No matter when

I’m confident that I’ll protect you forever

The thorns stuck deep within your heart

If they’re pulled out, I’ll hold you close in an endless dream

I still feel this regret, maybe for my entire life. My stubborn decision to comeback to Korea. All I could think is meeting you, Jaejoong. I don’t even think that you’re ready or not to meet me. I forgot anything, blinded with happiness. I forgot what you are, I forgot who you are. I miss you so much, that’s all what I think. The most selfish thinking I ever had.

*flashback*

-Jaejoong POV-

I return to the place we used to share our love, alone. I close my eyes, and I see his face. I really want to feel him next to me like that day. I look at far end winter sky, I have only one wish; with your hand, please touch me like always. I want to call that tender morning wind like that day.

“Yunho~ah… it is the end of winter already. When will you come back? I believe you’ll come back here. But winter had last…. how can we meet?” I murmured to myself. Tears escape from my eyes. I miss you Yunho~ah…..

***

I got this feeling two weeks after the last time I visit our precious place. He is back. Yunho is back.

My heart is still struggling to return to that long last winter night. The promise we made early has become like a lie for me and I can't go back, I can’t blame him. My shadows are starting to move back to those days.

You know that I'm still waiting for you. Why is love more painful as we part? I wish for it, knowing that shine won’t return. If we meet again later, let’s share feelings for sure. I’m sure we will meet again… thought just for one day.

-Yunho POV-

Aaaarrrrggghhhhh…… Korea fresh spring air. I really miss it. No.. not it. I miss my Jaejoong. He is still waiting for me! I’m sure thought it was about 4 months I left him.

“Halmoni… I’m leaving! Don’t bother to look for me okay!!” I take my long coat from sofa and rush to my car.

“Yunho~ah!! Be careful, ne!” my grandmother shout at me, but I do not want to waste my time. I jump into my car and start the engine. I drive my car to our precious place, a wide land with pine trees in middle of woods. It’s totally beautiful. And I’m sure that it will be more beautiful because it is spring already. I can’t wait looking to my lover’s expression when I come.

I park my car beside the road. This place is awesomely beautiful. I walk deeper and listening to