~~It was Usui – senpai… My life is such a disaster. Does it need to be like this? Swirls of emotion in just a short period of time? I hate this series of events!

“Konbanwa Ni-chan, I’m sorry for what had happened. I saw all of it. That Chinen is really a jerk, but was it really him?”

My senpai is really straightforward, no exchange of ‘how are you’ or ‘it’s been a long time’, nothing, he just stated his purpose on talking to me. He then sat beside me.

“I don’t know senpai, I didn’t really know my brother that much… I just wanted to believe that it is not him… That will be really painful and I have experienced so much pain these past few years. I don’t want additional pains.”

“Yeah, I know Ni-chan… I am always watching you. I said to you, I will be always waiting but you never replied to me. You are still haunted by the memories of your worthless brother. Can’t you see that he is just hurting you? Why don’t you just choose me? You know that I love you very much.”

His words are making me confused and I remembered the days when I love him so much…

Was this the right thing to do? My life is simple when my brother was not there. Must I be awakened now by the reality that my brother is not around anymore, that I may never see him again? We sat there in that bench, side by side… He is waiting for me to speak but I couldn’t, so he started speaking again.

“Actually, that is not what I came here for… I have a very important news to you.

I don’t actually like to say this now, but I know I must… So please calm down…

The truth is… I received a news that… your parents were dead.”