Hush now my friend,don't you cry
This life that I have with you.As we reached the park,the fresh air welcomed us,it really feel like a great escape.Escape from all this problems.Because I befriended this boy beside me.This boy that I somehow unknowingly started to like,a lot.Like he do.
Sitting on the bench,He patted to the empty space beside him and spoke,
"Sit"
i consciously sat down,inner self is somewhat afraid of what's going to happen.What could happen anyway.
"Today YG appa spoke to me,he said it would be a long road down,a tough one,I don't know if I'm strong enough to go down that road.Lost.Im really confused about what I want,will I still want it that much as the years pass by?"
He made me want to comfort him,yet I myself isn't in any way better than his state.
"Maybe that depends on your passion,how strong that passion of yours is."
"Maybe you're right."
We went silent afterwards,probably because we're really too tired,exhausted from our lives,if only there's someone he could lean on,if only there's someone I could lean on.
Uncontrollably,tears rolled down my cheeks,why am I becoming so weak,why am I getting so emotional.
"Why are you crying?"
He nudged my shoulder with his.
"Maybe because I'm really tired of how others are so critical about everything I do,even the most unintentional thing I do."
"Not everybody,there's people who tired you out,and there's those that make life a little better"
"There is,"
"You're never alone against all these,"
"Who else do I have to go through this together anyway"
"You have me though"
Do I really have you?
Do I really mean something to you?
Or are you trying to hoax me?
"Yeah I have you,"
"I'm serious,"
"I know you are,I am too"
"This atmosphere is getting a little too moody,let's go somewhere else,arcade"
He tried to smile,he tried,even though he himself wasn't feeling any better.Am I that worth it?Gabbing onto my wrist he pulled me up,and skillfully linked our fingers together.I felt my cheeks burning.How much more comforting do I need.Just this simple gesture will do.I guess there's really people that make my life a little better.
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