~~ My heart crumbled as I heard Chinen’s story…

Was fate really this playful? I can’t take this anymore…

I stayed in my house for the whole day…

I just cried… I can’t accept the reality that all of my family were dead…

“Why??? Why did all of you leave me?!!! All of you said you love me! All of you said that you will protect me! Then why did you all die, leaving me alone?! Okaachan, Otousan, Niichan!!! Pleaaaseee.. Please come back!”

I am really out of my mind, I just wanted to cry, to be numb.

Days passed and Chinen kept on texting me but I can’t face him anymore…

And one day…

He came to my house.

I didn’t expect that he will visit me. I really looked like an outcast at that time.

Swollen eyes and a grim expression.

But he just hugged me…

We stayed like that for a long time…

Feeling each others’ warmth…

I am happy… I can hear and feel his heartbeat. Yes, my brother didn’t leave me… he is here… together with the person I love…

I should just accept the reality, move on and fight the upcoming challenges…

Chinen looked at me solemnly,

 “Don’t cry anymore alright? It’s fine… I’m here… We are here, (he pointed at his heart), we will forever protect and love you… I promise that I will make you happy. So please, don’t cry anymore because I am also hurt when I see you like that.

I just nodded. Then he was looking down at me, his eyes fixated on my face.

I closed my eyes and he kissed me…

It was a soft kiss, a tender one…

The person that I love with my brother’s heart is kissing me right now.

And I know that they will both protect me forever.

This love will never fade.

This love will stay forever.

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This is an UNDYING LOVE.