“Kyuhyun, it’s been exactly a three months since you and Jongwoon broke up,” Leeteuk spokes while washing some dishes in the sink carefully scrubbing off the stains. Bubbles were filling up the sink causing the leader to drain some of it out. “When are you going to tell him?”

The youngest member of Super Junior was leaning against a wall with a frustrated look on his face. It has been a living hell for Kyuhyun not being able to be with the weird aura of Super Junior. Yesung met everything, well almost everything, to him. Yesung was the one who would always made Kyuhyun feel better, even without saying any words.

For two full minutes silence filled the air only letting the sound of the scrub rubbing against a metal spoon was heard. It somehow made Kyuhyun calmed, a painful kind of calm because usually he and Yesung would wash dishes together, either in the dorms or in Yesung’s shop.

A sigh soon escaped the elder’s lips with a clank of a plate being piled on top of another. “What are you waiting for Kyuhyun?” Another clank of a plate was heard, then another, and then another. Soon jingling of spoons and forks were heard as Kyuhyun could hear them being put neatly into a drawer.

“…I mess everything up,” Kyuhyun admitted with some of his words breaking. He felt a hard lump in his throat feeling like rust was starting to form. It hurt to swallow his saliva down and it hurt when he was breathing heavily.

Leeteuk knew what the brown haired male was saying. It’s actually been three years since Kyuhyun and Yesung had been together. It was just odd to know that Kyuhyun started doing his whole ‘boyfriend test’ about a month ago instead of doing it in the beginning of their relationship.

“Why do this so late, Kyuhyun?”

“I wanted to see if he was ready.”

Kyuhyun shut his eyes tight and leaned his head against the white dorm wall. He felt like and all he wanted to do was run over to the blonde man he loved wanting to say sorry over and over again. Of course, that is not how life works. Kyuhyun messed up and he has to face that.

The elder let out another sigh drying his hands on a nearby table. How could Kyuhyun do something so stupid? He risked everything just to see if Yesung could past the test. Kyuhyun didn’t think deeper into the consequences of his actions and did what he always did; he just did what was right at the time. 

A warm hand was placed on Kyuhyun’s shoulder as he looked up to the eyes of the leader of Super Junior and the man that he looked up too. Leeteuk had a sympathetic look knowing how young lovers are. He knows how exactly the younger was feeling because Leeteuk had been in a fair amount of relationships and many didn’t succeed, either it was Leeteuk’s fault or the other.

“And you thought by getting Jongwoon and cutting him from shows will prove he’s ready? Do you think that was necessary? Explain,” Leeteuk hardened his words hoping it got the younger thinking. Yes, the leader of Super Junior was scared of getting in the way of Kyuhyun’s plans but things have gone too far, and truth be told, Leeteuk was a huge fan of Kyusung. It was heartbreaking to see two of the younger members split apart.

Thoughts were clouding the brown haired male’s mind thinking of reason after reason for his actions but all of it seemed useless, unreasonable. He kept his mouth shut not wanting to say anything stupid since he already felt like an idiot, a very stupid idiot. Kyuhyun just kept looking into Leeteuk’s eyes letting them explain everything.

The elder nodded his head firmly knowing the answer to his questions. It was clear that Kyuhyun was still a child, well everyone in SJ are children, but Leeteuk knew there are certain situations where you can be a mature adult and a wild child. Relationships should he handled with care, not just tossed to the side unnoticed.

Leeteuk softly pat the younger’s shoulder and headed out of the kitchen wanting to go back to his dorm. But before he left he turned around eyeing Kyuhyun. “This better work Kyuhyun or you’re screwed. And by the way, you better explain to Jongwoon who the girl was,” with that said, Leeteuk headed out the dorm softly closing the door behind him.

Kyuhyun waited until he heard the lock of the dorm door before he angrily let out a yell. He started to curse under his breathe glad to know that the other members weren’t home yet. He kicked some pair of shoes, probably Eunhyuk’s since they stink, against the wall. He stomped around the living room trying to get frustration out but it just fueled his anger even more.

Everything in the dorm reminded of the person he lost because of a stupid test. Kyuhyun thought that everything would go smoothly and go as planned but even this genius didn’t see the holes in his blueprint. Maybe in math and Starcraft, he would think things twice but when it comes to relationships and love, Kyuhyun could as well run into a war zone with no second thought.

With a huff, the now tired male sat on the couch with his arms crossed over his chest glaring at the wooden floor. He was breathing in and out trying to control his heavy breathing and was trying to clear his mind from any rational thoughts. Kyuhyun was tempted to run out the dorm, buy billions of flowers, prepare a song, and beg for Yesung’s forgiveness. Again though, he had to throw that idea out. He can’t just do that for damn sake!

The sound of a door knob turning caught Kyuhyun’s attention as he heard a familiar laugh. “Yah, Kyu, you here? I got everything, well almost everything, you needed for today,” Eunhyuk called out waiting for a reply. He dropped his bag onto the floor with a thud and looked down in confusion trying to find his other pair of shoes.

“Come to the living room,” Kyuhyun quickly said with a monotone voice. He tried to relax his face not trying to appear pissed off but he must have failed because Eunhyuk was slowly approaching the younger after seeing his expression.

Eunhyuk’s eyes glanced to the side of the living room spotting his red converse. It was obvious they were thrown, or kicked, because it lay lazily with one shoe far from the other. The dancing machine couldn’t help but gulp afraid to be in Kyuhyun’s rage. His eyes quickly looked back at the younger waiting for orders like an obedient dog.

The younger male couldn’t help but mentally smirked feeling satisfied that even the older members of Super Junior were still afraid of him. Kyuhyun breathed in some air and saw Eunhyuk slightly twitch. Is he really that scared of me? I’m not scary. I’m adorable.

“How is Fishy doing though? Is he doing exactly what I told him to do?” Kyuhyun waited for Eunhyuk to answer. The younger male just sat on the couch with his eyes in a slight glare.

The dancer couldn’t help but gulp rather loudly. “Um, I’m sure he is Kyuhyun,” Eunhyuk couldn’t help but feel so nervous with the younger male. It was strange for the younger to be the one in control but Super Junior was different, more ways than one.

The monkey looking male knew if this plan failed then hell will freeze over and decided to live on the surface of Earth. Eunhyuk may care for Kyuhyun like a little brother but Kyuhyun can be an evil puppet master controlling people.

Eunhyuk cleared his throat, “Shouldn’t you get ready too, Kyuhyun?”

“Yeah you’re right but I’m taking a breather.”

The dancer raised his eyebrow wondering. He relaxed a bit and decided to forget the fear of being afraid of the younger. “You’re nervous aren’t you?”

“Psh, no I’m not! Why would I be nervous? I’m perfectly fine since nothing is going to go wrong. The worst thing that could happen is Yesung saying no and me having a mental breakdown causing me to maybe murder you. The fans will be shocked and Super Junior will be split because of what I’ve done and we’ll be forever hated.”

Eunhyuk blinked once, twice, and three times before he rushed out of the dorm. Before he left, Kyuhyun could hear a press of a button of a phone and some words consisting of ‘witness protection’ and ‘Yesung better say yes’.

The brown haired male rolled his eyes seeing the dancer rush out but it was understandable. Kyuhyun got off the couch and headed to the dorm bathroom getting ready for what it seemed to be the biggest mission of his life. He didn’t want to fail because failing means losing and losing means he didn’t win.

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Yesung was sprawled on the wooden floor of his house with his eyes looking up at the ceiling. He was mentally counting numbers not really knowing why. All he knew was that he was bored out of his mind. He blew some air out of his lips trying to get some stray hair from his eyes.

“Are you going to be there all day,” Jongjin called out from the hallway of the house. He leaned against the wall with a bowl of rice in his palm.

The older male just let out a groan and his stomach. He continued to lay on the floor facedown with his face hidden with his blonde hair. Jongjin just shook his head surprised that the man on the floor was his older brother and one of the main singers of Super Junior. It just seems so impossible.

Jongjin walked back to the kitchen to probably to get more food. Yesung was bored because Mouse Rabbit was close and he didn’t feel like taking any selcas of himself. Everything just seemed useless. Well Yesung did try calling some of the members but they either didn’t pick their phone up or they were busy. The blonde felt like a lazy piece as ham.

With a groan escaping the blonde’s lips, Yesung pushed himself off the floor and decided to sit down instead. His eyes looked at the blank wall but then his mind started to wonder off. He thought about the pass months and couldn’t help but see his whole situation as weird and awkward, the situation of him and Kyuhyun.

Truth be told, Yesung missed the younger male but he didn’t want to forgive… yet. These few months was full of Kyuhyun sending flowers, chocolates, and even turtle food. Kyuhyun even called the radio station to play a certain song, I Love You by 2NE1. Hell, Kyuhyun even got a fan to send an apology letter to him in Mouse Rabbit.

The singer pondered all those attempts that Kyuhyun was doing and found it kind of sweet. Still, Yesung wasn’t sure if he wanted to forgive Kyuhyun. He was afraid of being betrayed and that scared him the most, especially if it was someone you love.

“Yah, there's a letter for you,” Jongjin was waving an envelope in front of his brother’s face.

Yesung blinked; surprised he didn’t hear the doorbell ring or his younger brother’s footsteps. With a nod, the singer took the envelope and quickly opened it. His dark eyes scanned he paper. It read:

Park 7:30 PM

Dress well

P.S Please be there Yesung or Kyuhyun will kill me –Eunhyuk

The blonde squint his eyes wondering what Kyuhyun was planning. He was suspicious. Very suspicious.

A/N Next chapter is the last