"Get out of here!" "NO!!" "Hurry!" "Go! Jump!!" "I love you...."   Millions flashes of the painful accident come attacking your heads like bullets. It hurst so bad that you furrowed your eyebrows on your long sleep. Sweats formed all over your body   "No.... Don't.... Please.... Don't leave me.... K-Kris...." you whimpered. Its been four days you're still in your unconscious state. Everyday your body will slightly trembled while mumbling those incoherent words. Sometimes with teardrops rolling on your cheeks. It was really heartbreaking for everyone who watched. You even still remember him on your sleep.   Umma and Jongin were on you're room, taking care of you for days. Umma has a deep dark circles under her eyes now. She rarely taking a good sleep since the accident happened. Jongin limiting himself to went out with his friends and dance crew. One night, he even sleep at your room, on your bed, sniffling your smell from your pillow because he miss your presence.   "Baby....?" umma scooted closer to your bed with Jongin "Hhh.... U-uggh.... Uh...." you grunted in pain. Umma grab your hands and rubbed it furiously "You can fight it, Gain. You're strong, you're brave, you're my best.... Fight it, baby. Fight your life..." umma started to cry again. Jongin look down in dismay. This is too much. Seeing you, the only noona he had in such a state. Coma. Pained. Blind. Losing the man you love. Jongin couldn't help it anymore. He's got enough faking a strong brother's mental. He broke down on the floor beside your hospital's bed. Crying like a kid. He clutched his blue sweater. Sobbing like there's tomorrow.   You, the one he keep following on his child days. You, the one who used to give him piggy-back ride when he fall. You, the one who can he depends on to talk about girls. You, who lulled him to sleep every night with your guitar. You, the perfect partner of him shopping monthly groceries. You, the one who could defend him whenever umma-appa scold him. You, his only noona.   You are his pride, his jo