When the color of our memories has faded, when it gets cloudy,

That’s when I’ll try to end my feelings of love.

But I knew it is impossible

Love…. Bye my love………..

Although that was a beautiful day, why is that only tears fill my eyes?

Can you hear me? You hear me now?

*still flashback*

The frozen small lake had been melting. It turns more and more beautiful. I took a seat on the same rock that froze me 4 months ago. Jaejoong sits on my lap. He rests his head on my chest as I hug him again. I could feel his warmness, but once again, it feels strange. I caress his brown grey hair lovingly.

“I think we could see beautiful sunset from here Jae…” I managed to break the silence. He just nodded for the answer. Is it that hard to speak, Jae? Are you that tired walking for just that very near? I miss your melodious angelic voice honey……

Jaejoong lift his head and turn to face me. His brown grey eyes turn greyer than before, but it still beautiful. He smiles weakly through his cherry lips. Wait.. it’s not bright cherry like usual, it is pale. I caress his face again with worry. He takes my hand and kiss it gently.

“I.. I am sorry Yunho, I’m not speaking even a word to please you…. I’m sorry….” he said with his trembling lips.

“But let me in your hug today, I miss you so much Yunho… I’ve been waiting you along this winter, but you’re not coming. Now you are here. Even it is spring already, sun shines brightly burning my body, I don’t care. I’ve more than happy right now. What can I ask more? Nothing, Yunho. You are more than just everything for me… Yunho…” He said it weakly. Tears escape from the corner of his beautiful eyes. I feel guilty to take him this far.

Exactly, I cannot go out to the human’s world except for bad winter like this year.

When snow elf turn into snow, it means that they die, that was the end of our life.

I widened my eyes. I remember now! I remember why he’s become like this.

I look at him again. At his now fragile body. I felt guilty surrounded me. How can I hurt my love like this? how can yo