Seunghyun POV

" Nah, it's done " I said looking at Yongbae who seemed annoyed. I have done wrapped his injured arm with a bandage.

" See? It didn't take long right? " Said jiyong who sat on the chair. Yongbae kept grumbling because he was forced by jiyong

to come here.

" It just a little wound "

" No! You'll live with it all your life and that was my fault so I must take responsibility " Jiyong said firmly. It turned out that

Jiyong accidentally splashed a hot water into Yongbae's arm when they were cooking. It just a small burn actually, but Jiyong being

a good friend and also a drama queen he is seemed so guilty. I just smiled seeing them.

" Hyung.." Yongbae called after giving up with Jiyong.

" Why you look so tired? Did you sleep well? " He asked.

" Is it obvious? " I raised my eyebrows while taking off my coat. He nodded as looked at me full of concern.

" Well, it just something got into my mind " I smiled weakly. " It was Aeri right?? " Ohh , this kid really a mind reader.

" I'm not a mind reader. Who else could make you like this if it's not her?" Yongbae added. See? he is a mind reader..

" Why don't you confess? I think she likes you too " Jiyong said and Yongbae nodded in agreement. They had known that

I have a feeling for her. I sighed, leaning on my desk..

" Not that easy guys.. She has her own life. I'm just a third person. If she likes me, maybe that just because I took care of her.

Moreover, she started seeing a piece of her memory in her dream which made me worried. "

" You just afraid hyung. You're afraid of being hurt "

" Don't you think if you keep hiding, you will just not  hurt your own feeling but also her feeling as well. Because I'm sure she loves

you too. "     

Jiyong added Yongbae's words. I glanced at both of them while thinking about what they said. Maybe they were right. I'm too

afraid that I couldn't handle losing what is mine, in case that we are dating. Just imagining me and her being a sweet couple

and the next day she look at me like I'm a stranger made me shivered. I'm afraid I couldn't cure my self.  Yongbae stood from

patient bed and approached me.

" It's ok hyung. We hope the best for you. Whatever your decision, we'll always here for you. " He pats  my shoulder smiling

warmly.

" Thanks " I smiled back. They said goodbye after that leaving me all alone again. I felt a bit relief after told my heart out

to them.

*

I smiled seeing Aeri and Seungri from afar. Aigoo..finally they come..I already missed  her. Just seeing her face was enough

to distract me from my stress. I opened the door but what I saw is beyond my expectation. My smile disappeared as I saw

her red puffy eyes. I was about to asked what happened, but my voice restrained as she avoiding my eyes and run passing me into

our room. I'm sure something bad happened.

I turned my head toward Seungri who stood uncomfortably holding his bicycle. " Yah! What happened with her? Did you hurt her?

Tell me Seungri!! " I growled while grabbing his shoulder.

" So..Sorry hyung.. She got shock..a man approached her..and."

" WHATTT???!! Seungri! I told you to took care of her but look what you did!! " I cut his word and grabbed his collar immediately.

He winced and tried to loosen my grip.

" Hy..hyung listen me! I just left for awhile to bought her a drink because she told me that she was thirsty.." I started loosen my

grip and let him talked. He said that there's a guy who hugged Aeri like she is someone he known. I freeze at that point and

ignoring Seungri who kept apologizing. I knew it.. I knew it will come..

" Hey hyung, are you ok? " I snapped back looking at Seungri. He seemed so worried. I don't feel like talking with anyone now.

" I'm ok.. You can go now " I turned around left him dumbfounded.

*

I sat on the side of the bed her hair. She slept peacefully. I don't know how long I could see this gorgeous face. Feeling

her warm every time we slept together. Hearing her voice and her sweet smile. I don't know.. It feels like she will taken away

from me soon.. Not wanting waste the time, I traced my finger from her forehead, nose, and stop on her lips. I smiled before lean

in to kiss her lips. It just a simple kiss but the feel was overwhelming. Her lips so soft and warm. My heart clenched as our lips

touched. I couldn't hold my tears so I stopped the kiss and seeing her moved a bit. I noticed my tears drip on her cheek so I wiped

it gently. Maybe this is what people say that love is not mean you can have it. It's hurt really.. Loving someone who always be with

you but you couldn't have them, living with the one you love with the thought that one day they'll leave you..it's hard..

"Sorry.." I said before kiss her forehead. I didn't even  know why I said that word..

I remember that this is lunch time. I guess she haven't eaten yet so I decided to make her a dish. I left the room and headed to

the kitchen. It has been three days since Mina left to the countryside to meet her relatives. So it always Aeri who took all the

chores. But now, I want to make special dish for her. I knew that she always likes my soup. I grinned while start chopping the

veggies. I'm an expert if it comes to make kind of soup because my sister really likes eating soup, so I used to tried learn to

make so many kind of soup just for her. So, it didn't take long for me to make it.

I was setting  the dish on the table when suddenly someone knocked the door. Not bothering to take a peek from the window,

I opened the door, revealing a tall man with gorgeous face that I'm sure he wasn't live here judging from his appearance. He was

wearing all branded thing; white tee, black jacket and jeans.

" May I help you? "

" Sorry, I come here to find Aeri. Ajumma in that house told me that she lives here. " He said while pointing at the small house

near swan lake. Just hearing her name come from his mouth was enough to made me down. I guess he was the guy Seungri told me

earlier. Half of me just want to shoo this man away..another half kept remind me to do the right thing that's let the man meet

Aeri. Even I didn't know yet who he is for Aeri, but this guy didn't look like a bad person.

" Are you the guy who met her at the market? "

" Yes I am. I followed her though it was hard because I lost the track but here I am.. " He smiled. " So, where is she? Could I

meet her?"

" She is sleeping.." I said still coldly.

" Ahh..do you mind if I wait her inside? Trust me I'm not a bad person "

Then, I hesitantly opened the door for him to get in and let him to sit while I took a seat in front of him.

" I'm Jaejoong, Aeri's fiance..sorry for late introduction " my eyes widen as I heard that and I instantly turned my gaze at his

finger. He wore the same ring with Aeri. The one that I saved since I first found her. All this time I love a girl who had a fiancee?

A girl that will marry soon.. I felt like a stupidest person.  It's really over now. There's no way I could keep her with me.

She would  be taken away by her fiance. I then realized he was staring at me in curiosity, so I act like nothing wrong with me.

" So many thing I want to ask and I want you to tell me what you know. " 

There's a moment of silent before I sighed and began my whole story. Except our sweet moment and how I fell in love with her.

He looked worry when I said that Aeri got amnesia.

" So, that's why she didn't remember me.." He sighed as lean on his chair sadly. " I made a mistake. About one year ago,

we decided to go hiking for our holiday. We were so happy back then. Walking hand in hand toward our destination. Then, I

remember that I forgot to bring something. I decided to left her alone and asked her to wait me just for grabbed my stupid

camera which I left at the tent. When I came back, I didn't see her..I started panic when I found her bracelet on the ground.

I tried to find her in the forest. After week couldn't find her, the police stopped the investigation and she considered died in

accident. " His voice trembling for the whole story he told. He was in a big stress but I was mad at him, I balled my fist keeping

myself not to punch him for making Aeri like this. He was the one who made us together but then he came to take her away from

me. I tried to calm myself because I didn't want to make a commotion and wake her up.

Author POV

Little did Seunghyun knows, Aeri heard the whole conversation. Aeri woke up from her slumber hearing a little commotion outside.

She walked toward living room and shocked when she saw that guy at the market. She immediately hiding behind the wall. 

She didn't know what he want from her but she decided to eavesdropping their conversation.

Her heart race increase when that guy named Jaejoong introduced himself as her fiance. She gasped but immediately palming  her

mouth to prevent any sound to come out. Jeejoong began with his story. That was when Aeri start to see pieces of her memory

played in her mind....

" Oppa I like this place " Aeri said looking around the garden.

" Me too. Let sit under that tree ne? " Aeri nodded and they started set all the things for their picnic. They sat on the mat and ate together.

 " Aeri ah, you know I love you right?.. Would you marry me? "

" You propose me eh? Mmm..nee.. I love you too.. "

" Aeri ah.. Looked what I bought! "

" Omo! It such a cute dog.. Thank youuu.. I'll named it Jolie"

" Oppa pali! "

" Yea.. Wait..OMG I forgot bring my camera.."

" Aish..just go without it can you? "

" No, It's a nice place to take a picture with my fiancee. I'll grab it fast. You wait here ne? Don't go anywhere! "

" Wh..who are yo..you??!! What do you want? "

" I'm the one who will you baby..hahahaha.." He said with evil laugh.

" No!!! Don't touch me! "

" Don't you dare to fight me sweetheart..or I'll hurt you " said the  man smirking.

Aeri run as fast as she could to escape..but that crazy man grabbed her backpack and pulled it that made Aeri fell into the abyss. 

" AAAAGGGHHHH...uugGHHH " Aeri screamed in pain. All the memory came back like a pouring rain. Her head felt like it was going

to explode . She grabbed her head and run her fingers through her hair in frustration. Seunghyun and Jaejoong stood from their

place hurriedly. They came on time to prevent Aeri for falling to the floor. " Aeri! " Seunghyun catch her as she  lost her

consciousness.

" What happened? " Asked Jae worriedly. " I think she heard our conversation "..  Seunghyun picked her up walking to the bedroom

and  put her on the bed. Jaejoong following behind with a bit jealousy because he could see how Seunghyun really care toward Aeri.

Seunghyun pulled the cover over her before left the room without word.  He even let Jaejoong sitting next to Aeri. It was too

much for him that he thought it would be better if he go outside to calm himself.

Aeri POV

I opened my eyes slowly, adjusting it from the light around me. I stared at ceiling blankly. " Aeri?! You awake? " I turned my gaze

toward the voice. All the event earlier come back into my mind. I remember him now..

" Op..oppa? Jaejoong oppa? " I said weakly.

" Yes, it's me.. You remember me right? " He said with bright eyes, as bright as his smile. I sat and engulfed him in atight hug as

  tears pouring down my cheeks " Ne oppa.. I'm sorry.."

" Sorry for what? " He asked still hugging me.

" I..I ignored you..I hu..hurt youu.."

" Shhh.. It's not your fault.. I understand..It's me who made you through this at the first place. I'm sorry.. " He tighten his arms

around me as he my hair gently. "You know I can't live without you. All this time I thought that you were died, and I felt

like my soul died along with you." I pulled away from him seeing his face full of tears. " But you know I'm alive.. I'm here oppa.."

I wiped his tears. He smiled and kissed my forehead. " I love you Aeri.. You still love me right? " I felt a bit hesitated to answer

his question. Sure, I love my fiance.. But I don't know if my love for him still the same. Maybe it just because I haven't met him in

very long time. I nodded instead for answering his question rather than telling that three words. But that was enough to make him

happy.

Author POV

The door of the bedroom was openned a bit. Seunghyun was standing behind it. He just not hearing all their conversation but also

seeing their sweet moment. His heart clenched as he saw how they hugged each other, mostly because Aeri was the one who

started it. The moment when Aeri answering his question, that's when he felt he was drained, his heart broke into pieces.. No

tears.. No sound.. It was like his body lost it's function. It took a minutes for him to finally move. He walked away from the place

toward his practice room. He closed the door behind him and sighed, biting his lips holding his tears.

" Come on Seunghyun..youshould be happy..the one you love is happy now.." He told to himself closing his eyes tightly, tried to ease

the pain in his heart. This time he truly has to let her go. He should accepted this fate that they don't meant to be together.