" Ne..but, you know I really love this place..it's hard for me to leave.. You, Seungri, Yongbae, Daesung, Jiyong and Dara are so kind

to me. You did more than enough..I owe you oppa.." He didn't say anything neither show any emotion which made me worried.

" B..but don't worry oppa..I'll come often to visit you..what do you want if I come to visit? Ahh, you like ice cream right? I'll bring

so much for you, then I'll cook for you, make your favorite dishes, and.."

" No, you don't need to do that " he cut my rambling as he pushed away my hands which never leave his face.

" Don't bothering yourself to come here.. I have been living a good life even before I met you.."

I was speechless.. Was that mean he doesn't need me? Like seriously? He said that in a cold tone like he didn't care, like I mean

nothing.. I saw him walking toward his drawer, picked something which I recognized a small box. He approached me and hand me a

ring.. The ring which I ever wonder and now I know..

" It's yours. I took it off because some injuries on your hand. Sorry, I forgot to give it back and I couldn't told you about it

because it's better if you remember all without force "

Still, he didn't show any emotion. I felt a bit relieved when I got back my ring. The memory when Jae oppa proposed me slightly

appeared on my mind. Yes, I'm happy..but it seemed my heart has betrayed me.. I know it's wrong, loving two man at the same

time. But, we do have a choice right? Maybe, just maybe..if  Seunghyun has the same feeling for me..

Seunghyun POV

If I was a cat with nine life, so I just has the last one. I'm dying in every sentence she said, I'm dying in every touch she lay on me

and I couldn't find any medicine for saving me. The moment she entered my room, the farewell was coming. I was so stupid for

keep rambling.. Somehow I thought I could distract her.. Maybe I could keep her with me for a while. But everything broken when

she said that name. The name which I just heard today..no, just some hours. How could this happened to us?

I'm just a bad guy who lied to you..who kept you away from the truth. I'm a selfish and coward like what Yongbae said..I'm afraid

of being hurt and looks fragile so I pretending like I don't love you. But in the end, I still hurt.

I did not enough for you..never..

You owe me nothing.. Because just seeing your smile and seeing you happy is precious than anything.

If a hurting word could make you stop thinking of me, I will.. Because I want you just think your own future with your soon to be

husband, and live in a happy life.

I'm hurting you..sorry..someday you'll learn that I did this just for your happiness.  I know you love him from what I see  in your

eyes when I gave you the ring.

" Aeri, I've packed your things " Jae came up, standing at the door frame holding a bag in his hand. His voice lowered in the end of

his sentence when he saw us.

" Ohh..sorry for interrupting you "

" No Jae, you come in the right time. We just finished our farewell " I said coldly.

" Really? Maybe It's time for me too..I want to take her today with me. So, I want to say thank you for taking care Aeri all this

time. I see that she is health and happy. She said that you are very kind and care to her.. Ahhhh, wait! You don't fall in love with her

right?? " He raised his eyebrow, pointing at both of us, asking in joking tone. I was taken aback with that question but maybe I

could use it as a good chance.

" Ahahahah.. Are you kidding? Of course not. That's my responsibility as a doctor to make sure that his patient always in a good

condition. Being kind and making patient happy is a must so they are willing to be cured " I fake a laugh and Jae just laughing with

me. I could see in the corner of my eyes, Aeri balled her fist. She looked at me in disbelieved. That words I said was killing me

inside even I knew it's working.  How I have to said that I don't love her..which I actually screaming in my mind the opposite.

I love you.. Sorry..

Aeri POV

I couldn't believed what I just heard. So, all this time he just considered me as his patient? Omg.. How stupid I was..thinking that

he loves me?? My heart clenched in sadness. I hope he didn't mean it, I kept staring at his eyes looking for any hint.. But I just

found a coldness..

" Jae oppa, I want to talk with him..I'm not done yet "

" Ohh..okay I'll wait you outside " he said my hair gently. As soon as he went out, silent enveloping us. The atmosphere felt

like someone was death, like we were in the middle of cemetery..yeah, I'm the one who was death. Seunghyun stood staring out the

window while my feet felt like planted on the place I was standing on. I don't want our farewell turned like this..could we say our

goodbye with a smile? Could we just say a sweet words and sharing a hug? No matter how hurt your words to me, I couldn't stop

my feeling for you.. Even it killed me knowing that I should keep this love in my heart. I looked at the ring in my palm before put it

on my finger. I bite my lips, holding my tears.. It's hard for me to breath..

Author POV

" Why you still here? Don't you have enough to say? You don't want your fian.." Aeri ignored his sentence, hugging him from behind

instead. The moment he started to speak, that's when Aeri got the power to walked near him, she want to feel his warm for the

last time. Seunghyun a bit startled but then let it be as he felt Aeri sniffed his scent. Aeri closed her eyes as her memory with

Seunghyun began played in her mind. She remembered the first time she felt his warm, when he embraced her, touched her face

, tickling her, and even the stupid moment when they chased by swans which made her smile appeared without she realized.

" Doctor Choi.." Her voice shaking for too much holding tears while Seunghyun balled his fist fighting himself for not break down in

front of Aeri.

 " Sorry for bothering you, sorry if I always worrying you, if I ever made you sad, made fun of you, and yelled at you"

She couldn't hold it anymore as tears rolled down her cheeks. She sniffled a bit before sighed and continued speaking.

" Thank you.. For saving me and taking care of me, thank you for giving me a place to lived, made me smile and laugh everyday, thank

you for your time, thank you for being a shoulder I could lean on, for your support, and for your patience to handle a person like

me.."  Her voice weaker. Seunghyun couldn't handle every sniffles he heard as she continue sobbing. He turned his body want to

calm her with a hug.

" N..No!! " Aeri hold him tighter.  " Don't turn around..please.." Because if I see your face, I'm afraid I cannot go..

Aeri closed her eyes and sighed wishing her burden could go away..

" I'll take my leave now. Tell my goodbye and gratitude to them ne? They are really a good friends. And you..don't forget to eat

and take a rest.." Aeri said as she slowly loosen her arms around Seunghyun. She started took a step back, palming as

tears didn't stop pouring down. Seunghyun heard muffling sound and once again he wanted to turn around.

" Don't !! Don't turn your back until you can't hear me ! " She stopped him and kept walking back toward the door. She took out the

bracelet she bought for Seunghyun from her pocket and put it on the table near the door.

 " Aeri.. Live well and be happy " Seunghyun finally said his last words which saddest tone as a single tears drip on the floor.

" You too.. Live well..   Bye.." That's all.. The last words from . He didn't hear anything around him..it's like time has

stopped, he just heard his own heavy breathing which slowly turned into a sob..

He finally turned his body and as he expected, Aeri has gone. He just found a bracelet on the table and slowly picked it up.

He knew that it was from Aeri, he felt numb, his legs turned weak as he broke down on the floor crying in agony while clutching the

bracelet into his palm. He didn't know why he smiled after cried his heart off..

"I think I'm sick.."

A/N: how about this chapter?? Btw, I write my first gtop story

SHE IS MY BOYFRIEND

Don't read if you don't like boyxboy story..hehe