Everything was going splendidly. I had a husband that loved me, sons who adored me and a mother in law who treated me like her very own. This did not last forever though. Jaejoong’s father had come by the house to talk to Omma a few times and they had started to argue. I had been drawing a portrait family for my class, when I heard something crash. Instantly scrambling to my mother in law’s room, I had found her on the floor with a shattered vase laying in pieces by her head. Her eyes were closed and her forehead had a small scratch, that was bleeding, on it. My father in law was standing above her looking more irate than I had ever seen him. I knelt beside her and tried to wake her up.

    “ Omma, wake up. Please wake up.” At this point my father in law had left and I had started to sob while holding her limp body to me. I started screaming for Changmin and he came running. He called the ambulance while I sat there and sobbed. Thank god the twins were with Jaejoong. Changmin had tried to lift me to my feet, but I would not let go of her. She loved me and I had loved her so much. Why did I leave them alone, why wasn’t I with her? These were my thoughts as the sounds of sirens came closer. I heard the front door slam against the wall as it opened, and footsteps running up the stairs. Two men came in with Mr. Choi and put Omma on a gurney. Jaejoong had apparently came hoe and saw the ambulance. He was panting in omma’s doorway and the twins were trying to hold back the tears. 

    “ Junsu, Yoochun. Come here my babies, come to omma please.” They ran toward me and started to ball their little eyes out. Jaejoong was stuck looking at his mother on the gurney as she was being wheeled out. He had dropped to the floor as the EMS took her to the ambulance. I walked over to him, with the boys in tow, and hugged him. He clutched his face into my shoulder, wetting my shirt with his tears.

    “ What happened?” He had asked, sniffing.

    “ I heard a crash and ran in here to find omma on the floor and your father was standing over her.” Jaejoong’s face changed whenI had mentioned that his father had come back. 

    “ Where is he?” His eyes were full of a mixture of emotions. Anger towards his father for hurting his mother, fear for his me and his boys and something I could not describe. It looked like he was disappointed in himself. Maybe he was disappointed because he wasn’t her to protect her.

    “ He ran off when I tried to wake her up. Why do you look so disappointed? This wasn’t your fault.” He looked at me and oped his mouth to say something, but Mr. Choi came back into the room.

    “ Jaejoong-shi, I will take the boys to the hospital. You and Ms. Hae Bin can take your time before following us.” The twins and Changmin were reluctant to go, but did when I lead them to the door. I didn’t have a chance to turn around before Jaejoong had his arms wrapped tightly around me.

    “ I’m sorry I wasn’t here. I wasn’t here to protect either of you.” His arms tightened around my waist. I forcefully turned around and placed both of my hands on his cheeks. His eyes were watery and shiny. He had slight, dark circles under his eyes and his face was ashen. I his right cheek with my thumb.

    “ You have nothing to apologize for. This is not your fault.” He let one tear escape and it rolled down his face. I rose up on my tip toes and kissed his forehead. I kissed his eyelids, then his mouth.

    “ If I had been here..” I interrupted him then.

    “ If you had been here, you would have been hurt too. Omma wouldn’t want that. She would want you to be safe, want us to be safe. You had the twins with you. If you had been here when this happened, they would have gotten involved too.” My voice had started to waver, I was holding back my tears. We were both holding each other and crying for awhile before we packed a few things for the hospital. When we got their, the sun had almost set. Changmin had the twins on either side of him asleep and his head was leaning against the back of the chair. His eyes were closed and they looked so peaceful. I patted the twin’s heads and kissed Changmin on the forehead. Jaejoong had gone to speak with the Mr. Choi and the doctor about omma. Junsu had started to cry in his sleep and woke up. I picked him up and rubbed his back while he wept. 

    “ It’s alright. Omma is here, don’t cry.” I calmed him down enough   so he could go back to sleep. I sat next to Changmin and his head immediately came to my shoulder. Yoochun had woken up to see Jaejoong walking toward us. He got off the chair and ran the last few feet to him. I couldn’t see his face but I could see his back trembling, so I knew he was crying. Jaejoong hugged him tightly and tried to calm him down. He was a daddies boy even if he didn’t want to admit it. They both came to sit next to me on the waiting room sofa. Jaejoong explained that omma was going to be fine. The scratch on her head was bandaged and she was going to spend a few days in the hospital to recover from the shock. I smiled and held his hand. He looked relieved now and happy to find out nothing was wrong. I rubbed my thumb on the back of his hand.

    “ Shall we go back home?” He asked and I nodded. He let go of my hand to stand and asked Mr. Choi to take the boys home. I rubbed Changmin’s head a little to wake him up. He rubbed at his eyes and got off of my shoulder. I got of the sofa, while holding Junsu in one arm. I held Changmin’s hand as we walked out of the hospital with Jaejoong and Yoochun. The boys went with Mr. Choi, Jaejoong and I went to Jaejoong’s car. We all headed home to relax. The twins went to the room they shared with Changmin, Jaejoong and I went to our room. He stopped me in front of the door and turned me around. He leaned in and kissed me. The kind of kiss that was sweet and gentle. It left me with a feeling of warmth, melting away all of my worries of the incident. 

    “ Gomawayo, yeobo.” I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him near. 

    “ Your welcome, yeobo.” We walked into our room, hand in hand.

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Sorry for not updating for like a year. This story was first written in my junior year of high school. Now it is th third quarter of my Senior year and I have just been so busy. I hope this chapter makes it all better and I might do a doble update tonight, no promises thought. Thanx for all the support. Don't forget to comment.

How Jaejoong looked when he saw his mom

Jaejoong and the twins